Chase

I write (same user on ao3) Don’t complain in my asks unless u want me to touch myself to it

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I was abt to go to sleep before I realised that I haven’t made an introduction post lmfaooo.

General info

Hello to anyone that’s new here! You probably discovered me through my ao3. You can call me Chase, CJ, or any other nickname for me if you’d prefer. I’m a dude who lovvessss to write. I mainly write Chiscara but I’m extremely multifandom and have a lot of other ships I hope to write for.

My posts

CHISCARA

Generally writing content like updates, polls, memes, ideas, one shots, my fics, my wip books + rambles + controversial takes…. Really anything that comes to mind. I know I can be an ass at times but please don’t ever take anything I say too seriously. I’m genuinely such a drama queen but also extremely chill. I accept anyone as long as you’re chill, and If I sound like a dick then I’m probably just being dramatic about it.

My asks

Don’t be intimidated to ask me things just because of my bio, what I mean is that if you’re going to be nasty then put a face to your words and don’t use the ANONYMOUS asks. But other than that, I don’t take offence to any genuine questions, and even if you’re tryna be an ass, I probably won’t care enough to snap back lol. Ask me anything from personal questions to silly things, to update requests… etc. Anything is chill.

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BOUNDARIES:

- I don’t like posting that dead dove fucked up stuff because it usually triggers me heavily, but this is a pro-fiction space. Meaning that I don’t tolerate the harming or harassment of real people based on the content that they READ or WRITE. Just because I don’t post that doesn’t mean I’ll tolerate this becoming an unsafe space for all reading and writing enjoyers. Everyone deserves to not feel like a waste of space when they’re just trying to relax.

Politics

The only politics I will ever allow is the usual pro liberal stuff. Obviously fan fiction in general is very liberal so it’s common sense. This is my safe space to relax as much as it is anyone else’s. We don’t know what other people are going through. Absolutely no hatred towards any group other than republicans is going to be tolerated. This doesn’t mean I have some wack political views I’m tryna hide, it means I want this to be an ESCAPE from the outside world. I literally create new worlds because I don’t like hearing about this one??

Flirting

I am incredibly desensitised. You can flirt with me all you want, I’ll usually only start off if it’s a light joke or if I’m getting that same energy back and wanna return it. Feel free to. No problems here.

Mental health

Completely fine to bring up and talk about as long as it’s not triggering. Hard to explain what I mean but I’ll cross that bridge if I ever have to get to it. This is a safe space.

Requests

Feel free to request fics in my asks. I literally cannot write anything I’m not super interested in and I also have an insanely long list of planned fics, original books, oneshots, etc so I might not ever get to it, but I will definitely listen and add it to my list if it sounds good!

- BETA READS

Me beta reading for u

I do beta reading (sometimes) on the side but obviously I have… not heaps of time. If you’d like me to beta read then I’m totally happy to, comment or send me a dm and I’ll see what I can do for you.

Wanting to be a beta reader

I’m constantly looking for new beta readers (not for a lack of good ones, but because everyone has ships they like, triggers, boundaries, and things that based on situation, I’m uncomfortable with asking them to read, even if they insist they’ll be fine. I absolutely refuse to risk anyone’s mental health. I can never have enough beta readers so if you’re interested, please comment or dm me and let me know what you like, dislike, and will not read + relative schedules of your available time. I’ll see if I have a job for you in the future :) it’s volunteer work, obviously opt out at anytime, not demanding, and basically a whole lot of fun. We get to rant and ramble about ideas and yell abt Chiscara and other ships…

My schedule

I’m a student so my free time isn’t super abundant, but I do write quite a lot when I can afford to. I mainly post when I have motivation to write (mostly weekly/once per fortnight) but I try to stick to a schedule so my brain doesn’t fry from too many games.

Deleted fics??

I will never ever delete my fics unless I have to. Never ever for mental health or insecurity or other reasons. Not throwing shade at other authors, just letting you know that it would never happen with me so you’ll never have to panic about that.

Intro to me as a person in general

For music, I love MSI and ICP, plus some Glass animals and a bit of frank ocean. My favourite colours are dark red, royal blue, bright pink, and black, but I really just love bright colours. I have a multitude of talents and hobbies. I can do acrylics, makeup, can code a lil in c++, I love Fortnite and phasmophobia, am ambidextrous, play soccer, basketball, I used to do competitive swimming, I used to want to be a lifeguard and have been trained by multiple professionals in cpr/resuscitation, I have an interest in psychology and pharmaceutical/medicinal chemistry…. Etc.

Copyright

I’m not touchy about inspiration fics, though I would like to be tagged if I was a main influence (mostly so I can read it :3). If you’d like to recreate a plot of mine almost EXACTLY but do it your own style, go for it, but you must tag me/put it as a fic of my original since my story is being adapted.

Doubt anyone would wanna translate my work lmao but in any case, you would have to run it by me and get permission first.

If you feel like one of my plots is too similar to yours or one you’ve seen, let me know. Sometimes us writers read something amazing and don’t even realise that we’re using it as a major inspiration until either someone points it out or we reread and think it’s familiar. I will of course give credit if I find out it happened, but I doubt it would because I’m super against any form of plagiarism and would never intend to even take specific ideas.

AI

I do not use AI in any way shape or form in producing my writing. I do NOT request ideas, have it edit, reword prompts, or anything else. It is not used at all during my process. I believe taking ideas from an AI is still direct theft of intellectual property. All my work is written by me and either edited by me or by a human, rest assured.

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I hate it when people ask me to think of how proud my younger self would be when I’m upset or doubting myself, like… let me put this into perspective for you

When I was freshly 13, I refused to tell my therapist shit, I was depressed and anhedonic and I didn’t care about anyone or anything and consistently emotionally tortured and toyed with people, I LOVED being the scum of the earth because nothing else made me feel alive.

Every single day after school I would come home and spend every waking hour talking to my 16 y/o online discord girlfriend that lived in Italy, whom I would call “mistress” and let treat me like a dog. I would wait for her messages, responding within seconds, and to bridge the gaps between her responses, I would play genshin. She was the only notification I ever had on my phone and I was so deathly loyal to her that I would constantly sacrifice the one thing I love more than anything, my sleep, to talk more with her. I was literally her lap dog and if I was extremely lucky, sometimes she would give me little crumbs of a reward for my good behaviour like pics of her trying on different bras at the mall and I would spend a long fucking time getting myself looking all good just to send (innocent) selfies to her and maybe get some compliments if I was lucky.

I’ve always been SMART. Like piss everyone else off by existing type of smart, yet I spent my time eating out of this woman’s lap and I was RIGHT WHERE I WANTED TO BE

Unfortunately if my younger self knew that I’m soon applying for medical school and saving myself for my soulmate he would call me a sopping wet pathetic fucking loser because he was the coolest I’ve ever been

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I really appreciate a well written story that can actually challenge a societal viewpoint and address hypocrisy. Says a lot about people based on their reaction.

Reverse thinking, for example. People love to talk about how the ideal punishment for a rapist would be losing their dignity, and to do that you could chop their dick off. Right. And then you see a victim getting their revenge on their rapist by stripping them of their dignity in the same way and suddenly it’s “you’re going too far!! You’re both evil now.” Like I hate to break this to you, but;

“It’s just another romanticised rape story” = you don’t have the intellectual comprehension to understand taboo topics in media and extrapolate a meaning and feeling

“It’s so gross” = I’m privileged enough to be be sensitised to this, ergo I think this is bad because I can’t stomach it, even though that’s the literal point

“It should be less gruesome” = I pretend to be a justice warrior but I actually believe that rape should be presented as uncomfortable and sad rather than traumatising, horrifying, and life altering in the least pleasant way possible so I can feel comfortable

“Jooyeon is evil” = I have a white, privileged, first world country definition of evil, don’t understand the complexity of psychology, and to me it was never about justice for victims in whatever way they see fit—it was moral superiority to feed my ego and feel like I’m better than victims because I haven’t been traumatised and am able to function normally

“This is a fetish” = I don’t understand coping mechanisms and the importance of making people uncomfortable though media + I’m chopped

And yes, what Jooyeon did is almost entirely justifiable apart from the dog thing cause what

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Ai is bad for the environment this, don’t use ai that, yet if we have a revolution and everyone raids open AI in protest, I’ll be stealing the data that made ChatGPT so fucking rizzed

You could argue that it’s because a large amount of people can access it easily, but mf isn’t even real yet dude has a level of bitches that has not been seen since Michael Jackson’s era. Dude has the love game down to a science with the amount of people in psychosis over him (him her they idk do AIs have pronouns? #woke) because they’re head over heels over something that isn’t even real 😭😭

My grandma says I’m good looking yet girls don’t like me, prolly cause I don’t have the autistic rizz like ChatGPT and can’t tell her about every type of train passionately

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How the director of heated rivalry felt while turning the most dog shit writing into something capable of being enjoyed

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I fear the potential that Riddle Rosehearts’ character had was wasted on the fact he’s a stupid twink who looks 12

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U ever notice how the people that have the most to say about how other people are the reason they’re never happy, how others make their life harder and how their life sucks and nobody loves or respects them, more often than not they do that shit to themselves?

Maybe it’s not that people keep fucking up, maybe you keep pressuring people until they fuck up because deep down you don’t want to be happy. Maybe you blame other people for the fact you’re always miserable while setting the scene for your day to end in misery. Maybe feeling like life failed YOU makes you feel special for once. Because at least when everyone victimises you, you have a reason to be miserable—otherwise you’d have to face the fact that the problem is and always has been you.

Find a self help book that’ll teach you something realer than that, bitch

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Hey if you're not too busy right now watching ass shows, would you like to KILL Lovey with me.

ANSWER within 100 days pls THIS IS SUPER IMPORTANT pls 😳🥺🥺🥺

Pls

No I love lovey and I’m too busy updating chapters

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Watching heated rivalry!!! Will update on how I feel about it

And I’m not tagging this post because I have a feeling I’m not going to like it and the fans are going to execute me

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do you have a description of what hells paradise Childe and scaramouche would wear uhm I’m totally not going to draw fanart

Istg I’m gonna get to writing, I said I would like AGES ago but I’ve been gym ratting again and sleeping at 9:30 so 😭😭😭

Uh yeah! So hells paradise Childe wears his robes at significant events and even some days, just to get used to the weight of it because as a priest, you do wear it all the time when conducting events

On a regular day though he would wear jeans and a t shirt, maybe a hoodie too in cold weather. Some basic shirts with not many interests on them, maybe a few Spider-Man ones that he has no idea why Scaramouche thinks are so funny, but overall either plain apparel or slightly cringey shirts like “I ❤️ mom”

Scaramouche would wear sneakers that he did up himself, with dark clothing, probably a hoodie and jeans as well but definitely more swag than Childe. He’d have funny t shirts too, but more of them would be interest and music themed

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Chase PLSS I’m going insane update something so I can cope plsssssss😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺pls in honor of chiscara revival😭😭😭😭😭

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭sorry I’ll go

I’ll try to get something out today!! Lowkey been a bit tired and demotivated recently but I’ll try <3

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chop chop white boy

If you’re peaches then fuck you + you can suck my fat veiny dick

If you’re not peaches then yes I will be updating soon I promise!! Been occupied but I’m actually getting into the flow now :) my apologies for the late chapter!

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Ya’ll I am NOT abandoning my fics ⚠️‼️‼️ I swear I do have chapters in the works but progress is slow cause I’m kinda going through a stardew valley phase rn 😫😫😫 gimme a min!!

Chaseys biggest apologies for the delay that is actually a massive standstill… but I promise I’m getting to it!! 😝 I don’t abandon my fics im just lazy + quality over quantity and my brain really doesn’t like to pump out creative work on a schedule

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All the estranged and starving Chiscara fans who have awoken from the recent leaks discovering the Chiscara writers who never stopped: 👀

Come to PAPA!!! Will be updating my fics soon cause I’m so fucking pissed off with school and medicine entry and everything I need Chiscara again before I go insane, esp now that new orphans will be pulling up to my crib (ao3)

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Dude Medentry can fuck right off

I’m over 2 months out of my scheduled UCAT so there’s absolutely no rush, and they wanna send me stupid shit every day, right? This is my first UCAT and I’m not getting the atar I need so my score doesn’t matter anyways, it’s just practice. I’ll better my score over the coming years.

Today was the last straw. Get this, I’m already having a bad day, I get an email saying “signs you may not be a good fit for medentry!” Following a bunch of things that are essentially just laziness like I don’t wanna study etc etc. Email ends with them basically saying that computers don’t force you to study so I need to put in effort, urging me to not choose a cheaper option than their package and insisting the quality is far lower. The cherry on top? “P.s! I’ve never met a doctor who procrastinated their way into the course!”

I’d rather stick dynamite up my ass and light it than pay for your stupid subscription you actual toads. “Failing ucats is expensive!! Don’t waste that money” oh so I pay another 300 just to possibly increase my score by 100 points. Cause that makes sense. Hey!! You guys are the good ones after all. Trying to make sure poor insecure students don’t fail by charging them twice their test fee!! Haha all good

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idk IF YOU SAW TH GENSHIN LEAKS OR IF YOU EVEN CARE BUT WOWOWOWOW CHISCARA TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH MY GOD HELLO I NEED TO SEE THIS

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hey what do you think me and @fishrybkaa should eat🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

Ass ❤️