Hello World

Hi. My name is Noah and if you're reading this then it means you've stumbled across my little piece of the internet. I tend to post things I am either thinking, feeling, or just generally enjoy. I hope you may find joy in this place, too. noahnotespacheco.wordpress.com

[looking-through-bright-blue-eyes]

[coral]

[extramadness]

[heartlessqueen]

[tessaviolet-deactivated20190521]

are people still using tumblr?

[nearly-living]

I have these nightmares during the day.

More like flashes of brilliant clarity.

Where I remember that I am far from what you want.

Far from the “perfect” you desire.

If he walked up and wanted you all, I’d be a piece of trash you wouldn’t think twice of recycling.

His pictures linger in your room. I hear his voice in some of the songs you sing. I see the memories behind your eyelids you try to hide from me.

You write about him. You write apologies to me. You want him. You settle for me.

I hate that I actually have to ask myself if I’m okay with never being the first pick.

I hate that the answer should be no, but I always say it’s okay.

I always say yes.

I’ve always believed in dreamers. I’ve always had their back. I told you I rooted for the two of you because I could see you really cared about him. I believe in dreamers. But I can’t seen to ever believe in mine.

[nearly-living]

Mattering is for people with potential, not stepping stones.

[nearly-living]

I have these nightmares during the day.

More like flashes of brilliant clarity.

Where I remember that I am far from what you want.

Far from the "perfect" you desire.

If he walked up and wanted you all, I'd be a piece of trash you wouldn't think twice of recycling.

His pictures linger in your room. I hear his voice in some of the songs you sing. I see the memories behind your eyelids you try to hide from me.

You write about him. You write apologies to me. You want him. You settle for me.

I hate that I actually have to ask myself if I'm okay with never being the first pick.

I hate that the answer should be no, but I always say it's okay.

I always say yes.

I've always believed in dreamers. I've always had their back. I told you I rooted for the two of you because I could see you really cared about him. I believe in dreamers. But I can't seen to ever believe in mine.

[nearly-living]

I think it was all easier when I was nothing. Now, that I've been built up, it hurts more to be stepped on. I feel defeated where as before I didn't need an excuse for being powerless.

[missingyouonly]

[cupid-in-love]

Heal you

I wanna heal you. I really want to take this pain away. And now I’m crying because you’re sad. And I wanna heal you so bad.

[nearly-living]

LoFi Critical Role - Destiny

Hey! Read this! Background: This two second looped video is a small shot of Critical Role's new intro (link below). Browsing reddit, one of the comments (/u/...

I made 4 LoFi Critical role beats using lines from the show and inspiration from some of the more memorable songs played about. Enjoy

[nearly-living]

Dancing On My Own - Cover by Noah Pacheco

[nearly-living]

How much shit do I gotta give up to get over you

[nearly-living]

Seeing you smile just wrecked me. I guess I subconsciously felt like it was something saved for me. How selfish of me to think.

[vvitchchild]

Also I found this while in the forest, it made me happy

[monster2003]