unending homoerotic desire

destroying the cliche is more of a cliche itself

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making a new pinned post 📝

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my therapist: if you aren’t writing right now when was a time that you did find it fun and enjoy it

me trying not to say fanfiction: well i do still write a lot but right now it’s only…. stuff just for fun… that i can’t use for my… career….

my therapist: well do you share that writing somewhere public for other people to read

me trying not to say ao3: …….yes

my therapist:

me:

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i know i’ve made this exact post before but it actually feels mind breaking to see the same people posting with shamelessly lurid fascination (if not outright “baby eating worshipers of baal” insanity) about the epstein files now months later having no issue valorizing the head of the largest perpetrator of child sexual abuse worldwide because he dunked on ai

[nocturnaltigerrevelation]

>have problem

>recognize it as part of my divine punishment

>no problem

[negativecapability]

most chuunibyou characters in classic literature

- hamlet

- raskolnikov

- guy from notes from underground

- captain ahab

- blanche dubois

- the character from war and peace who attempts an assassination based on numerology (haven’t read it but this is the main thing i know about the book and love it)

- yukio mishima irl

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upon cursory research i realize that a writing habit i have of describing sweat/skin etc as having a pheromonal quality/effect is probably not actually a real thing for human bodies BUT ykw whatever because it makes sense TO ME and describes a specific sensation i personally experience and idk how else to convey. #mypseudoscience

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analysis of the long running f/f personal ads section of 1980s japanese boys love magazine “allan”

we been out here

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after buying a new (fifth) bookshelf and spending all of yesterday moving books around/retrieving them from various temporary spots around the apartment to finally shelve them—i have succeeded in making this ^^^^ vast amount of room in which to put new ones instead of hiding them behind full shelves or on the floor or whatever. it’s called a W look it up 👍👍👍👍

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my playlist i curated to listen to while i attempt to induce adult onset adhd in myself

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i was thinking about this all morning after reading annoying moralizing and literalism on reddit about my favorite creative works so hi new url

Negative capability - Wikipedia

[everysongaday]

Visit Original Link

PERFUME (パフューム) - Fall In Love Naturally (ナチュラルに恋して/Natural ni Koishite)

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we literally used to have roman roy on our tvs that’s crazy man….

[gwainestarroyco]

salty dog, good egg, what you saw was what you got

[feignedremote]

Moto Hagio, A Cruel God Reigns

[kficc]

[negativecapability]

mfw i experience reality for .5 seconds and am immediately reminded of why i spent 95% of my existence in a fantasy world of my own creation that alienates me from myself and others

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okkkk i really love the new charli song honestly

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keely: “i keep reminding myself that even though we’re in the darkest timeline and all the worst things imaginable keep happening, i’m so glad people don’t post man crush mondays anymore”