When ever I’m down, when ever I need you, when ever I need a shoulder to cry on, you aren’t there, most of the time you arent around. So whats the point of being in a relationship, whats the point of working hard on it, whats the point of being in love...I need someone who makes me feel safe, who makes every struggle worth it. I dont want be in a relationship just for the sake of being in one. And I know for a fack that you need that, you need that strong rock who makes you even stonger, and I cant be that person if you aren’t him for me. I would prefer being alone than being lonely. Its either you are busy or asleep, and I never feel like Im a priority, I feel like I heard you say “Im trying” so many times to the point I lost belive in it, I lost hope in it. love is not everything, and I want to be wanted. I hate that I miss you, I hate that I spend more time missing you than the time I spend showing you how much I love you.....
You once asked me if Im happy with you, And you would leave me it Im not... Im telling you Im not..