unending homoerotic desire

destroying the cliche is more of a cliche itself

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making a new pinned post 📝

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one guy at the aldi in a shirt that said “the dog in me is in heat” and another in one saying “alpha / omega” . just something in the water i guess

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our nearest amc was on the list of maddie’s secret showings but it supposedly expanded a week ago and theres nothing here :( i want to see itttt

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ag cook-inspired toxic guilt n shame kpop rave song of the summer genuinelyyyyy

[johncagedigicoreremix]

pretending to forgive my inner child so it comes out of hiding and i can deliver the final blow

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i can’t believe how quickly my wireless earbuds always degrade when all i do is exclusively buy off brand $40 ones and use them every single day for 6+ hours a day 🙄

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my therapists unwillingness to concede at all that most positive psychiatric outcomes rely on patients doing all their own research and coming in with a specific medication approach that the doctor can rubberstamp is really making me more reluctant to go back to my psych bc it’s like well if you can’t acknowledge the basic reality here why should i believe your insistence that this will definitely help me. when i told her like i know that’s not what it’s supposed to be like but the majority of my own and people i know’s experiences have reflected that she was like well that’s really sad. yeah no shit

[zzp3r0-v1n3yzz]

i miss challengers so bad can they remake it every year with the exact same cast and plot but make it a different sport every time

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i read the sympathizer yesterday (long flight) and was extremely struck by his use of something i’d never heard of or seen before which is the extremely poignant literary character analyses in the 1960s cia manual used to describe the types of torture victims one might encounter in interrogation

[cadwalladery]

# 12 - My Own Private Idaho (Gus Van Sant, 1991)

[apartmentstore]

my favourite post in the whole wide world

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i need the scanlation of this manga updated so damn bad it’s not a joke anymore. it’s abt a fujoshi who lets a slutty gay guy move in with her and tell her stories about his sex life in lieu of paying rent. its so fucking good and funny. and genuinely hot and the art is so good. four volumes out in jpn already and i will never get to read more than four FUCKING CHAPTERS😭

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full glossy reported spread on the new york times magazine lamenting that people don’t beat their kids anymore. what a publication!

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it’s so funny how my only coping mechanism for life is just inhabiting a fantasy world in my head but 90% of the things i choose to populate that fantasy with are still just like. sad and fucked up

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the other day keely beat her hello kitty game which triggers this credits scene with an amazing banger song

and while we were relistening to it she was like “this sounds like all the music you just listen to normally” lol and then later in the day we got in the car and my phone autoplayed this from my recent songs

and i was like …. truly not beating the allegations

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i literally cannot possibly imagine a worse mindset than the one i have rn going into turning thirty lmao i feel like i have lost everything remotely worthwhile or good about myself and can’t get it back not that there was much to begin with “hehe”

[nat-bunny]

(Hyde) L'arc~en~ciel, SWITCH December (2000)