Hiii, I've finally got the courage to make this post/masterlist (?) lol– ANW
I'm Riad
Other names: Li, Nova, Eraz
–· They/Them or He/Him is there a thing for ftm but nonbinary? Idk tbh
–· Not a minor, unfortunately.. I don't wanna be an adult, it sucks–
Do arts mostly sketches and sometimes write fics
–· My ao3
Don't mind asks or etc tho due to how my online schedule is may not answer or answer centuries later
I may or may not do commissions
Characters I centric on aka my favorites: Jason Todd dc, Heni Rok Soo lcf, ogCale lcf, Noli forsaken, TwoTime forsaken, Dream dsmp, Amon lotm, JDH Lolo-fd, Shinya Hiiragi ons, Hermes greek mythology, Dionysus Greek mythology and more.. lol
Uh.. More info under Ig–
Abt blogs
@needsleep-ls my main acc - DC and LCF, sometimes other fandoms, and lots of reblogs
@needsleep--ls Dsmp stuff, and mb other Minecraft series stuff
@needsleep---ls Greek Mythology stuff
Fandoms I'm in beside the upper mentioned: Lord of The Mysteries, Bungou Stray Dogs, Good Omens, Regressor Instructions Manual, Editor is The Novel's Extra, and so on cause my brain to lazy to remember all
@needsleep----ls Forsaken stuff ig
@needsleep-----ls Hsr and genshin stuff
Abt commissions
Sketches, LineArts 1-10$
Colored 10+$, Colored+Shading+etc 15+$
I use Paysend PayPal and etc don't work in my country :,)
For all of my artworks just look #Riad but art instead of ad
Day 1: Picnic date I'm really late for this.. again, but hey at least this time I'm doing this during the week lol Once again I'm gonna wing the week with sketches yay
Day 2: Idol/Super Star AU but they're both fans lol imma write a fic abt this au one day
Day 3: Free day
idk I'm lazy
Day 4: Fairy Tale AU A scholar and a painting mb I'll finish this sketch someday, who knows my fav tbh
Day 5: Animals Scara and Bedo I suck at drawing animals ffs
Day 6: Beach vacation/Summer Break i hate this one... anw
Okay so after the most recent Archon Quest, I'm convinced that Scaramouche never actually wanted to be a god. Ever. It was all Dottore.
The way Dottore spoke to the traveler, trying to manipulate them by any means necessary--I imagine that is exactly how he spoke to Scaramouche. I imagine that Scaramouche, who was severely broken and mentally unwell after the Boy's death, didn't have the mental fortitude to fight against such manipulative tactics. He ate them up instead, desperate to find meaning in his otherwise miserable existence.
Furthermore? I don't think Scaramouche was violent on his own behalf either. I used to think the torture he endured made him lash out violently, like an abused kid lashing out at school--but now I see it more as, again, Dottore invoking that violence within him. Encouraging him to hurt, just like how he tried to convince the traveler to let go of their morals and hurt innocent people for their own selfish gain. So Scaramouche is less an abused kid lashing out and more like a non-sexually groomed soldier, guided down the path of violence and hatred by someone who just wanted to use him for his own benefit.
In short: I don't think Scaramouche truly consented to a single god damn thing that happened to him. He never wanted this, but he was made to believe he did by a man who merely wanted to hurt him.
My mom entered the room twice as I was working on this. She's homophobic. My soul nearly left my body twice. Idk if she saw anything or understood that I'm drawing lesbians, but for the sake of my sanity I'll believe she did not saw shit.
