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feeling very scorpion hill today

PUP were right it is not helping my case the state that I'm in

I need my brain to stop

I really wish I wasn't like this, if I could just be anyone else, everyone would be so much happier

it's hard to force myself through work when I know if I could I'd just be in bed crying until I'm empty

today just feels like a constant panic attack

I wish I could just turn my brain off

I hate feeling like this

something doesn't feel right

wulfhalls

things might have been okay!!!!!!!!!!!!

apricustar

you love me, don't you? what? you love me? where is this going? just answer the question. well, of course i do. you're my, uh-- no. no caveats. stick with the emotion. where do you feel it? hmm? your love for me. where do you feel it? is it here? listen, ruben, i am not sure what this is all about. just answer the question. i suppose love is most felt in the heart, right? no, fuck that fucking mug response. answer as you. i want to know where niall kennedy feels it. i feel it everywhere. everywhere? yeah, it sort of runs through me in a way. describe it. i can't! i can't describe it! yes, you fucking can! mr. fucking poet laureate, or whatever the fuck it is you've won, your job is putting shit into words. so come on. spell it out for me. clearly. in a way i can understand. it's like... dangerous. oh, yeah? it is the best and the worst thing all at once. it's like the only thing. it's the only thing i've ever felt. it's like i'm fucking... high off of you or something. chemically dependent. i don't know.