Nicola Deveraux Kinney @ndeverauxkinney-blog - Tumblr Blog

“It’s alright, darling. I think everyone who is stuck here as felt that way at least once, I can promise you are not alone.” He said gently rubbing her back.

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"But at least they have a family here.." She reasoned. Nicola felt so heavy inside. She doesn't know how to hold herself up anymore. "I have no one.." She said more to herself. "My real parents didn't even want me" Nicola's eyes shut tightly at the thought. "Why didn't they want me..?"

#ch: niklaus #conv: niklaus #sorry for dumping all this on you

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Klaus wrapped his arms around the girl. “Hey, you’re okay. What’s going on?” He asked soothingly.

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"I just want to get out of here..." Nicola mumbled into his shoulder. Her breathing picks up, her lungs tightened. She felt like the world was spinning. "I feel like I'm getting suffocated if I stay here any longer.." She whispered. Nicola gripped his shirt in her hand. Her eyes closed tightly.

#ch: niklaus #conv: niklaus

gisellefk

“Wha– where am I?”

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Nicola looked down at her, concerned. “Are you alright?” She asked.

#ch: giselle #conv: giselle

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“Well good, cause I probably would of killed his ass anyways. She said in annoyed tone. “Yeah, i’m fine..” she said looking down. In reality, the situation brought flashbacks to when her ex used to grab a gun and threaten her with it.she laughed “So true. bur, I don’t want to worry him too much. I’ll fight my own battles.”

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Nicola smiled at her best friend. “I know you could have but sometimes it’s okay to ask for help..” She said as she put her arm around her shoulders. Nicola has an instinct feeling of what her friend was thinking. “You can always talk to me if it still bothers you” She whispered.

Nicola laughed along with her. “You’re lucky to even have the option..” She smiled sadly.

#ch: sasha #conv: sasha

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“Good. But can I ask what you’re doing out here so late?”

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Nicola shrugged. “Out here thinking.. Thinking about trying to get out of this town”

#ch: bianca #conv: bianca

cvpidwtch

“i love you for saying that. you’re definitely my big sister. i know you’re here for me as i am for you.” mari said softly, her smile sweet as she looked at the older woman. blushing harder as nicola laughed, she just bit down on her lip. “it’s definitely embarrassing. it’s not like it’s something i confess daily.” she tended to try and hide said feeling. “i hate that they don’t do that. i just want him to talk to me. well, i’m glad it’s easy to spot, maybe just not to him.” that was something she thought of a lot, that he hadn’t figured it out but she felt it was obvious. “okay, i trust you to deal with it.”

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Nicola leaned her head on hers. “Don’t you forget it” She said. Nicola smiled at the younger girl and shrugged. “It’s normal. You’re growing up” She felt weird to say that because she wasn’t that much older than she was. Nicola laughed. “Well get use to her girl! Guys grow up to be men and they still hide their problems and feelings.” She rubbed the young girl’s shoulder for comfort. “I’ll find a way to deal with it” She smiled, already trying to figure out a plan.

#ch: marissa #conv: marissa

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“Easy, it’s just me.” Klaus said stepping closer to the girl with his hands in the air. “I didn’t mean to startle you.”

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Nicola sighed in relief when she saw him. Her magic immediately left her hands. She ran up closer to him and hugged him tight. “I needed this..” She whispered, almost like a child. Nicola’s been feeling lost and needed support for the one person she felt she could lean on.

#ch: niklaus #conv: niklaus #pretend its vanessa in the gif haha

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“It’s a good place for that. I mean, with everyone in Mystic Falls, we all need to get away sometimes.”

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“Don’t you get tired of it? Being all supernatural... Ever wanted to be human?” She asked as she looked around the woods, getting lost to her thoughts again.

#ch: hope #conv: hope

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Nova chewed the inside of her cheek, keeping her gaze away from the brunette. “I wouldn’t even know where to begin.”

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“The beginning would be a start” She suggested. Nicola eyed her, wondering what’s would be bothering her. She still had her defenses up because she has a strange feeling about this or maybe she’s just been jumpy lately.

#ch: nova #conv: nova

✉︎ → Ansel M.

Ansel: Don't be mad at me!

Ansel: Although I will agree, it has been a long time but so much has happened.

Nicola: Fine but you'll have to make it up to me

Nicola: Dinner?

#N's iphone #ch: ansel #text: ansel

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Klaus was out for a walk to clear his head. He had been feeling after speaking with his family and realizing he was not alone. However, some nights he still needed the fresh air to help him stay calm.

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Nicola froze in her place and moved her head around to see the person. “Who’s there?” She felt her magic move to her hands, ready to fend for herself. Nicola tries to remember what spell was taught by her father figure when she needs to defend herself.

#ch: niklaus #conv: niklaus #she's a bit jumpy

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“It’s really, really relaxing. And I was hoping at this time of night, it would be vacant.” Nova admitted quietly, trying to keep herself distracted and from thinking about the sound of the girl’s pulse. This was only the second time she had been out of her home since she had turned and she was desperately trying not to harm anyone this time. “I’m just a bit overwhelmed and trying to keep myself together.”

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Nicola felt a bit off, like something bad is going to happen. “It normally is vacant around this time” She hesitantly replied. Nicola nodded, understanding the feeling. “If you want to talk about it, I’m all ears”

#ch: nova #conv: nova

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“Both calming and crazy. You never know some days.” Elena told her nodding her head at what she was. “Do you like being a hybrid?”

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Nicola laughed a bit. “I agree. How did you deal with that?” She asked, curious of the past. “How different was Mystic Falls back then?” Nicola asked. “Yeah I do. I like being a vamp with a little magic up my sleeve” She explained.

#ch: elena #conv: elena

originalcrescentprincess

“So what brings you out here?”

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“Just to think I guess” She shrugged. “I like space away from everyone” Nicola explained.

#ch: hope #conv: hope

cvpidwtch

“thanks love but that really never helps.” she admitted, her nose scrunching up ever so slightly at it. she wasn’t really one to be assured everything was okay. by the look on nicola’s face, the younger girl hadn’t admitted her feelings to her, something that made her cheeks flush. “figure what out? i’ve not gave him anything to figure out. we’ve literally been fine and acting how we normally do. i’m just confused so much because i just don’t understand and i just really like him, nic.” a sigh left ehr lips as she closed her eyes before opening them again. “no, he’ll find it weird if you suddenly start talking about it, would he not?”

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“As your big sister, I’ll be here to look out for you” She nudged her with a smile. Nicola laughed when she noticed the blush on her cheeks. “No need to be embarrass” She smirked. “Well you did say he’s not acting like himself, so give him time to figure out what’s bothering him. He’s a guy. Guys don’t like sharing their problems. I can sense that you do like him but M.. just give him space” She supportive smiled. “I’ll deal with it.. don’t worry about it” Nicola assured her.