ＧＬＵＥ ( ❛ autoplay .

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h ello i knOW it’s been a while since i logged in here , ( i lost muse & have been focusing on school ) but i’ve been thinking about rebooting !!?

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' SUBJECT : K E N N Y . 

             he doesn’t lower his gun. it’s become instinct, really, to mistrust even the ground he stands on ; tip toeing around the boxes massacred on the floor as if even the concrete would betray him. it’s instinct, really, for a boy who has been trained to survive. when his boots click to a stop besides his fallen — comrade, he allows himself the pleasure of leisurely speculating the tight distraught on newt’s face. then, with lazy shrug of his shoulders, kenneth points the barrel of his gun to the fallen’s forehead.

            ❛    wasn’t nice of you,                   y’know, t’ leave me                   behind.    ❜

      breathe, shift, drop the gun. a hand shoots forward to grasp the frigid wrist before he registers whatever strength he had left to yank the boy back to his feet. this time, golden eyes shimmer with their same vibrant brilliance & touch upon newt’s fatigue.

            ❛    y’ look like sheeet.  ❜

                                 — ｓｕｂｊｅｃｔ Ａ５ —  

    ❛   i’d expect no other greetin’ from ya. ❜

it’s the sad , rusty truth --- to both newt’s comment to ken’s own . his wrist is pulled as harshly as it was lifted with only fingers to rub as its aid . the other’s behavior is not massively appreciated but even in the darkest of acts must there come light . at least , it serves as a distraction from what surrounds the duo , from the crimson liquid to the mangled bodies it originates from . how he misses the glade . one last shake of the head toward the reckless-minded ( & to sway away thoughts ) ‘fore he begins to limp away to where may hold less destruction . 

              ❛  no ‘ i’m glad you’re not dead ’ , no ‘ i’m glad you’re not a bloody crank ’ ? ‘course not , ‘xcuse me for thinkin’ otherwise . let’s just get our bony butts movin’ . ❜

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kill me. if you’ve ever been my friend, k i l l  m e.

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‘ SUBJECT : F E N I X

                               ❛  ——————— do NOT put yer heights up too high ,  shank .   i do not really think thomas ‘s worth it ,   like ‘ave y’ seen him ‘ow he tried t’ help zart ?   yer one - way - ticket ‘s a DOUCH … who can not even rake foliage up .   watchin’ this hidious HULLABALOO he created was the highlight o’ everyone’s day .  ❜

                                — ｓｕｂｊｅｃｔ Ａ５ —

      ❛  well , i dunno about you , but i’d rather not sit on my cheeks all day . unlike gally & unlike          you i’d rather take a chance . some people have been here longer than  others  .  some          people a lot longer . ❜

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‘ SUBJECT : K E N N Y . 

        blood stained knuckles matched with a battered face, nearly dodged of the claws of what he could only assume were the demented dead. the honeyed strands of his hair no longer bear a soft resemblance to his bright old self, rather they are crisp & mussed, stained with blood that’s not his own & dirt carried with the sand. another body hits the floor, his grip on the gun solid — a loud & uncomfortable THUMP follows the next shot, before the shriek dies out completely besides newt. after that, even he’s lost the knack to look at anyone in the eye.

             ❛    surprise. you o’right ?    ❜

                                  — ｓｕｂｊｅｃｔ Ａ５ —  

         ❛   y-yeah . ❜

however the response is shaken  &  quiet , seemingly spoken to persuade the speaker than any other . a grunt shall soon pursue utterance as the subject motions the once-human from his figure . he refuses to directly look into the eyes  of which once held purity , sanity & thoughts easily related to ( not of wishing to now rip another apart ) . the sensation of blood dominating dirtied fabric is enough to serve terror alone , & gratitude --- never is there room for remorse . kneeling on an unreliable leg , newt extends out a hand --- to ken --- for support for standing . 

           ❛   ———– thanks , kenny . ❜

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❜ you’re charismatic and compelling and a pathological liar. ❜

                                                                    meme

                                — ｓｕｂｊｅｃｔ Ａ５ —

it’s not a sentence he  appreciates  —  if only it emerges onto features this way . only he remains as still as clouds on a windless day . the slight raising of brows can be perceived as the gentle breeze . would it not be reasonable to open up to people , to unveil emotions instead of acting toward pain ? with that incident of desiring death being non-successful , only then  did  people  figure  to  his  inner misery  .  the  fib  he continuously utters ? — “ i’m alright ” . 

                        ❛  funny that . i could say the same to minho . only he’d find it charming . ❜  

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❜ i am trying here! ❜

                                                           meme

                                 — ｓｕｂｊｅｃｔ Ａ５ —

        ❛  clearly not bloody well enough ! ! ❜

in the darkened light of an emergency perhaps yelling doesn’t aid , but is unhelped all the same , & as the ear piercing shrieks of the cranks draw themselves nearer , his own roar rises ‘bove it all : “ we’ve gotta hurry !! ” to cue with the other boys tackling against the solid door . panic surrounds him , chokes him , causes his breaths to become rapid in struggle . all those brown hues will perceive is red ; soon , it will be physical & true . soon , it will be spilling from bodies . the moment the diseased appear from the corner with eyes filled with hunger , the pushes appear more forceful & yells much fierce .  

                                                 ❛  && it won’t be enough ‘till we’re —— ❜  a crack , a slam . some howls of victory produce but most are that of unease as figures tumble onto another . he can detect thomas , from the corners , usher individuals & slam the door shut . they are not yet safe however — only safer . anxiety ( yet also traces of pride ) coat the second-in-command’s features whilst setting himself into a preferred position . the sentence is undoubtedly plain … yet meaningful . ❛  nice one , tommy .❜

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SUBJECT ‘ : ? ? ? .

          ❝ do you want this? ❞

     { in her hand is a half-eaten snack she’s decided she no longer wants any more. although she does still find the snack delicious, carmen decides that if she eats the rest of this - she won’t eat what she’s about to go eat unless she ditches the rest of her current food, so why not pass it onto another person? }

                                  — ｓｕｂｊｅｃｔ Ａ５ —  

he’s quick to look her up & down , analyze any signs of early infection or a sort of anxiousness to cause one’s visage untrustworthy . encountering WICKED in disguise certainly is not written on a list of desires . yet there is none ( & how , with such a skeptical mind , he shall be able to perceive it ) . one brow elevates whilst the other remains & suddenly in this light of day he finds himself reaching forward --- 

                                                ❛   ----------- don’t mind if i do . ❜

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SUBJECT ‘ W H Y . 

                         ❛   second in command or filthy scum like ———— gally .   at the end we are all the SAME ,  trapped in this goddamn maze with w.i.c.k.e.d breathin’ on our necks .  y’know wha’ newt ?  if i was a RUNNER ,  we all would’a be already outta ‘ere for sure ,  ‘cause these idiots y’ let run in there now ?   completely dumb an’ useless ,  especially the new greenie ,  thomas .  he ‘s good for nothin’ but causin’ trouble .   ❜

                                  — ｓｕｂｊｅｃｔ Ａ５ —

       ❛  trust me , if i had a weapon to fight whoever placed us in this bloody hole every time someone           tried  feeding  me  that  klunk  , we’d be out in no time . unfortunately for you throwin’ random           people  in  the maze won’t  . i’ve got my eyes on the greenie  ---  ‘specially when everything’s           gone  all  loonie  all of a sudden . there’s no denying that ... but there’s also no denying that            tommy’s  got  somethin’  strange  ...  i wouldn’t say a gift , but something . he could be our one            one-way-out-of-here ticket .... & i’m not gonna let it go to waste . ❜

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ok but how underrated is frypan .

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                                 — ｓｕｂｊｅｃｔ Ａ５ —

         ❛  hey now , how ‘bout you put that bloody thing down for starters ? i’ve got a group of              boys around here .  i’m second-in-command  . sometimes leader when a certain shank can’t               place his butt in gear or not know when to shut his hole . point is they’re looking for me ...              me ... & i don’t know . i don’t you you’d do very well against those sorta schemers . ❜

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ahs: murder house sentence starters

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❜  the light is different out here. it’s softer.  ❜

❜  so we’re the addams family now.  ❜

❜  that girl is a monster.  ❜

❜  jesus h. christ.  ❜

❜  can i ask you a personal question?  ❜

❜  don’t make me kill you again.  ❜

❜  is there anything more wonderful than the promise of a new child… or more heartbreaking when that promise is broken?  ❜

❜  i’m trying very hard not to judge you.  ❜

❜  but i was never unfaithful.  ❜

❜  i’m not usually much of a cupcake girl myself…  ❜

❜  i’d kill to live in this house, regardless of the history!  ❜

❜  i don’t want to be here anymore!  ❜

❜  try to find some dignity in the situation.  ❜

❜  every time I find my heart breaking just a sliver for you, i suddenly remember. you made this mess for yourself.  ❜

❜  i’m not naive to the ways of men.  ❜

❜  you say we were victims of something bad there. i say that’s the place where we survived.  ❜

❜  i am trying here!  ❜

❜  everybody thinks they have style, and everybody thinks they’re funny. most people aren’t.  ❜

❜  i think you should just leave.  ❜

❜  the one thing about the dead is they’ve got nothing left to lose.  ❜

❜  you hear me? i will kill you.  ❜

❜   screw high school. that’s… it’s just a blip in your timeline. don’t get stuck there.  ❜

❜  we need the money.  ❜

❜  i’m finding it really hard to look at your face. cause i really, really, really want to bash it in.  ❜

❜  but i’m not going to be your friend. i will merely tolerate you.  ❜

❜  why are you bullshitting me?!?  ❜

❜  sometimes shit just happens.  ❜ 

❜  the dead can hold a grudge better than most scorpios.  ❜

❜  fags have such a great eye for detail, don’t they?  ❜

❜  i’m going to have a little glass of this chardonnay.  ❜

❜  as you can see, this room belongs to a sad, depressed teenager.  ❜

❜  why are you being such an asshole?  ❜

❜  this turns you on. i know it does.  ❜

❜  depressing sex is even more depressing when you try so hard.  ❜

❜  did it hurt? the first time usually does.  ❜

❜  they’re just trying to scare you.  ❜

❜  i’m open to suggestions.  ❜

❜  i think i have mommy issues. you know a good therapist?  ❜

❜  you’re kidding me. i thought you said you hated her.  ❜

❜  i have long stopped asking why the mad do mad things.  ❜

❜  as big as this place is, it does get very lonely.  ❜

❜  watch it, you goddamned queen!  ❜

❜  what are you gonna do? murder me?  ❜

❜  we’ll make excellent parents.  ❜

❜  seriously, though, are you ready for all this? i mean, you never struck me as the diapers and midnight feedings type.  ❜

❜  he’s the most beautiful baby i’ve ever seen.  ❜

❜  from blood and pain come perfection.  ❜

❜  my mom is dead.  ❜

❜  why would i do that?  ❜

❜  i used to think you were like me.  ❜

❜  you are the darkness.  ❜

❜  you are the only light i’ve ever known.  ❜

❜  you have to pay for what you did! all the pain you’ve caused, all the sorrows.  ❜ 

❜  i can’t be with you, i won’t be with you.  ❜

❜  go away!  ❜

❜  are you sure you want to be alone? they say this house is haunted.  ❜

❜  you’re kind of twisted, aren’t you?  ❜

❜  you’re charismatic and compelling and a pathological liar.  ❜

❜  ever since I was a little girl, I knew I was destined for great things.  ❜

❜  but… my dreams became nightmares.  ❜ 

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SUBJECT ‘ : ? ? ? . 

Caroline has survived this world due to what she is. She is dead, truly, and so the Flare cannot tear her to pieces as it has done the rest of the world. And yet, her CURIOSITY will be her undoing, her want to know what it is that WICKED has done, what they are still doing. Whispers through the city lead her to the Scorch —- and for Caroline, that place holds no FEAR. Even the sun cannot hurt her with her ring.

        ❝ —- why? What’s even out here? More of the —- more Cranks? 

                                        What are you doing here? Surely it’s dangerous? ❞

                                 — ｓｕｂｊｅｃｔ Ａ５ —  

        ❛    I’m afraid I don’t have much of a choice . ❜

He is wary to unveil the true reason behind why exactly he’s located here . W.I.C.K.E.D is a company with numerous enemies && their chosen subjects despised especially more . Instead of this reveal will Newt haul the strap of his backpack more comfortably ‘pon shoulders --- a gesture for the stranger to fixate on rather than the unease of his visage . Feet trek further in a gentle pace , both for the benefit of this female to follow && for the sensitive ears of the cranks . This surely is enough to answer her query . 

             ❛    I’m survivin ... like you . Like everybody else . ❜                                      --- it’s accurate , however shrouded by unspoken truth .

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‘ SUBJECT : F E N I X . 

                        ❛   tha’ day ‘s sure as hell NOT t’day ,  newt .   as y’ can see ——- everythin’ ‘s goin’ fine under my control ,  the repairs on this wrack ,  y’ still call ACCOMMODATION ,  are nearly done .   jus’ give it a day or two an’ it will be habitable again .    ❜

                              — ｓｕｂｊｅｃｔ Ａ５ —

          ❛  i don’t care how you act toward me , s’long as you play your part . that’s what keeps                the place runnin’ , you know ? i’m not saying respect isn’t appreciated . i’m bloody                well  second-in-command  here   .  try  keeping  a  group  of  boys  from  throwing            punches && keeping to their jobs because without your little ol’ newt here , &&                without  order  ,  you’d  may  as  well just give yourself away to the grievers . good            that  on  the  working  , at  least  .  keep  that  bit  up ... && maybe chuck in some                improvements with your greetings while you’re at it .  ❜

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  ❛ like for a starter !!

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                              ❛   alright newt ——— wha’ the shuckin’ hell ‘s it NOW ?   y’know ,  things do not repair ‘emselves ‘ere .   ❜

                                 — ｓｕｂｊｅｃｔ Ａ５ —

           ❛  it’d be real  sweet  if i could come up to ya without any fear of gettin’ my butt whacked .                 think  you  can  try  to  manage  that  one  day  ? i’m just checkin’ up on things , seeing if                 everyone is as good as they can be in this shuckin’ place . you’re doing your job , i’m doing                 mine . ❜

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                                  — ｓｕｂｊｅｃｔ Ａ５ —

           ❛       hey --- ❜  

      he’s been analyzing the movements of the other lifting the bottle , consuming its contents , for too long . hints of annoyance have carefully carved at those already worn features . it’s why a hand of his own maneuvers to join , yet it does not touch nor otherwise --- no --- he whips the drink from the other’s possession , holding it firmly between palms . it teases him , too ! the scorching heat battles against dry buds .

                 ❛   you’ve got to save these things . water especially . i’m afraid                   you  won’t  magically  find  a  bloody  lake  ‘round  here && i’ll                   be shucked if it falls from the sky .

                        so keep it to a minimum , alright ? ❜