Zie @nefertimoon - Tumblr Blog

i dont really like birthday parties for myself, i always end up trying to please others

and like.. i cant ever get it right

i still feel deeply disappointed in myself for accidentally ghosting people i love in difficult times and now i'm not sure if i have a place in their lives

:(((((

#banging my head on the wall #bleedind through my eyes #ripping out my arteries

I WANT TO EXPRESS MY LOVE FOR WOMEN FREELY WITHOUT WORRYING ABOUT MY FATHER FINDING OUT AND POSSIBLY HATING ME and also not having to make it a secret </33333

well i'm out of the closet in some places i go (like college) so that feels nice

AND YES MOTHER YOUR DAUGHTER WOULD DATE WOMEN DEAL WITH IT

#i feel sad when i meet other girls who have accepting families (or at least core family)#i love my father and he IS a good father but as a person he is difficult sometimes.#and my late mother told me she did not want a lesbian daughter but i think she would accept it with time #i love and miss her everyday #agh

how to like. throw away beliefs that were stuck in my head since young and be free

#please let me be me

GOD I MISS FLASH GAMES

#the end of an era #its been some years #i will not get over it tho #let me grieve everything

i love that all my friends are intelligent, beautiful and funny! LIKE OMG YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING

#my awesome smol collection #AND YES I MISS ALL OF THEM

i still love you, hope you didn't forget that

#missing people #long time ago

GUYS i think my love language is actually words of affirmation !

#i need to be reaffirmed!#things are only real when you SAY IT #i need clarification or else my mind will be on a endless limbo

each year i relearn an important lesson: communication is so damn important

like yeah, its obvious ik

#i just cant talk #i fear too many things #am i a coward? yes or yes #life please dont make me apathic again #uh-huh

I always wonder if people crave connection like I do, or if they just accept that it's something too fucking hard to achieve to be even thinking about this 24/7

#missing my old friends #I need peace #how to not be overwhelmed by living #Let's all suffer together

i'm happy with my major but i feel drained for no reason. maybe i just don't want to interact with humans for long periods of time

#this is supposed to be a good time #please be satisfied #missing my old friends #i wish we had classes together

i think a raw, personal blog may be better to archive at least some of my internal thoughts and ramblings. hopefully this means i'll finally be able to be honest with myself in here

#google docs is nice #but #i forget to actually write there #and writing on paper makes my wrist hurt #yep this may be some kind of daily thoughts #whatever #hi tumblr!

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