I think we're alone now – Oscar Piastri x Reader x Lando Norris SMAU (kind of)
Italian Formula 1 driver Y/n L/n suffers a tragic accident where she loses her ability to move freely. But through her wisdom and legendary rookie season, she manages to secure the position of mentor to none other than the young italian: Andrea Kimi Antonelli. Y/n is forced to face the ghosts of her past, including two McLaren drivers, who may have more than her past in store.
Table of contents
Playlist
or the vibes – that are immaculate.
Prologue
or how the world got to know Y/n L/n.
Chapter 1: Crash and Burn
or the accident and what came after.
Chapter 2: The Ghosts of Christmas Past
or the reunion of a lifetime.
Chapter 3: The Legend and the Rookie
or the first races.
Chapter 4: Flashlights and Flashbacks
or the trauma response.
Chapter 5: Healing More than the Body
or the truth of seasons past.
Chapter 6: The Little Things
or the rookie makes himself known.
Chapter 7: Double it and Give it to the Next Person
or about rumours and struggles.
Chapter 8: Seasons of Love
or the way drama unfolds.
Chapter 9: We Can Be World Champions
or the lesson about never losing hope.
Chapter 10: I Think We're Alone Now
or the culmination of everything.
Epilogue
or the ghosts of futures to come.
A/n: I had this little idea a while back and was toying with it until now. I plan on a lot of things to go down, but mostly it's going to follow the 2025 season, with some changes and also mentions of the 2023 and 2024 seasons.
More stories: Main masterlist
Check out the inspiration for this story: @retiredmartini and their story: Other side of the moon.
Summary: Kimi Antonelli and YN Wolff have been friends forever and dating for just as long - nothing changes when he makes it to F1.
Requested: Yes / @n1kissingincarslover - maybe for kimi it’s x toto’s daughter and they’ve known eachother since they where 12 obvi since he’s known mercedes since then
Old Posts:
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Posted 424 weeks ago:
liked by: lewishamilton, mercedesamgf1, kimi.antonelli and 92,901 others
yn.wolff: Kimi won!!!
username: seeing this after kimi signed for Mercedes is insane btw
username: they were babies😭
kimi.antonelli: I won!! *424 weeks ago
username: look at them omg
username: Nobody was rooting harder for Kimi than YN
Instagram /
Posted 392 weeks ago:
liked by: yn.wolff, olliebearman and 92,901 others
kimi.antonelli: YN and Kimi take on Italy
username: LOOK AT THEM
username: they were two apples tall 😭
-> username: They're still two apples tall
yn.wolff: Had the best day ever with you!! *392 weeks ago
username: SCREAMING!!!
Instagram /
Posted 215 weeks ago:
liked by: kimi.antonelli, georgerussell63, lewishamilton and 102,901 others
yn.wolff: It's my birthday !!!
username: happy birthday!! *215 weeks ago
username: Their old posts keep coming up on my tl and I'm sobbing
username: omg the set up, your mum and dad love you *215 weeks ago
-> username: They do but this was all Kimi actually!! *215 weeks ago
-> username: sorry he did all that and they're NOT together?? *215 weeks ago
username: my favs 😭
kimi.antonelli: Buon compleanno caro!! *215 weeks ago
-> yn.wolff: Love you!!! *215 weeks ago
-> username: BABY YN AND BABY KIMI WERE SO CUTE OMG!!
Instagram /
Posted 205 weeks ago:
liked by: kimi.antonelli, yn.wolff and 4,792,901 others
totowolffofficial: A successful weekend
username: Did anyone see Toto telling yn and kimi off bc they snuck off😭 *205 weeks ago
username: This coming up on my fyp just before the 2025 season
username: YN jumping onto Kimi's back when he won 😭 They're gonna be iconic when he makes it to f1 *205 weeks ago
username: I love seeing this in 2025 and reading the lore on kimiyn growing up
Instagram /
Posted 77 weeks ago:
liked by: lewishamilton, kimi.antonelli, nicorosberg and 192,901 others
yn.wolff: Happy Birthday to my most favourite person in the world!! I love you!!
username: HAPPY BDAY KIMI *77 weeks ago
username: stop they were so cute
username: THE CAKE??? *77 weeks ago
username: Oh so they've just always been in love
kimi.antonelli: Grazie, amore mio, non vedo l'ora di festeggiare con te! *77 weeks ago
-> username: STOP 😭 he said he can't wait to celebrate with her!! they were adorable back then *77 weeks ago
-> username: pls never pr train my fav couple *77 weeks ago
username: THEY DO KIMI FUNKOS?? *77 weeks ago
-> yn.wolff: lol no I got it custom made *77 weeks ago
username: obsessed with the fact they go all out for each others bday
2025 Season:
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liked by: georgerussell63, kimi.antonelli, yn.wolff and 4,792,901 others
mercedesamgf1: Breaking: Andrea Kimi Antonelli to race for Mercedes from 2025
username: as if some kid is replacing the GOAT
-> yn.wolff: 'sOmE kId' stfu
-> mercedesamgf1: YN, please, we've spoken about this
-> username: OH F1 IS NOT READY FOR THIS
-> username: who is she??
-> username: she's toto's kid and Kimi's best friend and she will fight everyone that talks shit about Kimi
username: im not hating yet
-> yn.wolff: Better never start hating
username: Stupid ass decision
-> yn.wolff: Shut up
-> username: I LOVE HER
username: YN fighting every hate comment im acc obsessed
yn.wolff: YES THERE IS THE FUTURE WDC!!
-> kimi.antonelli: In the comments but won't text me back
-> yn.wolff: I'm busy hyping you up omg
-> kimi.antonelli: Grazie 😐 Now text me back.
-> username: Mercedes I'm begging you don't media train them !!
username: the next post is gonna be merc releasing an apology statement for yn
Instagram /
liked by: kimi.antonelli, nicorosberg, georgerussell63 and 792,901 others
yn.wolff: Race weekends just got even better because KIMI ANTONELLI IS AN F1 DRIVER!!!
username: When I show up to a 'who's kimi Antonelli's biggest fan' competition and YN's already there 🚶🏼♀️🚶🏼♀️🚶🏼♀️ *liked by yn.wolff
username: people that only watch f1 and haven't watched kimi advance through the ranks aren't ready for the carnage that is kimiyn
kimi.antonelli: let's goooooo!!
username: as somebody who has been here since they were 15 I have been waiting SO LONG for this!!
Twitter /
Instagram /
liked by: yn.wolff, georgerussell63, kimi.antonelli and 4,792,901 others
mercedesamgf1: Solid weekend from the team, bring on the next race where we will be doubling the size of our photography team.
username: sorry how many team photographers do they have and she used him💀
username: he was nearly late because he can't say no to her
-> mercedesamgf1: We really wish he would
-> username: kimiyn: a pr headache
username: Honestly I thought that f1gossip was just lying but ummmmm apparently not 😭😭
Instagram Story /
Instagram /
liked by: kimi.antonelli, lando, georgerussell63 and 1,092,901 others
yn.wolff: Who needs a professional photographer when you've been training your own personal one since you were twelve 🤷🏻♀️
username: I’m actually in love with how she has no shame
username: i mean they got told off but damn she looks good
username: Jesus she really has trained him I wish my bf took pictures this good of me
-> username: wait until you find out they’re not dating
-> username: WHAT
-> username: YOUTE LYING OMG
-> username: wtf do you mean they’re not dating??
-> username: I can’t tell you how much I love breaking this news to the new kimiyn fans 😭 so basically her and Kimi have been friends since they were like 12 cos obvs Kimi was in the junior program and Toto wanted him, blah blah blah since they met KIMIYN have been joined at the hip and have given Toto and the media team a headache ever since
-> username; I’m sorry I actually can’t believe this like ??? They post each other in pretty much every post, I don’t even post my own bf this much and then every time he was shown on sky sports this weekend she was there😭😭
-> username: you think you’re suffering?? Some of us have been here since they were 15 😭😭
kimi.antonelli: f1 driver ❌ yn's personal photographer ✔️
-> yn.wolff: We both know which gig you prefer
-> mercedesamgf1: Yes we do YN, the one were he represents his team to the highest standard
-> username: i know their pr team hates them
kimi.antonelli: Easy to be good at photography when the model is as beautiful as you
-> yn.wolff: You weren’t saying that after my dad shouted at us
-> username: what did he say
-> yn.wolff: he started ranting in Italian about how my instagram account is not the most important thing, i disagreed but stayed quiet bc he gets VERY Italian when he’s stressed
-> username: WTF DO YOU MEAN THEYRE BOT DATING??
-> username: listen man I love my friends but wtf did I just read
Twitter /
Instagram Story /
Instagram /
liked by: yn.wolff, georgerussell63 and 2,792,901 others
kimi.antonelli: P7 in the sprint, P6 in the race! Brilliant weekend in China, ready for more!
username: sorry??? He got points and two out of four of the posts have yn in it
-> username: actually obsessed with them omg
username: I hate these two wtf
username: KIMI GOT POINTS AGAIN!!!
-> yn.wolff: KIMI GOT POINTS AGAIN!!!
-> username: HELLO??
username: not dating my arse
mercedesamgf1: That’s our rookie 🤩
-> yn.wolff: More importantly that’s MY rookie 😍
-> username: admin just sighed so hard
-> mercedesamgf1: So hard.
username: matching outfits and they’re not together????
yn.wolff: 6TH IN THE WDC, THAT’S MY CHAMPION RIGHT THERE
-> username: obsessed with her
-> kimi.antonelli: Grazie tesoro mio
-> username: MY DARLING?????
Texts /
Instagram /
liked by: kimi.antonelli, lewishamilton and 1,792,901 others
yn.wolff: They're trying to media train your favourite driver and your favourite wag
username: don’t media train them !!
username: SORRY DID SHE JUST SAY SHE IS A WAG
username: they’re not dating surely
username: WAG???? AS IN KIMI’S WAG?? AS IN KIMI’S GIRLFIREND?!?!?
username: this is not how she tells us
username: guys calm down, it’s just cos we call her a wag all the time
username: this is the most yn way to go public I hate her so so much
kimi.antonelli: And who’s fault is it that we need media training?
-> yn.wolff: I’m going to be the bigger person and say it’s both of our faults
-> kimi.antonelli: 🙄
-> username: she has a point, if I know anything about these two it’s that he is incapable of saying no to her
-> yn.wolff: @/username: the people get it 😌
-> kimi.antonelli: Please do not encourage her
username: kimi really said 🧍🏻♂️🧍🏻♂️
Instagram /
liked by: kimi.antonelli, maxverstappen1 and 1,792,901 others
yn.wolff: Welcome to Miami
username: her posting the most couple ass looking post despite them not being together is crazy work
kimi.antonelli: Best day with you
username: obsessed with them omg
username: WHAT DO YOU MEAN THYERE NOT DATING
mercedesamgf1: YN, please bring our driver back
-> yn.wolff: He was mine first
-> mercedesamgf1: Actually he joined the Mercedes junior program before he was yours, so bring him back
-> yn.wolff: Fine 😤
-> username: mercedes confirming kimi is hers wtf
Instagram /
liked by: maxverstappen1, kimi.antonelli, georgerussell63 and 2,092,901 others
yn.wolff: KIMI ANTONELLI IS ON THE PODIUM!! THAT'S MY GUY!!
username: nobody is happier for kimis p3 than yn
username: the least deserving driver
-> yn.wolff: Just cause your fav can’t get on the podium
-> username: I love her
-> username: yes she can fight when it comes to kimi
-> mercedesamgf1: YN, we are all exceptionally proud of kimi but let’s tone it down a bit please
-> yn.wolff: No.
-> mercedesamgf1: Thursday, 8am, media training
-> yn.wolff: Free me from this hell
-> georgerussell63: Ah, this explains the text I just got.
-> yn.wolff: What text🤨
-> georgerussell63: You’re watching the race from my side of the garage next week.
-> yn.wolff: @/mercedesamgf1 seriously!!!???
-> mercedesamgf1: It’s for the good of everyone
-> yn.wolff: Not to play THAT card but do you know who I am? I'm texting my dad rn
-> mercedesamgf1: Hate to break it to you but the orders came from Toto
-> yn.wolff: Betrayed by my own dad😔
-> username: wtf is this whole exchange
kimi.antonelli: Grazie, amore mio!
-> username: he calls her my love and we’re just supposed to believe they’re childhood friends 🙄
username: kimi podium and a date post, what a weekend
Instagram /
liked by: kimi.antonelli, georgerussell63, lando and 2,792,901 others
yn.wolff: My guy DNF'ed
username: LMAOOOO
username: im dead yn have some sympathy please
kimi.antonelli: I would be lost without your support 🙄
-> yn.wolff: I got you ice cream
-> kimi.antonelli: you spent an hour crying over how proud you were off Lando
-> yn.wolff: Yes?
-> lando: thats my girl *liked by yn.wolff
username: poor kimi:((
username: Silverstone was brutal this year but damn did she look good
-> kimi.antonelli: The only highlight
-> mercedesamgf1: Tuesday. 8 am.
username: awww kimi:((
username: I know the captions is jokes but you just know she looked after him so good
username: NOT THAT PICTURE YN
Texts /
Instagram /
liked by: lando, lewishamilton, georgerussell63 and 4,792,901 others
kimi.antonelli: My favourite place is wherever she is 🤍
username: OMG
username: WAIT IT’S FINALLY HAPPENED OMG
username: crazy that it’s 6am and he posts this like it’s normal
-> yn.wolff: @/username: Imagine my surprise waking up at 7am and seeing this like its normal 😧
-> kimi.antonelli: Me posting my girl? Check my instagram, seems pretty normal to me
-> username: the way he’s not even wrong, yn is in more of his post than she’s not 💀
yn.wolff: ‘mY fAvoUriTe pLacE iS WhErEveR sHe Is?’ Yeah then why did I wake up alone this morning
-> username: ohhhhh I love this
-> username: we thought they were unhinged before, I can already hear Mercedes pr team crying
-> kimi.antonelli: I was getting you breakfast 🙄
yn.ln: Oh ok
-> yn.wolff: we’re doing this then
-> yn.wolff: I want it noted this was entirely kimi’s doing for when we’re inevitably dragged into my dads office
-> username: obsessed with all of this btw
-> username: I well had all my bets on yn being the one to hard launch them wtf
username: I MEAN WE KNEW THEY WERE TOGETHER BUT HOLY SHIT WHAT IS HAPPENING
lewishamilton: Happy for you two kids!
-> yn.wolff: Love you, Lew!!
-> username: I always forget lewis has known yn since she was a kid
mercedesamgf1: We’ll see you in the media training meeting on Monday.
-> yn.wolff: don’t be a hater admin:((
-> username: never media train the best couple in f1
yn.wolff: I love you so much, you’re my most favourite person ever 🥰
-> kimi.antonelli: ti amo, bella
Instagram /
liked by: kimi.antonelli, lando, nicorosberg and 4,792,901 others
yn.wolff: Then & Now...my best friend, the man I've loved since we were fourteen, I love you more than anything
username: iM CRYING
mercedesamgf1: You know what? We’re just gonna pretend we didn’t see this one.
-> username: kimiyn is a pr nightmare, you just know they run nothing past the team
username: wait stop that’s so cute, they’ve been together since they were 14 😭
-> username: they’re the reason I believe in love omg
kimi.antonelli: Mia bellissima ragazza, sei la luce della mia vita. Ti amerò per sempre. (*see translation: ‘My beautiful girl, you are the light of my life. I will love you forever.)
-> yn.wolff: 🥰🥰
username: im screaming omg this is everything
maxverstappen1: Happy for you both
username: quick every one pretend to be shocked
georgerussell63: It’s about time
Instagram /
liked by: kimi.antonelli, olliebearman, lando and 4,792,901 others
yn.wolff: Meet Oliver Bearman, my boyfriend's boyfriend.
username: iconic I love them
olliebearman: stay jealous
-> yn.wolff: hope your car stops working xoxo
-> mercedesamgf1: YN….
-> yn.wolff: Yeah yeah I know the drill
-> kimi.antonelli: Don’t worry amore, you’re still my favourite
-> olliebearman: thank you Kimi☺️
-> yn.wolff: @/olliebearman Crash
-> mercedesamgf1: YN!
-> yn.wolff: Worth it
-> username: wtf just happened??
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liked by: kimi.antonelli, yn.wolff, lando and 7,792,901 others
georgerussell63: Do you really want to talk about third wheeling, @/yn.wolff?
username: didn’t expect George to get involved
username: obsessed with the fact that they just hang out with George
-> username: I always forget that YN’s just been with the grid since she was a kid
username: HELLO??
username: George is sick of them
username: them flipping George off😭
yn.wolff: You’re not third wheeling, you’re just our chaperone
-> kimi.antonelli: Toto said we ‘can’t be trusted to get to our obligations on our own’
-> georgerussell63: I did not sign up for unpaid childcare
-> yn.wolff: Perks of the job 👍🏻
-> georgerussell63: Can’t wait for contract negotiations I’m making you two stay far away from me
-> mercedesamgf1: They’re your problem now 😌
username: SCREAMING
username: George might do the swap with red bull just to get away from kimiyn😭😭
warnings: alcohol consumption, drug use, messy emotions, chaotic group dynamics, jealousy, swearing, hangxiety, and the occasional bad decision in a club toilet.
SUMMER 2021
y/n. eighteen. schoolgirl. main character energy without acting like she wants it. clever. unpredictable. cut-throat humour. above boy nonsense. self-possessed and composed. might use minimal effort but still ends up being the one everyone watches. bit of a wildcard outside of the school uniform. clean hands, dirty habits. only does it with her nails done. respectful. responsible. poster girl. old soul. doesn’t fake laugh. a diamond in the rough.
alfie. eighteen. schoolboy. witty humour. switched on. funny when he actually speaks. unfiltered. gym bro. football hooligan. loves a pint after sixth form. bit too comfy in toilet cubicles. hates drama. watches everything. a chill guy. performative with the lads. quietly sentimental. unbothered all the time. slow texter. plays it cool. soft but not weak. good heart. loud when he wants to be.
two groups. one popular holiday package. rowdy boys who start to feel less unbearable and girls who show their rough edges.
sunburnt skin. hot sand. salty breeze. cherry daiquiris. coconut lotion. seashell earrings. poolside laughs. late night convos. secret glances. salty breeze. house music. warm air. laughter spilling. lips locking. balcony bickering. cups clinking. blinding lights. disco balls and endless amounts of sunglasses.
SERIES MASTERLIST
day one ✈️🧳
day two 🍉💦
day three ⛰️🚍
day four ⛵️🌊
day five 🪩💫
day six 💦💋
day seven
DISCLAIMER that these characters are all fictional. the names i’ve picked are at complete random, both y/n’s friends and alfie’s as i obvs do not know his hometown friends and so chosen at complete random and if have any link at all are by total coincidence.
A Martin x Fem!Reader smau
This is the master list...
About the story:
An underground American artist by the name of Candie Mix, who just released her first single after the release of her debut album, releases its music video... which happens to accidentally cameo Martin and James from hit new K-pop group Cortis! Fans notice and it causes a funny situation.
Tag list is open! Just comment ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧
This isn't going to be a long story! But I am exited to do it non the less!!
Keep in mind that I will be choosing hair colors and styles/clothes for MUSIC VIDEOS, other than that the hair, skin color, race, etc. is up to you! She is between 5'1-5'6 (I am 4'11 so I think this height range is okay)
Chapters Here:
About Candie (aka [Name])
Prologue
Chapter one
Chapter two
Chapter three New!
Chapter four Coming soon!
Mood-bords here!
CandieMix album 1
Single 1
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☆.ㅤ 𝐒𝐘𝐍.ㅤ ㅤ──ㅤㅤ you physically drag your skyscraper boyfriend to get his wisdom tooth removed, survive anesthesia rap battles, and witness him not recognize you. romance is not dead. it's just numb on the left side.
ᯓ ࣪ ˖ ִ ★ feat. 𖹭 pairing ── martin edwards , f reader.
you knew this would happen the moment he casually mentioned, three days ago, that his jaw had been "a little sore."
a little sore turned into him chewing only on one side. then it turned into him holding an ice pack to his face and pretending he was fine. and now it had turned into you standing in the doorway of his room, arms crossed, staring at your six foot three boyfriend who was very clearly trying to negotiate with fate.
"martin, put your shoes on," you say, your voice firm but calm, standing there with your bag already slung over your shoulder. you tilt your head at him, eyebrows raised, silently daring him to argue.
he looks up at you from his bed, one hand pressed dramatically to his cheek. "i think it's getting better actually," he mutters, his words slightly slurred from the swelling, though he tries to hide it by sitting up straighter.
you stare at him for full five seconds. "do you know what you look like right now? you look like you stored a golf ball in there for later. you cried at three in the morning," you remind him, your tone flat, but your eyes soften at the memory of him pacing around the room and whispering that his face felt possessed.
he scowls, defensive and embarrassed. "no i didn't," he insists, rubbing his jaw again, his shoulders tense.
"you absolutely did," you reply, stepping forward and tossing his sneakers onto his lap. "you said you were dying."
he groans at that, dragging a hand down his face. "okay, but that was different. it was three in the morning. everything feels worse at three in the morning," he argues, but starts sliding his feet into his shoes, defeated.
you grab his arm and physically pull him to his feet. he's tall and broad and stubborn, and he leans back dramatically, trying to make himself heavier on purpose.
"this is ridiculous," you huff, digging your heels into the floor as you tug him toward the door. dragging him feels less romantic boyfriend moment and more farm work. "you're built to survive an apocalypse but you're scared of a dentist?"
he shuffles behind you, half resisting, half following. "they use drills," he mumbles darkly, eyes narrowing as if you invented dental equipment. "drills should not be anywhere near my face."
"they're not building furniture in your mouth," you shoot back, tightening your grip on his wrist. "they're removing a tooth."
he exhales sharply, annoyed but unable to stop walking because you're relentless. "that's worse," he says quietly, his voice lowering with genuine dread now that you're actually outside.
by the time you get to the clinic, he's fallen silent.
the automatic doors slide open and the scent of antiseptic greets you. the waiting area is bright and painfully clean, soft instrumental music playing overhead. you check him in while he stands beside you like you're his appointed guardian. he towers over you, yet somehow manages to look ten years old when faced with medical equipment.
you can feel his glare burning into the side of your head. the receptionist laughs softly, clearly used to this exact scenario. martin shifts his weight from foot to foot, jaw clenched.
once you sit down, that's when the real fidgeting starts.
he bounces his knee. he rubs his palms together. he presses his tongue carefully against the aching side of his mouth and winces.
"stop moving," you murmur, glancing at him from your seat beside him. your hand gently presses down on his knee to steady it, your thumb brushing back and forth in slow strokes.
he leans closer to you, lowering his voice. "what if they mess up?" he whispers, his usual confident tone replaced with something quieter, almost boyish.
you turn your body toward him fully, giving him your complete attention. "they do this every day," you say softly, searching his face. "you think you're their first dramatic patient?"
he narrows his eyes at that. "i'm not dramatic," he mutters, crossing his arms, though his fingers continue tapping anxiously against his sleeve.
you raise a brow. "you made me google jaw cancer last night."
he freezes, blinking. "okay, that was a low point," he admits under his breath, glancing away in embarrassment.
you reach up and smooth down his hoodie, giving him a reassuring pat on the chest. "you're going to sit in the chair. they're going to numb you. you won't feel anything except pressure. then you get ice cream."
his eyes flicker at that. "what kind of ice cream?" he asks cautiously, suspicion and hope mixing together.
you fight a smile. "whatever you want."
he studies you for a second, jaw tight. "double scoop," he says finally, trying to regain control of something in this situation.
"triple if you don't run out of the building," you counter, squeezing his hand.
he laces his fingers with yours immediately, gripping tighter than usual. his palm is slightly sweaty. "if i die in there—" he begins, his voice low and serious, though you can see the exaggeration forming.
you cut him off instantly. "you're not dying," you say firmly, giving his hand a sharp squeeze. "you're getting a tooth removed. people do this at sixteen."
he exhales through his nose, leaning his head back against the wall. "i hate that you're calm," he mutters, staring up at the ceiling tiles.
you shift closer until your shoulder presses against his side. "i'll be right here the whole time," you say quietly, your voice softer now, meant only for him. "and when you're done, i'll drive you home and listen to you complain for the rest of the day."
he turns his head toward you slowly. there is something vulnerable in his expression now, the bravado gone. "you're not going to laugh at me?"
you hesitate for half a second. "only a little," you admit, your lips curving despite yourself.
he huffs, offended, but his thumb brushes over your knuckles in a grateful motion. "you're evil."
the dental assistant steps out and calls his name.
you feel his entire body tense beside you.
he looks at you with wide eyes, swallowing carefully. "tell them to be gentle," he pleads, nerves finally winning over pride.
you stand up with him, smoothing a hand down his arm. "go, brave soldier," you whisper, your tone teasing.
he squares his shoulders, inhaling once as if preparing for battle. then he leans down slightly so only you can hear him.
"if i come out different," he murmurs, his eyes soft despite the fear, "you still have to be with me."
"i'm literally the one who dragged you here," you reply, pushing him lightly toward the hallway. "i'm not abandoning you now."
he nods once, then reluctantly follows the assistant down the corridor, glancing back at you twice before disappearing behind the door.
you sink back into the lobby chair, already preparing to film whatever nonsense he says when he comes back out, cheeks numb.
the procedure took less than an hour. you sit there scrolling through your phone but not really reading anything, replaying the way he looked at you before disappearing down the hallway.
when the door finally opens, your head snaps up.
and there he is.
martin emerges with gauze tucked into his cheek, eyes glassy, posture slightly off balance. his hair is flattened on one side from the chair, and he looks tall and disoriented and completely gone.
the dental assistant walks him over gently. "he did great," she says with a polite smile, guiding him toward you.
martin blinks slowly at you, processing. "oh," he says, voice thick and heavy from the anesthesia. "it's you."
you stand immediately, biting the inside of your cheek to keep from laughing. "yeah. it's me," you reply softly, reaching for his arm before he tips sideways.
he stares at your face as if he has just discovered something profound. "you're so small," he murmurs in awe, squinting slightly.
you scoff. "you're just built abnormally large."
he considers that, swaying slightly. "i'm a skyscraper," he agrees solemnly, nodding once as if this is a medical fact.
you thank the assistant, listen to the post-op instructions carefully, and keep one steady hand on his back the entire time. he leans into you without even realizing it.
when you finally get him outside, the sunlight makes him squint dramatically.
"why is it so bright?" he mumbles, raising a lazy hand in front of his eyes.
"because it's daytime," you say patiently, guiding him toward the car.
he gasps suddenly, stopping mid-step. "did they steal it?"
you freeze. "steal what? did you forget something inside?"
he lowers his voice, conspiratorial. "my wisdom."
you stare at him. "yes," you deadpan. "they surgically removed your intelligence."
he frowns at that, deeply offended. "but i had a lot of that."
"i'm not so sure." you manage to get him into the passenger seat, buckling him in because his hands keep missing the seatbelt latch. he watches you closely the entire time, eyes following every movement.
when you close the door and walk around to the driver's side, you can see him through the windshield talking to himself.
you slide into your seat. "what are you doing?"
he turns his head slowly, blinking at you. "i got bored. sorry."
you have barely pulled out of the dental clinic parking lot when the shift happens. one second he's slumped in the passenger seat, blinking slowly at the world. the next, he inhales sharply and sits up straighter.
"okay," he says, nodding to himself, voice still thick from anesthesia but suddenly full of purpose. his fingers tap against his thigh in an uneven rhythm. "i feel the beat."
you glance at him, already wary. "what beat?"
he turns toward you with wide, determined eyes. "the beat beat. can you say martin play the beat?"
you sigh softly, adjusting your grip on the steering wheel. "martin play the beat."
he lifts one hand, palm facing down, bouncing it midair as if conducting invisible music.
"yo," he starts, clearing his throat dramatically. his gauze shifts a little but stays in place. "wisdom tooth gone, but i'm still elite, six foot three in the passenger seat."
you press your lips together, staring straight ahead. "careful with the gauze."
he ignores you completely. "jaw real numb but my heart real loud, my girl right here make the dentist proud."
"you're very high right now."
he considers that, eyebrows knitting together. "no," he says slowly, shaking his head. "i'm six three."
"you are."
"six sev—"
"stop. don't even think about it."
"sorry."
after a few seconds, he perks up again. "okay, last one," he announces, lifting a finger in the air.
"make it quick," a laugh bubbles out of you, the stress of the morning dissolving.
he watches you laugh, expression softening. "you're really pretty when you laugh," he says suddenly, voice slower now, more sincere than the rap.
your laughter fades into a soft exhale. "that's the drugs talking."
he shakes his head once, as much as he can with the gauze stuffed in his mouth. "no. i've been knowing that."
then, without warning, he resumes. "gauze in my mouth but i still got bars, she driving steady, we about to get stars."
you glance at him briefly. "what stars?"
he leans closer, lowering his voice as if revealing a secret. "ice cream stars."
you reach over and gently cover his mouth. "concert's over," you announce, trying not to smile.
he mumbles something against your palm, eyes crinkling.
you pull your hand away carefully. "what was that?"
he blinks slowly. "i love you."
"love you too," you reply quietly, brushing your thumb against his cheek, careful of the sore side.
he smiles lazily, satisfied, then sinks deeper into the seat.
two minutes later, he's asleep.
head tilted toward you. mouth slightly open. gauze still in place. tall frame folded awkwardly in the passenger seat of your car. it stays like that for twenty more seconds.
then he starts laughing.
it begins as a small puff of air through his nose, shoulders shaking slightly in the passenger seat. you glance over at him, confused, because nothing happened. you're literally just driving.
"what?" you ask carefully, eyes flicking between him and the road, your tone cautious because he has been unpredictable for the past ten minutes.
he turns his head toward you very slowly, eyes glossy and unfocused, a smile stretching across his face. "you're driving," he says, as if this is groundbreaking information, then he bursts into another fit of laughter that makes his whole frame bounce.
you really should have taken him straight home. that would have been the responsible choice.
instead, you're standing inside a small ice cream shop that smells of sugar and waffle cones, holding the door open while he shuffles in beside you.
"sit," you tell him gently, guiding him toward a small round table by the window. your hand presses lightly to his chest to steer him in the right direction, your tone soft but firm so he does not wander toward the freezer display and attempt to investigate it.
he obeys without question, lowering himself into the chair carefully, movements are slow and exaggerated. he rests both hands flat on the table and blinks at the wall for a few seconds.
you stand in front of him, studying his face. his cheeks are puffy from the gauze, lips slightly parted, eyes glossy and unfocused.
"okay," you crouch down a little so you're in his line of sight. your fingers brush lightly against his knee to ground him. "what flavor do you want? "
he turns his head toward you with the slow curiosity of someone discovering a new species.
he frowns slightly, thinking very hard. "blue."
"blue is not a flavor."
he leans back in the chair, offended.
"it is in my heart," he says, his words muffled but determined, one eyebrow lifting as though you have personally insulted his creativity.
you exhale slowly through your nose. "do you mean blueberry? bubblegum?"
he squints at you. "no. i want blue."
you stand there for a second, weighing your options.
"i'm getting you vanilla," you decide finally, straightening up.
he watches you rise with wide, slow-blinking eyes.
"vanilla is shy," he murmurs thoughtfully, gaze drifting to the napkin dispenser. "i'm brave."
you soften at that despite yourself. "you survived oral surgery," you reply lightly. "you are very brave."
he processes that, his expression changing. his eyebrows pull together slowly, confusion replacing amusement.
suddenly, he studies your face as if seeing it for the first time.
"martin?" you say softly, stepping closer to the table. your fingers rest lightly against the edge near his hand.
he stares at you, lips parting slightly. "who are you?"
you freeze for half a second, your heartbeat stumbling before you force yourself to breathe normally.
"it's me," you say calmly, lowering yourself back into the chair across from him. your tone is slow and warm, careful not to spike with panic. "it's okay. you're just still numb."
he keeps looking at you, searching your face for something familiar.
"you look important," he murmurs after a moment, his brow still furrowed. his fingers twitch slightly on the table, as if he wants to reach out but is not sure he is allowed.
"i am," you nod, offering him a small smile. "i'm your girlfriend."
he blinks at that. "girlfriend," he repeats slowly, testing the word. his eyes drop briefly to your hand on the table, then back to your face. "are you nice?"
the question almost undoes you.
"i try to be."
he studies you again, longer this time. then, very slowly, he pushes his hand across the table toward yours. his fingers brush against your knuckles clumsily.
"you feel safe," he says quietly, voice hazy but certain.
your vision blurs for just a second. "i try to be," you repeat, curling your fingers around his hand. your thumb strokes the back of it in slow circles.
he relaxes a little at your touch, shoulders lowering.
"did you bring me here?" he asks after a pause, glancing around the shop as if it has just appeared.
"yeah. you wanted ice cream after the dentist."
he gasps faintly. "i had a dentist?"
"you did."
he considers that, then nods once, accepting it without further concern. "okay."
you end up holding the cup for him half the time, tilting it carefully while he takes slow bites of vanilla ice cream. every few seconds he pauses mid chew to stare at you for whatever reason.
when you're finally done, you throw the empty cups away and walk back toward him. "okay. field trip is over. we're going back to the car."
he looks at your hand for a moment, then places his much larger one into yours without hesitation. his grip is loose but warm, fingers curling instinctively around yours.
"i trust you," he stands up a little too fast and sways.
you immediately step closer, your free hand bracing lightly against his chest to steady him. "easy," you murmur, your voice softening as you guide him toward the door. "you're still wobbly."
he leans into you without realizing it, towering over you but letting you direct every step. outside, the late afternoon sun is bright, and the parking lot is uneven in places.
you tighten your hold on his hand.
"watch your step," you glance up at him to make sure he's actually listening.
when you reach the car, you unlock it and open the passenger door for him. he stands there looking at it like it's a portal to different dimension.
"duck," you remind him, lifting your free hand to hover over the top of his head. your palm lightly shields him from the door frame as he bends down.
he doesn't bend enough.
you gently press down on the back of his head. "more," you say patiently.
he finally lowers himself properly and slides into the seat. you make sure his legs are fully inside before carefully helping guide his head back so he does not bump it on the frame.
"thank you for protecting my bones," he says gravely, looking up at you with hazy appreciation.
"you're welcome," you reply, fighting a smile. you adjust his seatbelt, making sure it sits correctly across his chest. "i would prefer you keep it intact."
once he's secure, you close the passenger door. you take exactly two steps toward the driver's side before you hear it.
tap tap tap.
you turn and see martin is knocking on the window with both hands, eyes wide, mouthing something behind the glass.
you walk back toward him slowly.
he presses his face closer to the window, palm flat against it. when you are close enough to hear him through the crack, he raises his voice.
"i'm only seventeen," he declares urgently, his tone full of theatrical panic. "i shouldn't be taken away."
"taken where?"
he gestures vaguely around the parking lot. "the facility," he insists, nodding once as if confirming classified information. his brows knit together with genuine concern. "this is how it starts."
you stare at him through the glass. "you are not being taken away."
"you're not the police?"
"no but i bought you ice cream." you open the passenger door halfway and lean down to his eye level.
he studies your face carefully, evaluating whether you're trustworthy. "are you the girlfriend?"
you inhale slowly. "yes, i am the girlfriend."
his expression shifts into recognition. relief floods his features. "oh," he says softly. "okay. i trust you."
you gently close the door again, making sure it latches properly this time.
as you walk around to the driver's side, you hear him humming to himself, completely at peace now that he has decided you're not an undercover agent transporting him across state lines.
you slide into the driver's seat and glance at him.
he's staring out the windshield with serious contemplation, reflecting on the fragility of youth and the injustice of imaginary arrest.
you rest your head back against the seat for a second before starting the engine.
this is day one.
you have seven days of recovery ahead.
and as he suddenly whispers to himself, "seventeen is such a tender age," with such sorrow, you cannot help but think—
Can I request a fluff with ArthurTV, where he and the reader (y/n pov) has a baby togheter (boy/girl you can decide).
Inspired by this photo of Danny Aarons. Something like Arthur is filming a reaction video with the boys, and the reader comes in with the baby because she need to do something (you can decide).
So she asks if he can look after the baby, all the boys thinks its so cute and talks to the baby. And Arthur is a super cute dad just pure fluff. Maybe if you want you can write also how the fans react after the videos is uploaded. 🙏🤭 Hope you understand and its not to confusing.
Hii, thank you so much for this super cute request omg! I hope you like it 😭💕
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The Cutest Interruption
Summary: Arthur is filming a chaotic reaction video with George Clarke, Cam Kirkham, and Italian Bach when you quietly knock on his home office door. Your baby girl refuses to settle unless she’s held, and you need both hands to make her bottle. Arthur takes her instantly, right on camera, slipping into soft, melty dad mode with zero hesitation. The boys crumble, the internet melts, and the surprise baby cameo becomes everyone’s favourite moment.
Warning: so much fluff, soft dad!arthur, baby cameo, just George, Cam and Isaac losing their minds
Word count: 890 🌸
Arthur’s home office door is cracked open just enough for you to hear the chaos happening inside — the familiar mess of George yelling, Cam cackling, and Isaac arguing dramatically in the background of whatever they’re reacting to.
Your daughter squirms in your arms, her soft little whine building in her chest. She’s fighting sleep like it’s her sworn enemy, clinging to your shirt with her tiny fist. You need both hands to make her bottle, but she refuses to be put down without sounding like she’s auditioning for a dramatic role.
You take a breath, shift her weight, and knock softly on the office door.
Instant hush inside.
Arthur’s voice comes, warm and cheerful:
“Come in!”
You open the door slowly.
Arthur’s back is to you at first, his headset slightly crooked, hair tousled from where your daughter tugged on it earlier. His monitor shows the three boys on Discord in their little squares, George leaning forward, Cam in some weird angle, Isaac gesturing wildly about something.
Arthur turns, sees you, and then sees her.
His whole face melts.
“Hellooo, my girls,” he says in a voice so soft it almost sounds like someone else.
George immediately presses his face close to his webcam.
“Oh my goodness, look at her.”
Cam gasps like he’s witnessing a rare Pokémon.
“She’s AWAKE? This is huge.”
Issac waves frantically.
“It’s a baby!”
Your daughter looks at them like they’re the ceiling fan, mildly interesting, but not important enough to stay awake for.
You laugh.
“Sorry to interrupt, she won’t let me put her down and I need to get her bottle sorted. Can you take her for a minute?”
Arthur is already standing.
Like he genuinely teleports.
“Course, babe. Come here, sweetheart,” he murmurs, arms open, eyes shining.
The second she’s in his arms, she melts against his chest like she belongs exactly there. Arthur kisses the side of her head. Then again. And again. Because he can.
“Were you being dramatic for mummy, hmm?” he whispers. “Yeah, thought so.”
George slaps his desk.
“STOP. That dad voice is illegal.”
Cam giggles.
“He’s gone. Fully dad-mode activated.”
Isaac: “Someone record this for evidence.”
Arthur sits back down, balancing her effortlessly with one arm while turning back toward the monitor. She clutches his shirt in her tiny hand and settles like he’s her personal lullaby machine.
“Right lads,” Arthur says, bouncing her lightly, “we’ll keep going. She’s reacting too.”
Your daughter lets out a tiny squeak, not quite a cry, just a sleepy complaint.
Isaac gasps.
“She has spoken.”
George wipes a fake tear.
“Her debut in the reaction industry.”
Arthur kisses the top of her head and shakes his head at the boys.
“She’s just telling you she prefers Uncle Cam.”
Cam places a dramatic hand on his heart.
“She WHAT? I— I’m honoured.”
You stand there for a moment, watching your boyfriend, headphones on, friends laughing in little squares on the screen, your baby fastened securely to his chest, and your heart warms so deeply you swear you could melt into the carpet.
When you come back with the bottle ready, the room is shockingly quiet.
Your daughter is fast asleep on Arthur’s chest, her cheek squished adorably against him, her little fist still gripping his shirt like she never wants to let go.
The boys are whispering.
Actually whispering.
George: “Guys I’m gonna cry.”
Cam: “Why is this so emotional?”
Isaac: “This is cinema.”
Arthur looks up at you with the softest smile you’ve ever seen.
“She’s out,” he whispers.
He runs one gentle fingertip along her back, careful not to wake her.
You take her from him, and she stirs only slightly before settling back into your arms.
“Thanks, babe,” you whisper.
He squeezes your waist lightly before turning back to his screen.
“Alright boys—” Arthur says quietly, clearing his throat,
“Where were we?”
Cam fans himself.
“Being destroyed emotionally, apparently.”
George nods.
“I need a minute.”
Isaac wipes his eyes.
“I am not okay.”
comments 💬
user1: THE BABY CAMEO OH MY GOD I WASN’T READY 😭
user2: Arthur in dad mode is something spiritual
user3: The way she instantly calmed when he held her?? My ovaries
user4: Bach gasping every 10 seconds is peak comedy 🤣
user5: George whispering because she fell asleep… this whole group needs therapy
user6: Cam being personally attacked that she likes him is SO on brand
user7: Arthur bouncing her while reacting— he’s such a natural dad I’m crying 😭
user8: YN showing up like a beautiful side quest 💗
user9: Petition for BabyTV episodes weekly please
user10: Her little hand gripping Arthur’s shirt… end me 😭
⋆.˚˖࿔ pairing | ot6 x 7thmember!reader ༉‧₊˚.
synopsis | when your members find out you don't think its possible for you to cum during sex (thanks to your lackluster ex), they set out on a mission to prove to you that not only is it possible but there's many different ways to do so.
details | nsfw (MINORS DNI), pure smut, piwon as varying degrees of dominant (from softdom!jongseob to meandom!theo), reader is quite inexperienced, dry humping, oral (f. rec), thigh fucking, fingering, voyeurism, exhibitionism, squirting, mutual masturbation, voice kink, edging, overstimulation, punishment (not for reader), light dom/sub dynamics, power dynamics, f/m/m, f/m/m/m, time constraints, light humiliation, rough sex, creampie, throat-fucking, choking, orgasm denial, fluff (more probably)
⟡ length | 21k ⟡
𓆩⟡𓆪 note || well this was quite overwhelming to write and it is quite the ride ¬‿¬ the "plot" of this is barely a plot but the smut is smutting || also, can’t believe it’s been one month of this blog already!! thank you sm for 450 followers you all are so appreciated <3 now enjoy the pure filth as a gift (apologies in advance for any typos that might have still made it through, i physically cannot proofread this any more)
“Wait, he’s never made you cum before?”
Your chopsticks freeze halfway up to your mouth that’s hung open awkwardly as you process the words that have just come out of Intak’s mouth. You look up from your bowl of noodles to see six pairs of eyes staring at you in varying levels of shock.
There’s a pause, and when no one moves to take this conversation in any other direction, you put down your chopsticks and close your mouth, clearing your throat as an embarrassed heat flushes high on your cheeks.
“Well, no,” you admit awkwardly. “I mean— yes. I have. By myself, I mean, just not by my ex or anyone else.”
You’re not sure how the conversation had diverged to you. One minute you were all talking over one of those reality dating shows Keeho had put on for everyone to watch over dinner (a strange choice, but whatever), then somehow the topic had shifted to first times and whether they were successful at bringing their partners to completion (this discussion was mainly between Theo, Keeho, and Intak), then someone was mentioning your name and asking you something you don’t remember, and you’d just made a throwaway comment about how, “He never did it for me anyway so this discussion is pointless to me,” to get them off your back (you were more focused on scarfing down your noodles), and now here you are.
“Wait,” Intak speaks again, blinking like his brain just couldn’t compute this piece of information. “So the guy that you were in a relationship with for two years,” he starts, then pauses to look at you, as if trying to make sure you were understanding the gravity of the situation, then continues, “has never made you come? Not once?”
You shake your head, pulling your lower lip between your teeth. It’s a little embarrassing, sure, but isn’t it normal for most women to not finish during sex?
“Not ever?” Keeho asks this time, his brows pulled up behind his fringe. “What about anyone you’ve ever been with. Ever.”
You drop your chopsticks into your bowl with a clatter. “No,” you say firmly. “Why is that so surprising?”
“Because it’s ridiculous,” Theo states easily, leaning back on the couch with his arms crossed.
You shrug. “I don’t see what the big deal is. Isn’t it normal to just fake it and move on?”
Intak makes a noise like he’s been severely offended. “No!” He cries. “I always make sure she comes. Always.”
You scoff in disbelief, shaking your head. The quiet ones, Jiung, Soul, and Jongseob, are still watching you like hawks, and you can tell from their eyes that they’re in accordance with the other three.
“There’s no way,” you say. You’ve been through the motions of sex before. It’s wildly uncomfortable, too slippery, and too rushed. “You’re telling me you can all make your girls’ finish?”
There’s a chorus of agreements from all of them, some more enthusiastic than others.
You blink, taken aback at the unity. “…Every time?”
Another round of assent and you’re left with the thought that maybe something’s just wrong with you.
“Maybe I just don’t like sex then,” you conclude, your brows pinching as you think back to the handful of times you’ve given yourself up to your ex partner and only come out of it regretful.
“That could be true.”
All eyes turn to Jiung, who’s sitting on the single chair leaned back casually, looking straight at you with a clinical eye that leaves you feeling a little too exposed. You squirm in your seat on the carpeted floor, grateful for the refuge in the slight coverage the coffee table provides you.
“But,” Jiung continues. “We’ve met the guy you were with. He didn’t exactly ooze generosity.”
“That’s true.” Jongseob’s voice pulls your eyes to where he’s sitting right across the table from you, hands braced on the floor behind him as he leans back. His eyes are calculating in their own way as they weigh on you. “If your experience was with him then I wouldn’t be too surprised.”
You fidget with your hands in your lap as your eyes flit over your members. “Well,” you start, then stop, mulling over your words for a moment. “Maybe there’s something wrong with me then.”
“There’s nothing wrong with you.” You almost flinch at Soul’s voice, sharper than you’re used to from him. He’s on the floor to your right, peering at you with wide, wondering eyes. “You said you’ve just never orgasmed with him, right? You can finish when it’s just yourself?”
You fluster at his blunt words but nod. “Yeah.”
“So it’s not like you can’t come or anything like that,” Keeho chimes in from the couch behind Jongseob. “Your ex just didn’t know how to treat you right.”
You pout, feeling a little affronted. “Hey, he wasn’t a bad person.”
“Bad in bed though,” Theo adds with a snicker.
You roll your eyes at him, picking up your chopsticks to have something to do with your hands. “I just can’t imagine coming from sex. It’s so… uncomfortable. Invasive.”
“Oh honey,” Keeho says, tone sympathetic. “He really didn’t know how to treat you right then. It doesn’t have to be invasive either. There’s so many more ways to come than just penetration.”
You stare at him, your brows climbing up your forehead. “There… is?” You knew of a couple methods but the way he says it makes you feel like you were missing out on a lot more than you thought.
Intak makes a noise like he’s just been punched by the words. “You don’t know?” He asks, like he’s truly horrified by your lack of knowledge. Then he looks at Theo beside him and rattles him by the arm. “Hyung, she doesn’t know!”
Theo shoves him off with a hand on his forehead. “Relax.” Then he turns back to you and his next words throw your brain into the void. “We could show you.”
There’s a palpable silence as those words hang in the air, leaving behind something heavy lingering in its wake.
“Taeyang,” Jiung scolds, turning to Theo with sharp eyes. “You can’t just spring something like that on her.”
“No, wait,” you find yourself saying. As daunting as whatever Theo has in mind seems, you can’t help but be curious. “I’m interested. Hypothetically.”
You can see everyone exchange looks, a weave of silent conversations that you ignore in favour of just looking at Theo, who holds your gaze back with a knowing smirk on his lips. He doesn’t say more though; he waits for you to steer the conversation.
“What—“ You start then stop again, clearing your throat when everyone’s eyes fall back to you. “Hypothetically, what would something like that entail?”
Theo leans forward and rests his elbows on his knees, his smirk pulling wider. “Hypothetically,” he starts, a little teasing, and you falter under his stare. “We would each show you a different way to make you come. Prove to you all the ways that you can finish during sex and that you were missing out on with your ex.”
You blink at him as the words process. The thought of them showing you makes something crawl under your skin, something you’re not able to name. Your eyes flit over all them, all of them who are watching you carefully. “There’s six of you though.”
Theo raises a brow. “Yes?”
“You’re saying there’s six different ways?” You ask, trying to wrack your brain for all the other ways your ex has tried besides penetration and outer stimulation (which was more just poking around than anything). You’re not very adventurous on yourself either, so you come up empty. “Hypothetically,” you tack on as an afterthought.
“Well, hypothetically, we could keep that a secret until we get to show you.” Theo’s smirk is inching towards something more dangerous, something that makes your heart stutter. “Hypothetically,” he continues, tilting his head at you, “would you like us to show you?”
And suddenly, this doesn’t feel very hypothetical anymore. You can see it in the way they’re all just waiting for you to either take them up on this ‘hypothetical’ or put them out of their misery and brush off the conversation.
You think about it. Really think about it. You can’t deny the way all this talk has your body prickling with curiosity and heated anticipation at the thought of them showing you, whatever that might be.
You glance between them, your close friends of the past six years, the people you’ve practically grown up with, the ones you not only work with but call your own. Intak is leaned forward in morbid curiosity and hanging onto your every word, Jongseob is feigning nonchalance but you can see the faint blush on his cheeks, Keeho watches you with a heat that he doesn’t even bother to hide, Soul is more curious and earnest than anything, Jiung— though calm on the outside— looks like he’s ready to devour you with just his eyes, and Theo is an enigma you’re too scared to even try to decode. You can tell they’re all waiting for the word, whichever it may be. But you don’t feel scared by their anticipation despite the daunting way their gazes settle on you. You’re surprised to feel something pulling at your gut, something wanting and present.
But above all, you trust them with everything. You can trust them with something like this.
So with a shaky breath, you nod. “Yes.”
It’s like the scene in front of you pauses on a reel. No one breathes.
“Just hypothetically?” Theo asks you slowly.
“No,” you answer without hesitation. “Not just hypothetically.”
There’s a few sharp exhales like breaths that have been held in for too long, someone mutters a low curse from somewhere on your right, and the air shifts again into something heated with anticipation.
“Only if everyone is okay with it,” you add, because you don’t want to pull anyone into anything they don’t want just for your sake.
“Are you kidding me?” Intak scoffs, a boyish grin pulling on his face. “I may or may not have thought about this already before.”
Jiung reaches over Theo to smack Intak over his lack of decorum.
“It’s fine,” you say, a small, awkward smile pulling on your lips. You’re taken aback by Intak’s sudden confession, but it doesn’t deter you. It makes you even more curious to see just what he’s wanted with you. “I’m, uh, looking forward to what you guys have to show me. But I’m still not sure I believe that you guys can make me… you know.”
Jongseob smiles at you, leaning forward to lean his elbows on the coffee table. “Let us worry about that, okay?” His voice is lower, a little huskier, and it already has you a little flustered.
“Cute,” you hear Soul mumble under his breath from your right and you glance at him to see he’s staring at the flush on your cheeks.
You clear your throat, sitting up straight to regain some semblance of control over your body. “How do we do this?”
“We’ll make a list of what we’re going to do to you,” Keeho starts, making sure to let the words linger for a little just to see you squirm. “And then we’ll pick what we’re each best at so you can get the best of the best.” He glances around the room to gauge opinions. “Sounds good?”
Everyone agrees with more enthusiasm than you’re prepared for and you feel your heart start to thunder in your chest. Not from fear, but from excitement. If what they say is true, and they can get you to come without fail, you’re in for a night that could make up for all the mediocre sex in your life and open your eyes to things you might not even be aware of.
“That’s that then,” Jiung says as he pulls himself up to his feet and walks over to your direction. Your heart jolts as he leans down to pick up your bowl of abandoned noodles, and you feel a little ridiculous that you’re already so affected. Jiung’s eyes flicker over your face that’s a few inches from his, and the corner of his lips tick up for a split second. “Why don’t you wait for us in your room? We’ll figure everything else out.” His deep voice is hushed in a cadence that you can almost feel brush over your skin and leave goose flesh in its wake.
“Sure,” you say, cheeks heating when your voice cracks halfway.
You scamper up to your feet to evade his amused chuckle and rush towards the stairs leading up to your bedroom.
Theo’s hand comes out to catch your arm before you can move past them, pulling you back. He’s standing now, looking down at you with a serious pinch of his brows. “Hey.” His voice is quieter, only for you to hear. “You’re really okay with this? It might be a lot for you to handle.”
You feel whatever nerves thrumming under your skin ease away at his concern. “I’m sure,” you say with a smile, squeezing his hand over your arm. “I trust you. I trust all of you.”
That eases the tension out of his shoulders and his frown melts into a smile. “Good,” he says, then his eyes flash into something darker and his smile appears sharper than it was a second. “Now go get yourself ready.” He leans in and breathes the next words practically on your lips. “And I promise you, you’re not leaving that room until you’ve come six times. And if the others fail, I’ll step in and make it up for them.”
You swallow, feeling the words sink to the base of your gut and fill it with fire. If just a few words can already push you towards ruin so quickly, you’re not sure what’ll happen when they actually get their hands on you.
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You’re not sure how long you’ve been waiting with your heart in your throat and your limbs feeling like livewire. You sit at the head of your bed, back pressed to the headboard and knees pulled up to your chest.
You’re starting to wonder with each passing second just what you’ve signed up for. The nervous excitement is still there, of course, at the prospect of possibly being properly pleasured by someone else’s hand other than yours for a change but you have no idea what to expect. Your experience with sex didn’t measure up even a fraction to what you’d built up in your head and you just can’t imagine how your boys are possibly going to mend that disappointment.
But they seemed eager to show you otherwise, all of them. And you trust they’ll do well on their word even despite your lingering doubts.
So you take grounding breaths as you wait, sat comfy in a pair of sweats and a simple tee, until the handle to your door twists.
The door opens a fraction and Intak’s wide eyes peer in. “Can I come in?”
Your shoulders ease when you see that it’s just him and you wave him in with your hand. “Just you?” You ask, hoping only you can hear the waver in your voice.
“Just me,” he confirms, shutting the door behind him and making his way over to stand by the foot of the bed. “We decided on it just being a one on one thing. We didn’t want to overwhelm you with too much.”
You don’t even realize that was something you were worried about until you feel your chest loosen at the knowledge. “Oh,” you say with a grateful smile. “That’s good, actually. Thanks.”
He smiles back, soft and sweet. “Of course. This is supposed to be all about you. We wanna make sure you’re feeling good and not stressed out.” He tilts his head at you, a habit of his that you’ve always been endeared by. “How are you feeling?”
You bite down on your lip as you try to figure out how to put your feelings into words. “Fidgety? Nervous but… excited? I don’t really know what to expect, so I don’t know what to feel,” you admit sheepishly, then sit up straight with a sudden realization. “Wait, should I have changed into something prettier or…?”
He chuckles and shakes his head. “No, don’t worry about any of that. Keeping our clothes on will be just fine for this first… session, if that’s what we’re calling it.”
Your stomach flips when you realize that things are about to start and that Intak is here to be the first one to go. “Ah,” you say in realization, then frown. “Wait, clothes on?”
His sweet smile makes way to a smug smirk as he knees onto your bed and climbs on, settling to sit on his feet in front of you. “Yes,” he says, and you’re starting to realize how real everything is becoming with him sitting right in front of you. “Unless you wanted to see me with them off,” he adds with a cocky little grin.
You scoff at his flirty antics, something you’re all too familiar with. And the familiarity of it eases you down, surely something he’d meant for as he places a comforting hand on your ankle, rubbing slow circles there with his thumb.
“I didn’t make the rules,” you point out, feeling your body slowly settle under the small, soothing touch. “I don’t think I have any power here to decide.”
“That’s where you’re wrong,” he purrs, then wraps the span of his hand around your ankle. “You have all the power here. We’re just here as vessels for your pleasure.”
Your brows raise as you bite down on your lip to smother your laugh. “That sounds awfully serious coming from you, Takki.”
But there’s no joke in the way Intak stares at you. Without warning, he yanks you forward by your ankle, pulling you flat on your back as he climbs over you, ignoring your yelp of surprise. He settles between your legs without delay and braces his hands on the bed on either side of your chest. He hovers over you, peering down at you with an intensity to his eyes you’ve seen him with only when it comes to figuring out complicated choreography.
“It is serious,” he tells you, low and smooth, and before you can respond his lips are on yours.
The kiss is slow and steady, more careful than you’d expect from Intak. But you find yourself melting into it with a soft sigh, your arms wrapping around his neck and pulling him down.
He settles down on his elbows as he presses deeper into the kiss, his body lowering down against yours. And that’s when you can feel it, the solid outline of his growing erection pressing against your thigh.
The weight of it against you shoots heat right to your core and makes you falter into the kiss. Curious, you push your leg up to press against the bulge and it gets a grunt out of his lips against yours.
He lifts up from the kiss, his pupils blown wide as he looks down at you with furrowed brows. “I wasn’t lying when I said I’ve thought about this before. Been wanting to do this for a long time now,” he says, his voice rough with desire.
He shifts his hips to line his erection right over you then presses firmly down, making you gasp at the pressure against your already throbbing core.
“You have?” You ask breathily when his words process. You roll your hips up to search for more of the pressure and Intak indulges you, rolling his hips down in a delicious grind that has your body bowing up the bed.
His hands move down to grab you by the hips and push them down against the bed, much to your dismay when it detaches you from the heat of him.
“Oh yeah,” he breathes, looking just as ruined by the sight of you as you’re starting to feel by him.
He keeps one hand holding you down as the other slides under your shirt, warm as it slides up to your chest. His eyes flash when he finds you bare under the shirt and wastes no time to grasp the soft mound, making a stuttered breath fall from your lips as his finger pushes down on your sensitive nipple.
“And now I finally have my chance,” he mutters, dark eyes drinking up every twitch in your expression as his finger rolls over the stiffening peak, sending little sparks of pleasure from your chest down your spine. “I might not get to fuck you but I’ll take anything I can get.”
Before you can ask him just what it is he’s set out to do to you, he kisses you again. This time it’s fast, heated, impatient; everything you actually were expecting from him.
He wastes no time before he’s prodding into your mouth with his tongue. You accept him with a soft moan, a sound that has him pulling your nipple between his fingers and has another yelp rip from your throat that he drinks up with his persistent lips.
You didn’t realize just how quickly you could get turned on from just some kissing and a few careful touches. But you can feel the arousal pool in your gut and in your underwear.
To say you were surprised was an understatement, but that wasn’t on the forefront of your mind. All you were thinking was that you needed to feel more.
As if he was reading your mind, Intak grinds down his clothed cock, fully hardened now, right into your needy heat.
You whine at the pleasure that rolls steadily through you, the sound drowned out by Intak’s soft breaths as he devours you whole with his tongue.
This already feels so much better than any night with your ex and you’re feeling a little high from it all. Your hips buck up in frantic little rolls that Intak meets with hard grinds of his own, sending steady shocks of pleasure through your lower body.
His other hand slides up your shirt to join his other hand in kneading your breasts, the pressure spreading pleasure through your entire body as he continues to grind against you.
You can feel yourself getting heady already under Intak’s hands and you happily welcome it. You didn’t think it could be so easy to get you so strung up without even having to take off your clothes, but here you are.
You can feel the coil in your gut wind tighter with each press of Intak’s throbbing erection against your aching core, can feel the slick gathering in your folds. It has you whining into the frantic kiss and has your hands clawing into his biceps.
He pulls from the kiss with a wet smack, a string of saliva connecting his lips to yours as his mouth falls open to let heavy breaths pass through. He presses his forehead down to yours, his eyes fluttering as he tries to keep his focus intact while his hips keep rocking into yours.
“F-Feels good,” you whisper up to him, gasping at a particular harsh press.
“Yeah?” He pants, using his hands to shove your shirt up above your chest.
You hiss at the cool air that brushes over your sensitive nipples. Intak groans at the sight of you, his hips stuttering for a moment before they pick back up at a more frantic pace. He wastes no time to latch his mouth onto your nipple, his hand working the other one as he starts to swirl his tongue around the stiff bud.
You moan at the wet warmth of his tongue on the sensitive flesh, arching your chest further into his mouth. You didn’t think your chest was this sensitive, but it has your hips bucking eagerly up against his, every single sensation over your body climbing down and pinpointing down to your clit.
“Intak,” you gasp, whining sharply when he pops off your nipple and switches to the other one, flicking his tongue rapidly over it.
You can tell by the way that his hips are starting to lose rhythm that he’s nearing his edge. And, surprisingly, you are too.
“Intak,” you try to warn him but he’s not listening, too far gone as he continues to mouth at your chest, eyes fluttering closed as he continues to chase his pleasure between your hips.
You bury your hand in his hair, pushing him further into you as you drive your hips sharply up against the hard ridge of his cock, and it takes just a few more hard presses of his erection squarely against your cunt for you to teeter on the edge.
Intak notices, and at the same time that he pinches your nipple with his hand, he bites gently down on the one in his mouth and tugs.
The sharp pleasure that bursts from your chest in tandem with a hard grind of his cock against your core has you tipping over the edge. You tense all over as your mouth falls open into a high whine, before your body jolts and trembles through your first orgasm.
Intak follows you right down, whimpering into your chest as his hips stutter through his own orgasm, giving a few more sharp grinds before his body goes slack, weight dropping fully onto you.
His head rolls on its side on your chest, your nipple popping out of his mouth as he heaves for breath. You lay there, twitching and reeling from your high.
A few moments of silence pass as you stare up at the ceiling, trying to even out your breaths and process the fact that Intak has just made you cum for the first time that wasn’t by your own hand.
Reluctantly, Intak lifts himself up and looks down at you with a crooked smile. “Well? Didn’t I say I never leave my girls unsatisfied?”
You let out a breathy laugh as you meet his twinkling eyes. “Uh huh.” Just with a little bit of grinding, he managed to hold true to his words. You’re both impressed with him, disappointed with your ex for not even holding a candle, and disappointed with yourself for doubting him. “That was… better than I thought.”
He hums, leaning down to peck your lips before he pulls himself up and off of you despite the whine you let out when his warmth is ripped away from you.
“Sorry,” he says sheepishly as he adjusts himself in his sweats. He’s wearing a dark pair so it’s difficult but you can still see the darker shade of the wet patch over his crotch. It has a pathetic shock of heat pulse through your core at the thought that that was there because of you. “I can’t stay for long. The others are waiting.”
“Right,” you say as you fix your shirt, pulling it down over your chest. You’d nearly forgotten there was a line of boys out there in the living room waiting for their turn to make you eat your words. “…I don’t stand a chance, do I?”
He chuckles at that, turning to walk through the door. “Not at all,” he says, turning his head and throwing you a wink over his shoulder. “Good luck.”
Then he’s gone, and you’re left laying there wondering who’s next— what’s next. It almost frightens you how quickly you find that tightness in your gut livening up again as you go through all the possibilities in your head.
You’re not left wondering for long before Jongseob steps through the door, looking pretty normal for the most part. But you see the light shake in his hand as he holds up the large bottle of water he brought in with him.
“Jiung’s orders,” he says as he walks over to your side and uncaps the bottle. He doesn’t hold your gaze for long before his eyes flit to the bottle he’s holding out for you.
You feel a warm wave of familiar fondness for your maknae as you take the bottle of him, feeling a little relieved that it’s him instead of someone like Jiung or Theo. You’re not quite ready for whatever that might be just yet. Or Keeho for that matter.
You pull yourself up to sit, wincing from the sensitivity between your hips that still lingers. “Thanks.” You take the bottle from him and drink, grateful for the wash of cold as it soothes your heated insides.
He’s a little awkward on his feet as he shifts on them, waiting for you to put the bottle aside on the nightstand before he speaks up. “You doing okay?”
You huff a little laugh as you lean against the headboard, looking up at him. “Uh huh. Just didn’t think I’d be proven so wrong, so quickly.”
He raises a brow at you as a teasing smile pulls at his lips. “Oh, so is our little experiment done then? We’ve proven you wrong already?”
“Nope,” you say, finding a surprising sense of confidence in his presence. “You guys promised me six ways. I better get six ways.”
His smile widens into a grin and you get a glimpse of his cute little snaggle tooth. His nerves seem to ease away as he falls into the rhythm of your familiar back and forth. “One orgasm in and you’re already calling the shots?” He taunts, climbing onto the bed and bracing himself with his knees on either side of your thighs. He hovers over you, taking your chin to lift your gaze up to him. “Bold. I like that on you.”
You blush at his sudden change in demeanour but you can’t lie; it’s spurring your spent body back to life quicker than you’d expected.
“What about you, Seobie?” You ask, placing your hands on his thighs before sliding them up to his hips over the smooth fabric of his track pants. “Where’s all this confidence coming from?”
His thumb brushes against your lower lip as a small smirk plays on his lips. He’s the picture perfect image of cool and collected, just like he is on stage. It’s a hell of a sight up close to you under the dim of your lamp instead of flashy lights. It feels more personal, like he crafted this confidence just for you.
“I guess you bring it out in me,” he admits, pressing his thumb against the plush of your lip.
You let your tongue flick out and kitten-lick against the tip of his finger, letting it linger there for a bit. His eyes darken and he takes a careful breath in before letting it out in a sigh that sounds a bit strained.
“If only I got to take my time with you,” he mutters under his breath, and the words leave you wondering.
“Is there a time limit?” You ask him when his hand falls to the side of your neck.
“Yeah,” he says, brushing his thumb up the hollow at the side of your neck. “15 minutes.”
You stare at him for a moment. “…That’s it? That doesn’t feel like enough.”
He grins in response. “Well Intak did it in time. You don’t think the rest of us can?”
“Well, no— I don’t know,” you huff, a little flustered. “What happens if we don’t finish in time?”
“Then you don’t get to come and I get a bruised ego,” he says then drops both his hands to your waist. He slips his hands under your shirt then slides them up your already tingling skin, pulling the shirt up as they go. “We can’t have that, can we?”
Electricity and heat zip down your spine in tandem when his hands don’t stop and your shirt lifts up over your chest, exposing your skin to the cool air. You lift your arms up to make it easier for him to pull the shirt completely off of you.
You sit there, half-bare under Jongseob’s prying eyes as he tosses the shirt aside somewhere on the floor. You can see him tenting against his pants as he shuffles off of you, his hands reaching for the waist of your sweats.
“May I?” He asks politely but it’s undercut by the way his eyes remain locked on your exposed breasts.
You don’t feel shy under his gaze though. You almost feel revered by his appreciative stare. You lift your hips in silent assent and he takes the cue to slip the sweats off of your legs and tosses them to join your shirt.
He’s quick to pry apart your legs and settle on his knees between them, his eyes finding a new target to lock onto; the wet patch on your thin cotton panties.
“Shit,” he mutters under his breath, reaching to grab himself over his pants and squeeze as an attempt to quell his arousal.
You flush under his attention now, feeling a little too exposed. Your legs twitch to close but he keeps them apart with a hand on your knee.
He brings the hand down, and with a feather light touch, he runs his thumb against the thin fabric, sliding a line of pressure up your centre that has your walls fluttering. You hiss when his thumb finds your clit and presses down, still a little sensitive from your first climax.
“You’re so wet,” he muses before moving his thumb down and pressing against where your entrance would be. He groans at the wet sound from the pooled mix of your release that Intak left behind and the arousal that’s starting to leak under Jongseob’s ministrations.
“Jongseob,” you whine, pressing your hips up in search of more than just light touches.
He clicks his tongue, looking up at you with a lazy smirk. “Impatient. You’re already eager for more? What, Intak wasn’t enough for you?”
You shudder at the way his words chastise you just the right amount to have you needy for his approval. But you don’t want to give in that easily. “Maybe,” you say, rolling your hips up again to press against his hand. He doesn’t pull away. “But isn’t it your whole job to give me what I want?”
He retaliates with a harsh press of his thumb against your clit with a scary precision given that he can’t even see it. It has you yelping and jerking away from his hand. “You’re lucky I’m not Taeyang,” he says, and the warning hits you in the gut. “Or that mouth on you wouldn’t get off so easily.”
You don’t get a chance to interrogate him before he’s hastily shoving aside the fabric of your panties and exposing your heated folds to the cool air. Jongseob squeezes himself again with a low grunt when he sees the slick mess there.
“You’re drenched,” he huffs, under trance by the sight of you for a moment before he snaps out of it and swiftly pulls off his shirt, leaving your mind blanking momentarily.
You rarely see him shirtless, but when you do, it’s a treat to see. Especially now.
Then he’s shoving down his pants and boxers down to his thighs and grasping himself, stroking tightly as he watches your gushing folds, and your mind goes blank again.
He’s pretty; thin but long and curved and flushed at the tip, milky pearls of arousal leaking at the head with each drag of his fist.
You’re snapped back to focus when he grabs your thighs and pulls you down on your back, lowering himself between your hips.
“Wait,” you say quickly, and Jongseob pauses immediately to look up at you, just letting himself hover while he waits.
“Yeah?” He asks, brows furrowing in concern.
You swallow, a little embarrassed and underprepared. “Are you… going to put it in?”
The concern washes away and he chuckles fondly. “No. That’s not for nowt,” he says before he lowers his body down to brace on his elbows on either side of you. Then you feel the heft of his cock press down on your folds, a pressure that has you both sighing. “Just this,” he says, lowering his eyes on yours.
You feel him throbbing against your clit, hot and solid against your sensitive folds. It feels nice, but you’re still left confused. “Just this?” You ask, the doubt clear on your face. You don’t see how you could possibly come from that.
But the smirk that grows on Jongseob’s lips tells you otherwise. “Just this.”
Then he shifts his hips so he slides down your folds, and when the head of his cock catches against your clit and sends a wave of pleasure through your core, you think, oh, that’s how.
His smirk stretches to a lazy grin when he sees the realization in your eyes and he drags himself back up, the friction giving you another shock of pleasure. “You like that?” He asks, then takes a sharp breath in through his teeth when he drags back down.
You nod, your hands clutching onto the wiry muscles of his bicep.
His movements are slow and methodical; each drag meant to place pressure against you just right and string you up slow and steady, a stark contrast to the frantic chase with Intak.
“Did that asshole ever take his time with you?” He asks you through grit teeth and it takes a second for you to process that he’s talking about your ex.
“N-No,” you answer through a gasp when his tip prods sharply into your clit on a thrust up. “H-He wasn’t really… ah, patient.”
He clicks his tongue. “No wonder he couldn’t make you come,” he mutters bitterly before he shoves himself off of you.
You’re about to protest but then he’s sliding your panties down your hips, cursing at the way strings of slick connect to it as he pulls them off your legs. He doesn’t let himself linger on the sight of you fully exposed as he gathers both of your legs and throws them over one of his shoulders. Before you can question him, he’s sliding himself in between your thighs, right on top of your folds, and using the slick mess there to start fucking your thighs in a steady rhythm, his tip pushing deliciously against your clit with each thrust.
You moan, deep breaths falling through your lips at the stimulation. The sight of him poking through your thighs and the hood of your cunt with each thrust leaves you feeling heady. “Fuck, Seobie,” you whimper. You watch the way he leaks from his slit, dripping down onto your pelvis and pooling there.
His hips falter when he hears the name fall from your lips, then braces himself with his arms around your legs, then starts to fuck against your cunt with a fast pace that has you both panting.
You can feel the coil in your gut wind tight again with each drag of his hard length over your throbbing clit. The sight of his face, flushed and blissed out with hooded eyes fixed on your face, has your head swimming. You’ve never seen him look that intense before, even when it comes to work, and it makes you falter realizing just how different this side of him is from what you’re used to.
It’s a thrilling revelation that has you quickly approaching your second climax.
“Seob,” you say through a hitched breath.
“Yeah?” He asks, getting a dark little grin on his face as he tilts his head back, eyes fluttering shut at the heaven between your thighs. “Gonna come for me already?”
“Yes,” you gasp, your hands fisting into the sheets as your body bucks up with each impact of his rough thrusts.
“Gonna make you cum,” he says through grunts, though you’re not sure if he’s talking to you anymore. “Gonna make you cum— unlike that bastard. Couldn’t even— fuck— couldn’t even touch you right. Probably couldn’t even find your clit— the fucker.”
He’s muttering the words to himself as his thrusts grow faster and more disjointed. But it’s doing nothing less to bring you over the edge.
His dark eyes fix on you again with something akin to bitterness among the desire. “Come for me then,” he says, then adjusts so the head of his cock angles to drive right into your clit with each sharp, pointed thrust, sending burning pulses of pleasure with each push. “Come for me like you never came for him.”
Your second orgasm hits you before you know it and you come with a yell of his name and your body arching off the bed. Jongseob follows after with a few more frantic thrusts, spilling ropes of hot release over your stomach.
He doesn’t stop— he keeps going, drawing you both down from your highs before rocking to a slow stop just before he can drive you into overstimulation. He keeps your legs hugged to his chest as he recovers, breathing heavily as his eyes take in the sight of you painted with his release.
You’re not sure if it’s your post orgasmic haze dreaming it up but you think you see a hint of possession with the way he eyes you. You don’t get to dwell on it before he presses a kiss to the side of your calf and slowly releases you.
It’s when he’s cleaning off your stomach with his shirt after having fixed himself up that you realize you haven’t gotten to kiss him.
“Jongseob,” you say, still splayed out on your back and stealing back your breaths.
He pauses and looks at you with his brows raised. “Hm?”
“Kiss me.”
The sudden request has him blinking to process and then blushing abashed, like he hadn’t just come on your stomach. “Oh. You want to?”
“No,” you say flatly. “That’s why I asked.”
He smiles sheepishly before he leans down and presses his lips to yours in a sweet, short kiss. You hum in content when he pulls back, smiling up at him. “Thank you,” you say, then tap his chin playfully. “Better than anything he’s ever done for me, combined.”
That has him blushing even brighter and he looks away with a shy little laugh. He finishes wiping you down then pulls the blanket that’s been shoved to the edge over you, giving you some cover before he goes.
“Do I really have to worry about Taeyang?” You ask him before he closes the door behind him.
Jongseob looks back at you and gives you a grin that does nothing to ease your worries. “You’ll just have to wait and see,” he says, then shuts the door behind him.
You groan to yourself, dropping your head back on the pillow. You should’ve gone into this by making them tell you all of their plans in detail so you wouldn’t have to be kept on your toes. But you can’t deny that it does make this more exciting.
Because even though you’ve already come twice, you have to squeeze your legs shut to soothe the way your core starts to spur back to life at just the possibility of the kind of danger that Theo might bring with him.
It’s Soul’s soft voice that pulls your eyes from the ceiling and towards him as he steps into the room a few minutes later.
“Hi,” he says as he makes his way over. He looks— normal. Nothing off the ordinary; no nerves, no eagerness, just plain intrigue as he peers at you laid out under the blanket. He wastes no time to jump onto the bed and sit on his knees by your legs.
“Hi,” you reply fondly, watching his hand as it lands on your covered knee and just holding there as a simple form of physical connection. A common occurrence with him, and it's no different even in this situation. Everything about Soul, everything that he does, always has you feeling endeared towards him.
“Are you tired yet?” He asks, round eyes flickering over the shape of you under the covers.
“Yes,” you answer, but then think otherwise as you take stock of yourself. “No. Eh, I don’t know.”
That gets a little giggle out of him, his thumb digging gently into the notch in your knee. “I hope not. There’s still a lot more planned for you.”
You let out a slow breath at the reminder. “Yeah,” you pause, then look over at him. Soul has always been an honest one, so you take your shot. “Are you going to tell me what you’re going to do?”
He gives you a simple nod, then says, “I’m going to eat you out.”
Your face burns at the bluntness but you can’t say you didn’t expect it. Though it seems like there was no rule to keep things hidden from you; Intak and Jongseob probably just wanted to see you squirm.
Your eyes fall to his pretty pink lips and you’re already envisioning them on you. Even knowing what’s about to happen, you’re still just as on edge as you were with the others.
His hand shifts to grab the edge of the blanket that lay by your side, not yet pulling. “Is that okay?” He asks you, polite as ever.
You’d never imagined Soul, the innocent looking boy you've smothered with your affections for years now, to be here before you, asking you if you’re okay with him making you come on his tongue. It’s disorienting enough to leave you craving it.
“Yeah, it’s fine,” you say, hoping you don’t sound as eager as you feel.
But Soul has an eerie way of reading people. He catches on, you can see it in the twinkle of his eye, and with an excited grin, he pulls the blanket off you.
You have to resist the urge to cover yourself by digging your hands into the sheets. Soul’s eyes practically sparkle as he looks over you, a little like he’s caught in a trance.
“Pretty,” he mumbles quietly, like it wasn’t meant to be said aloud.
You squirm when all he does is stare for a few more moments. You nudge your knee against his leg to pull him out of his daze and he spurs back to life, shuffling to kneel between your legs, his hands crooking under your knees to push them up and hold them apart.
You squirm some more when his eyes lock onto the wet mess between your legs and his tongue darts out to lick his lips.
“Shota,” you whine, nudging your foot against his arm. “Don’t just stare.”
He giggles but doesn’t move his eyes. “Sorry,” he says as he climbs down onto his chest, pulling your knees over his shoulders. His lips hover just over your core, breaths brushing over you and sending prickling sensations through you as he speaks. “You’re just so pretty. I can’t help it.”
You swallow back the moan that bubbles in your throat at his words. “Wait,” you say before he can do anything else.
He looks up at you now, brows raised. “Hm?”
“Can you take your shirt off?” You’re feeling a little too exposed with him fully clothed and you very much not. But also, the sight of Soul shirtless is a treat. It would be a shame to let those muscles he takes such good care of go to waste in a moment like this.
He’s smiling despite the blush that climbs high on his pale cheeks. He pulls himself up, yanks his shirt off in one go, before quickly settling back into position.
You mourn the sight of his abs being so quickly hidden away but then his arms are coming around your legs to hold you down, one hand settling palm-down on your lower stomach, and you can’t complain anymore when you’ve got his muscled arms in your view in all their veiny glory.
He laughs softly at your appreciative eyes. “Better?” He asks with a soft kiss to the inside of your thigh.
You sigh at the warmth it spreads up your leg. “Very.”
The smile remains on his lips as he trails his way down your thigh with warm kisses. You feel teeth graze lightly against your skin with each press that his tongue flicks out to soothe over, effective in the way it has you squirming where you lay as he inches closer to your waiting heat.
But just before he can reach it, he switches over to the other leg and you’re left sighing in frustration, your hips bucking up without your permission.
You feel his amused giggles against your thigh as he gives it the same attention as the other.
But as you watch him, so intent in the way he winds you up slowly just like Intak and Jongseob have done, you’re left to wonder just how much you’ve been missing out on. Being tended to so carefully, it makes you feel a little floaty.
Before you realize it your hand lifts from where you’d dug them in the sheets by your side and reaches to slide into his soft blond hair.
His eyes flutter at the touch and he abandons your skin in favour of leaning into the touch for a moment but you can’t complain, not when he turns his head to press a kiss to your palm. It has a warmth bloom inside your chest, snug and soothing.
But then the warmth shoots right down to your gut when he turns and attaches his lips to your clit without warning.
You hiss at the sudden pressure, your fingers digging into his scalp. You glare weakly into the mischievous glint in his eyes as he looks up at you.
“Still sensitive,” he says against your clit, making you twitch.
“No shit,” you huff, breaking into a moan when his tongue flits out and starts to press firm circles around the bud. Your body tenses as your mouth falls open with harsh breaths, your hand tightening in his hair.
Soul takes in every shift in your expression with his eyes as he drags his tongue down before letting it circle around your entrance.
He groans at the taste of you on his tongue, the vibrations sending you whimpering. He abandons his careful ministrations in favour of flattening his tongue against you and drinking up every bit of the mess that’s been left behind from your previous encounters.
Your hips push up to grind against his face but his hand on your stomach keeps you easily pinned down as he has his way with you.
Breathy moans from your lips spill out from the rapid flicks of his tongue against you and the way his little grunts spread little embers of sensation right through your core.
You only just notice the way his own hips are grinding into the mattress and the knowledge that he’s that turned on from just pleasuring you has your head reeling.
The blunt tip of his tongue pushes against your entrance, but it doesn’t stop this time; it pushes in with ease and leaves you gasping.
“Sh-Shota!” Your hand pushes down on his head of its own volition, trying to push him as deep in as he can go.
You feel it deeper than you expect it, the wet muscle prodding and sliding against your pulsing walls. When he groans, you feel it inside you.
His arms can’t restrain the way you’re squirming anymore with how hard your body’s starting to tremble. Every sensation feels like it’s dialed above ten with sensitivity. You don’t feel uncomfortable to have something breaching inside of you like all those times before with your ex; it actually makes you feel relieved and not like you’re being invaded. And you feel like you’ll lose your mind if it doesn’t stay in, doesn’t move.
So when you start to roll your hips up to fuck up against his tongue, Soul lets you, and pushes his tongue in tandem with your movements.
And when the tip of his nose rubs right against your clit with every movement, your control is gone.
You’re not sure what sounds are leaving your mouth but you don’t care, you just keep chasing the pleasure, keep fucking yourself up on his tongue, practically riding his face.
You start to fear you’re suffocating him and when you try to pull back, Soul buries himself right back into you. He’s whining against you, his eyes lidded and glossed over as he drowns himself in your cunt, and the rocking bed reminds you that he’s just as into this as you are.
It’s the combination of that, the pussy-drunk look on his face, and the way his tongue caresses your walls with each thrust that has your thighs clamping down on his head as you ride out your third orgasm right on his face.
Soul’s body shudders with a loud moan into you as you come around his tongue and he drinks you right up, not letting a single drop go to waste. He licks you through the high before he detaches from you with a soft kiss to your clit that does nothing to ease the tremors still rocking through you.
He lifts his head and you nearly moan at the sight of him; cheeks flushed, lower face drenched with you and eyes glazed over, looking practically drunk off of you and ready to devour you whole again.
“Jesus, Shota,” you mutter, having to raise your eyes to the ceiling to keep yourself from losing your mind again at just the sight of him like that between your thighs.
He responds by climbing up your body and kissing you eagerly.
You tense, taken aback by the sudden taste of yourself but you’re quickly coaxed into the kiss by his eager lips and tongue. You melt into the kiss, snaking your arms around his shoulders and pulling him down on you. He follows, pressing every inch of himself against you.
You’re stopped short when you feel the half hard length of him pressing on your thigh along with a noticeable dampness on his shorts against your bare skin.
You pull back from the kiss, looking up at him with wide eyes. “Did you… come from that?”
He doesn’t even look the least bit embarrassed as he nods and dives right back for your lips.
You’re powerless to stop him; too boneless to do anything but you can’t say you want him to stop. He dives eagerly into your mouth again and you meet him with a languid pace of your own, not that he minds.
You can feel your mind start to float away again as his hands eagerly wander over your body, grabbing and kneading every curve of your flesh as they pass, paying special attention to your chest.
He’s hardening quickly against your thigh as he eagerly bucks his hips against you, seemingly lost in his mind just seeking out any bits of pleasure.
You reach down for his erection, to help him out like he’s helped you, until he’s yanked up off you.
You mourn the loss with a panicked noise, trying to reach to drag him back to you. But your hands drop right back down when your eyes clear and you see Keeho holding Soul back with an arm around his throat.
Soul’s hands fly up to Keeho’s forearm as he blinks out of his own haze and comes into realization of what’s happening. His face flushes when he sees Keeho, who looks annoyed but no less amused. “Hyung,” he croaks, a little nervous.
Keeho raises a brow at him, a scolding look. “You’re way past your time, Shota,” he states before snapping those piercing, heated eyes to you.
Your heart jolts when you see the way his pupils are blown open in a heavy desire that pushes your breaths back down your throat.
“And you’re stealing mine,” Keeho adds, all amusement gone as his voice deepens into a threat.
Keeho releases Soul and Soul quickly scampers off the bed, grabs his shirt, and practically runs out of the room without another word.
But your eyes are stuck under the heavy weight of Keeho’s and you feel your body thrumming with a fresh wave of nerves.
His lips quirk up into a small smirk but there’s no mirth there. “Having fun?” He asks as he climbs onto the bed, on his knees so he hovers over your trembling body. When you don’t respond, he clicks his tongue. “I asked you a question, pretty girl.” The implication of what might happen if you don’t answer settles dauntingly in your head.
“Yes,” you quickly answer, and he smiles as he moves to lift your legs before settling to sit between them. You tense at the thought of picking right back up without a chance to recover from Soul. “W-Wait, I need some time.”
“Too bad,” he says easily as he reaches over to grab one of your pillows. “That’s something I don’t have right now.”
Without your control, your body shuffles away from him, like it’s trying to protect itself from the danger behind Keeho’s words. But his hand clamps down on your thigh and he pulls you easily back towards him.
“Where you going, pretty?” He asks you with a sly grin that has you squirming. “Don’t worry. You won’t be complaining in a few minutes.” He pats the underside of your ass. “Up.”
Your brows furrow. “What?”
He sighs before he hooks his arm under your waist and lifts you easily, shoving the pillow he grabbed under your hips before dropping you back down.
The way he’s able to handle you so easily has your stomach flipping and your eyes locking onto the way the material of his shirt stretches around his bicep as it flexes when he moves.
He notices your leering and grins, using his hands to push your legs apart. This new angle, hips propped up on the pillow for better access, has you feeling even more exposed. Your legs try to close on their own but Keeho quickly pushes them apart, clicking his tongue. “Keep ‘em apart for me,” he says, leaving you no room to disobey, so you don’t.
His eyes lock onto your cunt, and if possible, his gaze darkens. “Cute,” he says, glancing up at you. “Just like the rest of you.”
You avert his gaze, flustered, and he chuckles fondly. You’re not sure where all your confidence has gone. You suppose it’s different with Keeho, your leader, as opposed to your younger members.
“Cute,” he repeats before pressing his palms to the inside of your thighs, heavy and warm. “Have you taken anything inside yet?”
You swallow, feeling a little embarrassed to have to say the words aloud but you’ve been laid bare and exposed to your friends in so many ways already so it really shouldn’t feel so awkward anymore. Yet still.
“Shota’s tongue,” you answer in a thin voice, and he hums in acknowledgement.
“Did it feel good?”
You take in a shaky breath, your walls clamping around nothing like they’re remembering the feel of Soul’s tongue stretching them.
Keeho notices the way you flutter and chuckles. “That’s a yes then.” His palms start to slide down a path on the insides of your thighs slowly. “Has it ever felt good like that before? Having anything inside?”
You can’t bring yourself to say it, so you shake your head no.
The look in his eyes softens as his palms rest just outside of your heat. “Everyone treating you well so far?” He asks you, rough voice dulled into something gentler.
Your lips are helpless to the small smile that tugs on them; even now, Keeho upholds his leader role. He’s always been the one to look out for you and it puts you at ease to know that it’s no different now.
“Very,” you answer honestly. “Better than I could’ve imagined.”
“Good,” he says, mirroring your smile and leaning down to press a soft kiss to your knee. “This whole thing’s been about showing you how you should be treated. Sounds like we’re on the right track.”
You hum when his hands gently knead the flesh of your inner thighs. “Yeah. Guess I was wrong to think— fuck!”
Your thoughts as yanked right out of your head when Keeho pushes a thick finger inside of you all the way to the hilt in one smooth slide.
You look up at him with wide eyes. “Keeho!”
The grin on his lips is careless and predatory as he watches the way his finger sinks into you so easily. “Sorry baby, but I don’t have that much time left thanks to Shota.” He keeps his finger still as his other hand comes down and presses the thumb lightly against your clit, making you jolt. “Good thing you’re so sensitive.”
That’s all he says before he starts to pump his finger into you while his thumb circles your clit in quick, tight circles.
The touch to your clit feels more painful than pleasurable from the sensitivity, and it has you trying to buck away as high, frantic whines leave your lips, but Keeho is quick to hold you down with his forearm.
“Shh baby,” he whispers, pressing another kiss to the inside of your trembling knee as he continues to abuse your cunt with his quick pace. “It’ll feel better soon.”
And he’s right, because even though it burns, the pain slowly embers away into a pleasure that has you bucking up to his finger rather than away.
Keeho, who’s watching your expressions with a laser focus, grins when your features smooth down with pleasure. “That’s it, good girl,” he whispers and the words go right to your head and fill it with a hazy fog. “So good for holding out. Think you can take another one for me?”
Your breaths come out with little whines as you nod, eyes starting to go bleary.
“Say it for me,” he urges gently. “Need to hear you, pretty.”
You blink rapidly as you try to push the word through the fog in your head and out of your mouth. “Y-Yes,” you breathe, voice weak. “Can— ngh— take another.”
You feel his finger inside of you slow then feel the blunt tip of another start to press in with the next thrust. Just the two fingers feel almost overwhelming, a rougher feel than Soul’s tongue, but your walls, relaxed from three orgasms, take him in without protest.
Keeho’s thumb on your clit falters when he sees how easily you take him in. “That’s a good girl,” he coos, then pushes both fingers as far as they’ll go.
You whimper, feeling them so deep inside you, deeper than anything you’ve felt. And you’re left wanting more.
“More,” you plead, your hips rolling up to feel them press deeper despite already pushed all the way in.
You think you see Keeho’s eyes flash with hunger but your mind is far too gone right now to pay close attention.
“Fuck,” he grunts under his breath. “I’m gonna need you to myself sometime.”
Then he’s fucking his fingers into you relentlessly, his thumb spurring back to life over your clit to match the reckless pace.
You’re thrashing and moaning unabashedly, though you don’t have much control over any of your reactions anymore. Your hips buck up pathetically to meet his pace but he’s far too fast for you to keep up with. He has you feeling like liquid fire as he takes you apart with just his fingers and you can tell there’s no way you’ll last even the next three minutes, far too sensitive to every stimulation.
Then he does something you don’t quite understand. He stops, curls his fingers inside you, then resumes in a way that has the tips of his fingers abusing a spot inside of you that has you feeling the fire all over your body, has you arching off the bed as you scream out his name.
“That’s it,” he whispers, doubling down and pumping his fingers even faster.
But now there’s a new feeling in your gut, something you’re not familiar with at all and something strangely like you might be releasing things you very much don’t want to.
Your hands claw at Keeho’s arm that holds you down, trying to push him off but he’s like iron. “K-Keeho!” You cry through a trembling voice, trying to warn him with wide eyes.
But he doesn’t stop, keeps his heated gaze on your panicked face. “Don’t fight it,” he tells you. His fingers are relentless against that spot inside of you and has you barreling to something much faster than you’re prepared for. “Just give into it. I got you, baby. Come for me.”
That’s when it happens. Liquid, a lot of it, spraying out of you as your body jerks violently through your orgasm.
This one pierces through you harder than the others, electric fire that has your vision white and mind blank for how long, you can’t tell, but you just know that you’re gone.
It takes you a while to piece yourself whole, barely though. When your vision slowly strings itself back together, it’s to the sight of Keeho staring down at you, wide-eyed and slack-jawed and soaked from his chin to his shirt to his forearm with his fingers still buried in you.
You’re struck with the terrifying thought of what you might have just done and you feel yourself grow cold with mortification.
“Oh my god,” you whisper, feeling tears prickle at your eyes as you try to scramble away from him. “I’m sorry, shit, I’m so sorry, I don’t know what just—“
But before you can get far, Keeho grabs your hips and pulls you right back to him, leaning over to crush his lips to yours in a hard, searing kiss.
You yelp in pain at the hard clash of teeth and you barely get to process the kiss at all before he pulls back enough to mumble into your lips. “You just squirted,” he says, like he can’t quite believe it himself.
You blink up at him as he stares you down like he wants to ruin you all over again. You had no idea that you could even do that, or that it could be brought out of you so quickly.
Keeho grins at your shock before sealing his lips back over yours, swallowing your little whine of surprise. “I’m keeping you,” he mutters into the kiss as he digs his teeth into your lip. “Jiung can go fuck off, I’m gonna make you squirt for me again.”
You don’t get to protest that you can’t until another voice behind Keeho intercepts.
“Can I now?”
It’s Jiung’s voice, deep and irritated, as you hear it close in.
Your eyes fly open to see Jiung stood over you two by the bed, his hands shoved into his pockets. He doesn’t look happy. He looks impatient, brows furrowed and jaw clenched.
Keeho still doesn’t pull away from you; his fingers dig deeper into your hips and he kisses you more insistently like he’s trying to take as much as he can before you’re taken away from him.
“Keeho,” Jiung says in a tone that promises threat. It’s a tone that does dangerous things to your brain.
Keeho pulls back from your lips reluctantly, gaze locked onto you as he tells Jiung, “She squirted,” like it’s pertinent information.
It must be, because you see Jiung’s hard expression falter with shock before settling down into something more intense.
“Okay,” he responds slowly. “Now move.”
Keeho rolls his eyes but slowly pulls himself up to his knees, reluctant to let you go. You can see him straining against his sweats and realize with a start that he hasn’t come.
“You haven’t…” You start but break off when both of their eyes fall on you.
Keeho shakes his head with a lazy grin. “Don’t worry about me.” He pauses then turns to Jiung. “Actually, can I stay and watch?”
Jiung doesn’t hear him, he’s too busy taking in the mess that is you. You can practically feel the weight of his gaze drag down your skin like a tangible force.
“Hm?” He asks, distracted. When he processes the words, he pulls his eyes off of you but it looks like it takes him great effort to.
Keeho rolls his eyes and adjusts himself with his hand, wincing a little. “Mind if I stay?”
Jiung watches him quietly, considering, before he looks back at you. “That’s up to her.”
You freeze under both of their gazes. As much as the thought intimidates you, you can’t help but feel thrilled by it. Besides, you would feel a little guilty sending Keeho off without any relief even if he can handle it on his own. Everyone else has finished with you, so it would only be fair.
“Fine by me,” you concede, and Keeho lights up.
Jiung interjects before Keeho can celebrate too early. “You can’t interfere,” he says sternly, then points to the reading chair in the corner of the room. “Go sit there.”
“So bossy,” Keeho muses but he’s still grinning as he clambers off the bed and makes his way to his assigned spot. “Just pretend I’m not even here.”
A hard task, considering the fact that you can still see him at the edge of your vision and he has a perfect view of the scene. But the concept of a third party still has your head spinning in a new direction.
Your attention is dragged back to Jiung who climbs onto the bed and sits himself at the end with crossed legs. You pull yourself to sit up on shaky limbs, still recovering from your intense climax, folding your legs over your chest for some semblance of cover.
You’re grateful that Jiung doesn’t look like he’s ready to pounce anytime soon, eager for the chance to recover for whatever he might have in store for you.
That makes you wonder what it is that Jiung chose for his turn. You’re well aware of his dislike for physical contact so you’re not sure how to picture him in this setting.
Though the way his dark eyes settle on you, ready to tear you apart with just his gaze alone, has you questioning everything you know about him.
“You haven’t been drinking your water,” he says plainly, and even just that simple observation, the thought of him being upset with you in any capacity, keeps you on your toes.
It’s his voice, you think, that drives you crazy; a deep timbre that invades every corner of your head and settles at the base of your chest. Like it crawls everywhere around you and holds you down under its submission without your say.
You snap out of your trance when he narrows his eyes impatiently at you, flushing. “Oh.” You look over at the bottle that remains nearly full.
Looking at it makes you realize just how parched you are so you snatch it and swig down nearly half the litre. You think you might hear Jiung mutter something along the lines of, “Told you idiots to make sure she stays hydrated,” to the side of the room.
You place the water back down, wiping your mouth with the back of your hand. You feel better despite the physical weight of your body trying to lull you down but your mind is still wide awake and on high alert.
You turn your attention back and see that Jiung is still watching you intently, now leaning back casually on his palms. The silence has you itching to break it and ask him about the question that’s lingering in your head but you’re a little intimidated by his gaze.
“Spit it out.”
You nearly jump from his sudden voice cutting through the silence. “Huh?”
“I can see you’re thinking something,” he says, tilting his head slightly. His face is impassive; you’ve never really been able to tell what he’s thinking during quiet moments. But he has no problems reading you. “What is it?”
You bite down on your lip as you wrap your arms defensively around yourself. “You don’t like touch,” you start.
He raises a brow before nodding slowly. “That’s true.”
“So…” You continue, struggling to hold eye contact. “How does this work then?”
You’re not sure what to make of the slow smile that climbs up his lips. It’s not one of his bright, sunny ones. It’s a quieter, more calculating slant of his lips that has you wishing you’d just kept shut.
“Simple,” he answers. “I’m not going to touch you.”
Now you’re confused, but more than that, you’re disappointed. “What?”
“You heard me,” he says, and you’re not sure if you’re imagining his voice deepening by the second. “I’m going to talk you through touching yourself.”
When he sees the blank look in your eyes, his smile widens, almost fond but more so like he enjoys watching you flounder about.
“I’m going to tell you what to do,” he continues, “and you’re going to do as I say. Okay?”
You’re starting to realize where this is heading and the thought floods you with embarrassment. “You’re just going to… watch?” You ask, then glance over at Keeho who’s watching the scene unfold with rampant attention as he traces his thumb lazily over his clothed erection.
“Sure,” Jiung answers, pulling your eyes back to him. “If that’s what you want.”
You’re reminded of what Intak had told you; that you’re the one who holds the power here. You haven’t exactly tested how much of that is true but now you’re starting to think it’s a viable option for you whenever you’d like it.
It’s that knowledge that has you straightening with a newfound courage. “Okay.”
His brows raise at you, that tiny smile still on his lips. “Yeah?” He asks, and it’s a little bit infuriating that he’s still looking at you like you’re a cute, clueless little thing.
“Yes,” you say firmly, meeting his eyes. “Now are you going to get on with it? Isn’t your little time limit ticking away?”
His jaw ticks at your sudden pushing. “I have some leeway, considering some people—“ He throws a sharp eye over to Keeho, “—don’t have manners.”
“Hey,” Keeho cuts in, indignantly. “Shota was eating my time.”
But he goes ignored as Jiung focuses back on you. “Fix your pillows and lean back. Get comfortable.”
A part of you wants to defy just to see what he does but you find yourself falling prey to the cadence of his voice yet again. You’ve always been a sucker for it. More often than not, you’ve completely zoned out to just listen to the sound of voice rather than what he’s trying to explain to you in the studio, leaving you in an awkward situation when he catches on. You think maybe this is his way of getting back at you with it somehow.
Once you’ve stacked all your pillows behind you, you lean back and settle down, your knees still pulled up to your chest. You don’t find yourself withering under his gaze anymore, not when you know just the sight of you is having an effect on him too by the way he’s starting to tent in his grey sweats.
“Good,” he comments offhandedly, his eyes moving down to your legs, or rather, trying to see past them. “Open your legs.”
When you hesitate, he shoots a sharp look up at your face that has your legs immediately pushing apart to reveal all of yourself to him, your knees bent at your sides.
You see his Adam’s apple bob as he swallows and hear the faint shake of his breath when his eyes catch onto your core, still glistening. It’s starting to pool with a new wave of arousal that’s brought on by just the sound of Jiung’s voice.
His eyes move away with effort and rake up your body, stopping at your chest. “Anyone touched them yet?”
You’re still a little blindsided by how casually he— all of them, really— talk about all of this but you figure it’s about time to just get used to it. “Intak and Soul.”
He hums. “Expected. Play with them.”
It takes a second for you to process the command but when you do, it’s like your hands glide up your body on their own. You’ve never thought to stimulate your chest before on your solitary nights, but now that you know it’s a valid option thanks to Intak, that you’re sensitive there, you’re not opposed to it. You’re just not prepared for your first time touching yourself there to be in front of Jiung.
You take the soft mounds in your hands and squeeze gently. You’re surprised to find it a pleasant sensation under your own touch but it might also just be from the two sets of eyes watching your every move.
“Play with your nipples,” Jiung tells you, shifting slightly in his seat. His eyes are locked onto your hands. “Use your thumbs— yeah, just like that.”
You sigh softly as your thumbs circle around the already stiff peaks, feeling the soft burn of the stimulation spread throughout your chest. You take one between your fingers and tug gently, drawing a soft whine out of yourself. You nearly miss the way Jiung’s cock jumps against the confines of his revealing sweats.
You try and fail not to let that go to your head as you drag your eyes up to his face, the one so threaded with focus on you it’s nearly maddening.
“Jiung,” you say, voice breathy already.
He doesn’t move his eyes. “Hm?”
“Take off your hoodie,” you tell him, and that gets his attention. “Wanna see your tattoos.”
You preen internally at the light blush that rises on his cheeks. Like you expected he would have to, he obeys. He tugs the collar of his purple hoodie up and pulls it off himself in one smooth go, tossing it to the corner of the bed.
Your hands falter on yourself as your eyes rake over the ink on his pale skin; vines and leaves adorning the sides of his ribs, butterflies tracing over his abs and trailing tantalizingly down beneath the boxers peaking out of his sweats, and the crescent moon placed centre in his chest.
“Pretty,” you find yourself saying and learn then that Jiung blushes down his chest.
“Take one hand off,” he says hurriedly, like he’s trying to take the situation back under his hand. But you can see the way that his chest has started rising a little more with each breath.
You obey regardless, dropping your right hand in your lap.
His eyes move back down to your core. “Spread it open,” he says. “Wanna see everything. But don’t touch your clit.”
You lick your lips nervously, feeling your cheeks burn, but you move your right hand down and slide two fingers between your folds making sure to avoid your aching clit. The heat of your own skin is a nice reprieve until you scissor the fingers open, spreading yourself apart and exposing to the cool air.
You can hear his breath hitch as his jaw clenches at the sight. “You’re gushing,” he mutters to himself, an observation you’re well aware of but has you squirming when you hear it aloud. “Take some of it. Circle your clit. Lightly.”
You expected him to make you tease yourself more but with the choppy breaths he’s taking and the short sentences, you sense he’s starting to lose patience. Or lose time. Either way, you don’t deny yourself the pleasure.
You collect some of the arousal with both of your fingers then drag them up to your clit. You keep your touch light as you circle slowly, sighing deeply at the touch.
You hear a soft grunt to your left and glance over to Keeho. You’d nearly forgotten about him, but the sight of him has your fingers faltering. He has his hand down his sweats, stroking himself slowly. His head is thrown back against the back of the chair, hair messy over his forehead, cheeks flushed, plush lips bitten red and parted as he pants sharply. His eyes are hooded slits as they watch your hand work yourself, fisting his own cock to match the slow pace of your fingers.
Your gaze is pulled back to Jiung when he snaps, “Eyes on me.” His own eyes are impossibly dark and his jaw is set tightly. “Don’t look at him.”
You give him a small nod, whining softly as you focus back on moving your fingers steadily over your aching clit. It’s hard to not notice the way Jiung is straining against his pants.
“Jiung,” you say through a breath, lifting your eyes back to his face. “Touch yourself.”
Your command takes him aback. You can see the conflict in his eyes to put himself in a vulnerable position to not only you, but with Keeho in the room too.
Sensing his hesitation, Keeho pipes up. “C’mon, Jiung,” he says, voice light despite the strain. His breaths are audible through his words. “You gotta do what she says.”
So you really do have the power here.
You raise your brow challengingly at Jiung and he finally relents, letting his arousal win, though not without sending you a hard look first.
He leans back on one hand before letting the other slip down into his sweats. He grasps himself in a hard squeeze that has him tilting his head back and letting out a low groan. You want to trace the way that his throat shifts around another groan with your tongue.
He rolls his head to the side to focus his gaze back on you. He doesn’t do much with his hand, just lets it rest there and squeeze himself every few seconds.
“How many fingers did Keeho use on you?” He asks. His voice sounds heavier with arousal.
“Two.”
“Put one in. All the way, and don’t stall.”
You can see the impatience worn clearly on his face in furrowed brows and hardened edges. Without delay, you divert your hand and push your middle finger into yourself in one smooth slide. Even as it presses all the way in you find yourself mourning Keeho’s longer, thicker ones.
“Good girl,” Jiung praises and it goes straight to your cunt, making it pulse around your finger. “In and out, slowly— yeah, just like that.” He looks in a near trance at the way your walls suck your finger in with each languid thrust, leaking steadily around it.
You see his hand start to move now as he starts to stroke himself slowly to match the pace of your finger.
You find yourself cursing those grey sweats for blocking your vision.
“Stop,” you tell him, and he pauses his hand with a confused albeit annoyed look on his face. “I wanna see you.”
His jaw ticks but he doesn’t hesitate this time. He lifts himself a little, pushing his sweats and boxers down just enough to reveal himself before taking his cock back in his hand and squeezing. “Better?” He asks you sardonically.
Yes, you want to say but your voice is stuck in your throat. Because the sight of him, long and hard and a pretty shade of pink as it strains with arousal, has you nearly moaning.
You push your finger into you a little quicker without thinking and Jiung takes that as his answer. “Slow down,” he snaps, and when you do, adds, “Put another one in.”
You push your ring finger in to join, moaning softly at the stretch but it still feels nothing like Keeho’s. When Jiung gives you the go, you pick up the pace again, a little faster by his order.
You try to prod around to reach for that spot that Keeho had practically torn you apart with but you can’t. Jiung notices the frustration on your face and laughs softly. “We’ll get there. Use your other hand on your clit. We need to get another finger in first.”
You bite down on your lip to hold in your whimper. Your other hand, which was just sitting limply against your chest at this point, falls quickly to press tight circles against your clit.
Everything you’re doing to yourself feels better than you’ve ever managed to make yourself feel in the past. Maybe it’s because of the soft grunts and moans and the slick sounds of skin against skin coming from the corner of your room where you’re forbidden to look at; maybe it’s because of the way that Jiung sits pretty in front of you, fisting his own cock to the sight of you getting yourself off; maybe it’s because of the way that he mutters soft praises to you every few moments and urges you to go faster, slower, deeper, shallower; maybe it’s not the commands at all but just his voice— but all of it brings you closer and closer to another daunting climax.
“Put another one in,” Jiung tells you, his breaths coming harder around his words. There’s a thin sheen of sweat on his skin as he works himself in tandem to your pace. “Need to get you properly stretched out.”
The implication of those words falls past you as you start to press your index finger in with the others, the stretch making your body tense and your other hand falter.
It burns a little but it burns good. The amount of slick still spilling out of you makes the way in easier, and soon you’re steadily pumping three fingers in while your other hand works your clit again, short moans tumbling out of your lips.
Jiung’s breaths are even more laboured as his fist speeds up over himself, his eyes starting to glass over. He’s fighting against them as they keep trying to flutter shut. He’s starting to sound a little ruined too as he speaks. “Hook your fingers up,” he says, then continues at your confused look. “The spot that you were looking for. Hook your fingers. Up.”
You follow his instructions and crook your fingers, but you still can’t seem to reach it. How Keeho had managed to find it with such scary precision, you desperately want to know.
“I-I can’t,” you whine, hating the desperate sound of your voice but you can feel yourself close, so close, but you need that final edge to push you over. The stimulation to your clit isn’t enough anymore, not after everything you’ve felt tonight.
Jiung starts to look a little panicked as his eyes flick over to your nightstand, and you realize he’s probably running out of time.
“Okay,” he says, his hand pausing over himself when he sees your eyes well with frustration. You see the way his cock twitches as it’s neglected but he ignores it in favour of focusing on you. “I can’t touch you, but just listen to my voice—“
“That won’t be necessary.”
Your head snaps to the left. The sight of Theo standing against the doorway with his arms crossed has a sinking feeling intruding the arousal in your gut. Everything stops, like the moment is waiting with baited breath for Theo to take it under his command.
You’d nearly forgotten that Theo was still to come. And when you realize the only thing that could possibly be left for his turn, your body freezes over.
“Taeyang,” Jiung says after recovering from his surprise. “I still have a few minutes left.”
Theo pushes himself up straight, shutting the door behind him with his foot as he makes his way in. He doesn’t acknowledge Keeho, who’s also stopped still and staring with wide eyes, as he makes his way over to the bed. There’s a small smile on his lips, lazy, like he’s only mildly interested in everything that’s happening.
“I gave you plenty of extra time,” he tells Jiung while keeping his disinterested eyes on you. “And you still failed.”
You bristle under his stare but he’s quickly moving on to focus on Jiung, who’s looking more nervous now than irritated.
“I told you I should’ve gone earlier,” Jiung mutters through grit teeth as Theo circles around the bed to hover over Jiung’s back.
“Doesn’t matter anymore, does it?” Theo asks coolly. He leans over Jiung’s shoulder and looks down where Jiung is still holding himself in a tight grip. “Did she tell you to touch yourself?”
Jiung doesn’t answer verbally, only nods.
“Hm…” Theo lowers his head to rest his chin on Jiung’s shoulder, making him flinch at the sudden contact. “Maybe that was the problem. Maybe you should’ve focused more on her and less on yourself.”
Jiung works his jaw in frustration but stays still. “You said we should listen to her.”
“Should,” Theo repeats with a grin. “The ‘when necessary’ was implied.”
“Taeyang, I swear—“
Theo doesn’t let him finish. “You’re done with her,” he says, easy and stern, as he lifts himself off of Jiung, leaving the other boy wide eyed and incredulous.
“Are you serious?” He snaps, looking up at him with a glare.
“Very. You know the rules,” Theo answers as he makes his way back around to stand at the side of the bed, between you and Jiung. “Get behind her.”
Jiung’s brows furrow, matching your own confusion. “What?”
Theo simply smiles at Jiung as he reads him his fate. “You’re gonna get behind her so I can fuck her on you. And don't even think about coming.”
You feel your insides churn as the words settle, your hands, after unsheathing from yourself while their attention was off of you, curling into the sheets. Everything Theo is saying is so… casual. But he’s talking about fucking you on top of Jiung. That’s far from casual and far from anything you’re prepared for.
But the look on Jiung’s face tells you he’s having it worse. He pales, throat tight as he asks, “Why?”
“Punishment,” Theo says, like it’s obvious. “We set out on a mission here to show her everything she was missing out on. And you failed. So, punishment.” He leans down, invading Jiung’s space and leveling his condescending gaze inches away from his. “Are we clear?”
You can see Jiung’s face twitch as he restrains himself from lashing out. But then he nods, an act of quick submission that takes you by surprise. You start to wonder just what kind of hold your oldest member has over not just you, but the rest of the group.
Then Theo’s eyes are on you where you’re curled up, trying to shield yourself away from whatever was unravelling in front of you.
“Is that okay with you?” He asks you, voice momentarily shedding that commanding edge.
Honestly, you don’t care what happens anymore as long as you get to come again. Even if the thought of Theo being the one to fuck you to it is daunting, with his domineering aura and seemingly sadistic tendencies. But the part of you that’s still loose in the head from everything that’s happened tonight finds you wanting to give yourself over and let him take care of you, let him show you what you’re missing out on, by his words. Even if it was at the expense of Jiung’s sanity. You’ll pay him back later.
“Fine by me.”
A heavy silence fills the room as the confirmation of what’s about to happen settles in the thick air.
Until Keeho breaks it with a pouty whine of, “Wait what about me?”
He’s still sitting on the chair, splayed out with his legs spread, elbows on the armrests while one hand squeezed around the base of himself. He’d shoved his pants down so you can actually see just how painfully hard he still is, almost purpling at the tip. Your mouth nearly waters at the thought of running your tongue along the thick vein that you can see protruding along his underside from where you’re sitting.
Theo catches your eye with a questioning brow raise. It’s up to you, he says silently with them.
“He can use my mouth,” you blurt without thinking, taking yourself by surprise.
Theo’s eyes flash in shock but his lips quirk up in a proud little smile. “Only when I say you can,” he tells Keeho, before gesturing him over.
Keeho nearly stumbles as he makes his way over to settle at the edge of the bed before shedding himself out of his clothes. You don’t get long to appreciate the valleys of his tan skin, taut over smooth planes of muscles before you’re distracted by Theo.
Theo, who’s taking off his shirt and has everything else fade away from your focus when you catch a glimpse of the inked crown on the side of his rib cage.
When Theo notices the room in still motion, he rolls his eyes. “What?” He asks, raising a taunting brow at Jiung. “Do I have to order you to do everything now?”
Jiung’s lips twitch down in a scowl. “No,” he says smoothly despite the sharpness in his eyes. He goes to pull his sweats back up but Theo grabs his ankle and yanks him forward, sending Jiung sprawling on his back with a panicked grunt.
“Off,” Theo says sharply down at him, leaving no room for protest as his hand squeezes tightly around his ankle.
Jiung stares up at Theo with wide eyes, red heat climbing up his neck. You don’t miss the way his cock jumps, and neither does Theo.
But Theo shows him mercy and lets go of him, letting him scramble out of his layers and shuffle to the head of the bed where you are.
Your limbs lock up when Theo turns his full attention to you. He reaches forward and wraps his muscled arms around you to pull you forward as Jiung settles behind you. You relish in the warmth of Theo’s skin before he’s placing you so that your back is laying against Jiung’s front while he’s laid back the pile of pillows you made earlier.
You gasp softly when you fully settle against him, feeling Jiung’s erection prodding at your lower back, stiff and hot against you. You hear Jiung hiss softly softly at the contact behind your head.
His skin is warm and a little damp against your back but the feeling of him behind you, his presence just there, is almost grounding. His hands come up to hold your waist but Theo is quick to interject.
“Don’t touch her,” he says sharply and Jiung immediately fists his hands into the sheets.
You hear a chuckle to your right followed by Keeho’s teasing, albeit a little strained, voice. “I’ve never seen him so obedient.”
Theo glances over to share a playful grin. “You just don’t know how to handle him yet.”
“Even after all these years," Keeho muses dramatically. “Might have to take a lesson or two from you, Taeyang.”
“Can you two shut the fuck up?” Jiung snaps in an uncharacteristic show of short temper.
You haven’t heard him like that in a couple years, but hearing his deep voice right by your ear now, rough and sharp as he speaks, is doing things to your body you don’t want to address.
And of course, Theo catches the way your eyes flutter and you inhale sharply, and you nearly wither away under the devilish grin that curls on his lips. “I knew it,” he says.
You turn your face away from him. “Know what?”
He grabs your chin to turn your gaze back at him. “Don’t try to hide,” he warns. “It’s a good thing I’m feeling selfish right now or I’d let him help me ruin you.”
The thought of both Theo and Jiung working you over the edge together has your walls fluttering. And of course, Theo notices that too.
“Dirty girl,” he taunts as he climbs onto the bed, sitting on his knees in front of you.
From this close you can see the outline of him, large and heavy, through his loose pants and he’s not even fully hard yet. Your body thrums with nerves at the thought of having to take that size inside of you.
“What’s wrong?” He asks you, smug when he sees the way you eye him. “Don’t think you can take it?”
You grit your teeth, meeting his taunting gaze with a sharp one of your own. “Isn’t time ticking, Yangie?”
He takes your chin in his hand, shoving his thumb into your mouth and holding your tongue down. You whine at the sudden intrusion, trying to clamp your mouth down but he’s firm in the way he tugs down and holds you open. “I think that should be the least of your concerns right now.”
Jiung pipes up in your defence behind you. “Are you saying you’re not biding the time limit?” He’s tense behind you, his voice still tight the way he speaks to Theo.
Theo’s eyes lift to Jiung’s over your head. “If it weren’t for me, none of this would be happening,” he says, and there’s no response from Jiung. Theo looks back down to you, pushing his thumb deeper into your mouth, threatening to nearly gag you. “I think I should get a little leeway for that, shouldn’t I?”
You just glare back at him in response. You’re not sure what it is about him, but he brings out the defiant nature in you. Maybe you just want to see how far you can push.
Theo smiles down at you before pulling his thumb out. “Cute.” Then he’s shoving two of his fingers back in your mouth, deep enough to actually have you gag this time before pulling out halfway and just letting them sit over your tongue.
You blink through the tears that have risen and see that all amusement is gone from Theo’s eyes, leaving cold indifference.
“Do you plan on mouthing off again?” He asks you, in an eerily gentle voice.
You think you might die if things get strung out too long; you’re still aching from not getting to finish from your time with Jiung.
So you shake your head no and Theo pulls his fingers from your mouth. “Good girl,” he says, then moves his hand down to push those fingers into your cunt.
You gasp sharply, pushing yourself back on Jiung at the sudden invasion, your legs trying to lock shut but Theo keeps them apart. You can feel Jiung’s cock kick against your back but you’re more focused on Theo’s fingers stretching you, shorter than Keeho’s but thicker.
Theo hums, watching your walls squeeze around him as he scissors his fingers open like it’s something clinical, completely ignoring the way you’re whining and writhing at the burn.
“It’ll fit,” he decides before pulling his fingers out.
You let out a shaky breath of relief, your head dropping back on Jiung’s shoulder.
Jiung’s body is taut with restraint behind you, his breaths coming out harshly against your left ear. He’s like stone against your lower back, hot and pulsing. You shift back a little, pushing yourself against his erection and you hear his breath hitch with a quiet whine only you can hear.
“Don’t,” you hear him whisper under his heavy breath.
It all goes unnoticed by Theo who’s busy working himself out of the rest of his clothes. And you forget all about Jiung when you’re met with the sight of Theo who’s thick enough at only half mast to have your legs clamping shut in fear.
“You’re not going to fit,” you say quickly, panicked as you try to shove yourself further into Jiung.
“Fuck, stop,” Jiung grunts behind you as he grabs your waist and holds you down to keep you from brushing against him.
Theo doesn’t chastise him but he does point you with a sharp look as he takes a hold of himself, stroking slowly. “You can take it,” he says, using his free hand to pry your knees apart again. “You’ve been preparing the whole night for it. It’ll fit.”
“Still,” you whine, feeling your head rush as you watch him thicken in his grasp.
You’re still squirming yourself out of Theo’s grip despite him getting increasingly annoyed.
“Jiung, hold her legs open.”
You hear Jiung scoff over your ear. “I thought you didn’t want me to touch her.”
One sharp look from Theo has Jiung reaching around you to grab you under your knees and pull your legs apart, leaving you exposed and vulnerable to Theo.
You turn your face into Jiung’s neck to hide, still trembling in his hold. You can’t help but feel a little humiliated being pried open like this in front of them, tears starting to prickle at your eyes.
The press of soft, plush lips against your jaw has you peeking out to see Theo an inch from your face and looking down at you with a softer edge to his still heated gaze. “I’m not going to hurt you,” he assures you. “You trust me, don’t you?”
Your eyes flutter closed as you try to take ahold of your uneven breaths. This is your Theo, the one who gives you the sweater off his back when you’re cold, the one who gives you his seat when everything else is taken, the one who’s always the first to make you laugh when you’re down. You take a deep breath and open your eyes, blinking away the tears.
“Yeah,” you breathe, peering up into his eyes, easing down at the soft smile that grows on his lips. “I trust you.”
He lets his eyes linger in yours, searching for any more signs of distress. When he doesn’t find any, he leans forward to press his lips to yours.
The kiss is gentle, grounding, caring— everything your Theo is.
But the soft spell is broken when you feel the blunt head of his cock against your clit.
He swallows the moan right from your lips before he lifts from the kiss, meeting your wide eyes with his that have lost the softness in them.
“You’re gonna take it for me, ‘kay?” That stony edge to his voice is back and you find yourself falling under its weight.
You nod quickly and Theo kisses you again, hard and searching as he drags the head of his cock down to your entrances and pushes.
You pull back from the kiss, tossing your head back over Jiung’s shoulder as you let out a broken cry. The stretch of him is nearly unbearable and all encompassing. And it’s only just the tip that breaches into you.
Theo’s forehead drops to your shoulder with a strained grunt, his own body going taut. “Fuck,” he hisses, overwhelmed by how tight your walls are around him.
Your eyes blur with tears as you blink up at the ceiling, breaths stuttering past your lips.
“Just breathe,” you hear Jiung’s soothing voice whisper in your ear, his lips brushing against it as he speaks. “Breathe. You got it.”
You follow his voice, follow his instructions as he guides you through taking Theo to the hilt. You open up slowly, swallowing deep breaths to let your body relax and open up for him. The sweet words from Jiung’s lips— that's it, you’re doing so good for us, so good, just keep breathing, such a good girl— guide you through the paces until Theo buries himself fully inside of you with a deep, shuddering sigh.
“Atta girl,” Theo whispers in your other ear, pressing a quick kiss to it. His voice is rough, strained, and somehow still condescending. “Told you you could take it.”
You whine softly in response because your ability to speak, or think even, is muddled out by the full feeling of him practically tearing you open from the inside. But despite it all, it’s a stretch that has you pulsing around him, like your walls are trying to keep him buried inside of you and keep you full.
Theo grunts at the way your body just sucks him in. His hands brace tightly against your hips before, without a warning, he starts to pull out.
The feeling is just as intense, has you crying out and has tears slipping down your face. But he’s not so patient this time. He pulls out in an agonizing drag until just the tip remains before he slowly pushes back in in that same, torturous drag.
It continues like that, until your cries of pain fade into short, rapid moans as the stretch burns away into pleasure.
Your eyes are blurry and your mind is half there, but you can still make out Theo’s strained words clearly. “Taking me so well,” he says through a grunt as he snaps his hips into you at a pace that’s steadily increasing. “Fit so nice and— ah, fuck— like you were made to take me.” He drops his forehead to yours, a thin sheen of sweat gleaming over his skin as his blown eyes bear down on yours. “Weren’t you?”
Your tongue feels too heavy in your mouth so you whine in response, eyes fluttering.
“Yeah you were,” he breathes then pushes into you with a sharp thrust that has you moaning sharply, your hands scrambling to grab onto his arms. “Just made for my cock.”
His hips start to speed up, making sure to drive all the way into you with each thrust. Your body bucks up with each snap, sending you rocking steadily on top of Jiung’s cock.
Jiung is barely holding on behind you; his hands shake as they try desperately to keep you open for Theo, his breaths laboured as they fall rapidly from his lips, his cock throbbing under each rock of your body. It takes great effort to hold back from coming, but he’s already far too close to the edge to where he knows it won’t be possible to hold back for long.
He peers over your trembling body to look up at Theo, his eyes prickling with tears from how painful it’s becoming to hold back.
“Taeyang,” he whispers, and the way Theo’s eyes snap from yours to his, fiery charcoal burning into his own, has him nearly toppling over the edge. He hopes the pleading look on his face is enough to get his question across. But the devil doesn’t make fair deals and Jiung’s got one holding his fate.
“No,” Theo tells him before he turns back to you and starts driving his hips even faster, tossing Jiung right into his own personal little hell as he lays there, neglected and forced to just take.
Theo feels nearly manic at the sigh of both you and Jiung under him, crying for him. But the sight is just too pretty and your walls are so warm as they swallow him in with each rough thrust, that he feels too high off of the power to let it go just yet.
Your eyes are unfocused on him, mind truly well and fucked out after the hours of constant stimulation. There’s a steady stream of moans and whines and babbles of please, please, please’s from your lips that he’s sure you’re not even aware of that spills into the thick air between you.
It goes straight to his cock, pulsing inside of you. But he holds back; he’s not close to done with you yet.
“You’re so noisy,” you hear Theo scold you lightly.
You can’t process much except for the heavy pressure pounding between your hips at a steady pace and the strokes of fire that spreads from it.
But you hear the command clearly as he glances over at Keeho to your right. “Do something about it, won’t you?”
Before you know it, there's a blunt pressure prodding between your lips. As if on instinct you turn your head and let your jaw fall open to accept Keeho into your mouth, throbbing and salty on your tongue as he starts to shallowly fuck into your mouth.
His face is strained as he looks down at you, eyes wide and glazed over in pure lust. He fists a hand into your hair and holds you in place as he starts to pick up the pace, though it’s already stuttering.
“M’not gonna last long, pretty,” he pants, hissing with each thrust in. “Fuck, you’re so warm.”
You moan around him at a harsh thrust from Theo, a sound that has Keeho’s cock twitching in your mouth.
“Fuck,” he snaps, his hand gripping tightly into your hair and sending sharp prickles of pain through your scalp. “Fuck it.”
Then he’s driving his cock deeper into your mouth at a rapid pace, nearly hitting the back of your throat with each thrust and leaving you gagging each time. But he doesn’t stop, just drives into you, pushing your head into him as he fucks into your warm, pliant mouth. “Take it, take it, take it.”
He comes with a loud, strained moan, pushing your head into his pelvis as he pushes all the way in and spills down your throat, cock twitching as it pulses around him.
It’s the way that your head goes floaty when his cock cuts off your air and you’re forced to swallow his cum, and the way that Theo circles his thumb around your throbbing clit, that does you in.
Your body thrashes in Jiung’s hold as your orgasm rips through you. You moan loudly around Keeho’s cock still buried in you as you come over Theo’s cock, tears streaming down your face and your nails digging roughly into Theo’s arms.
You feel Theo’s pace falter as you tremble through your climax, coughing when Keeho finally pulls out of your mouth.
You’re pretty sure you’re dead where you lay atop Jiung, still rattling from the orgasm as you come down from it.
But Theo doesn’t even give you the chance to recover from it before he resumes fucking you into the mattress, Jiung too by proxy, at the same rough pace.
Oversensitive and overwhelmed, you start clawing at Theo’s arms again, your body thrashing without your control. “T-Tae—!” Your voice breaks off before you can finish. You’re not sure when you’d started sobbing.
“Five,” Theo grits through his teeth, eyes still swollen black with desire and lust-drunk mania. He’s panting from the effort of fucking into you at the same, maddening pace. “Promised you six. You’re gonna come for me again.” His breaths are short, and his hips are starting to stutter, but he doesn’t slow down.
You try to protest and tell him that you can’t, but then he’s wrapping his hand around your throat and squeezing down on the sides with his fingers and you get that floaty feeling in your head again, like you’re lifting out of your body. Your body’s starting to feel numb but you also feel everything all at once and you’re not even sure where you’re last orgasm ends, if it even did, and the next one starts, but you’re coming again, body quivering, eyes rolling back, jaw falling open in a silent cry.
The sight tips Theo right over the edge with you as he fucks into you hard, one, twice, three times before he shoved himself all the way in and paints you deep within your walls with hot ropes of his release. He plasters himself down on you as his body gives out but his hips are still grinding into you, rocking his cum deep into you.
You’re not sure when you had passed out— or, did you pass out?— but when you blink your eyes slowly open you’re met with Keeho and Theo’s concerned faces peering down at you.
As soon as your eyes open, their faces wash over in instant relief.
“Thank god, she’s fine,” Keeho says, dropping his head low and sighing in relief.
Theo turns to Keeho and whacks him on the back of his head. “I told you I didn’t fuck her dead, you idiot.”
Keeho yelps and lifts his head with a glare. “Well, what else was I supposed to think, she went out!”
Theo just glares back at him in silence.
Okay, so you did pass out. But you don’t feel quite awake just yet either, at least not physically. Your bones feel like ten tonne bricks, there’s a sticky soreness thrumming between your hips, and every movement takes a Herculean effort as you try to shift.
The pair of arms wrapped around you, trapping your arms under them, prevents you from moving. You try to shift again but the arms clamp down even tighter and a tiny panicked gasp hits you behind your ear. Jiung.
That’s when you feel it— the thick dampness splattered along your back and Jiung’s softened cock pushed against the small of your back.
“Hey.” Your focus snaps back onto Keeho as he brushes your hair out of your face. “Are you okay?”
You blink up at him. Besides the heavy limbs, the sore throat, the somewhat bearable ache between your legs, and your syrupy mind, you feel fine— good, even.
“Yeah,” you say, taking all of you by surprise at how croaky your throat is.
Theo turns back to glare at Keeho. “You went too hard on her.”
Keeho whips his head to him, flabbergasted. “You’re one to talk!”
“Guys,” you groan, trying your best to blink yourself out of the fog that’s making your brain feel like soup. “Quiet, please.”
“Sorry, sorry,” Keeho amends quickly. “C’mere, let’s get you in a bath.”
He reaches forward to pick you up but Jiung’s arms clamp down on you again and yanks you right back down, refusing to let you out of his arms.
Theo and Keeho both turn to Jiung, identical expressions of shock worn on their faces at the uncharacteristic show of clinginess.
“Ji?” Theo asks, reaching past you to touch Jiung but you feel Jiung’s face bury into your shoulders.
Your mind snaps almost fully awake when you feel his lashes flutter against the skin on your neck, damp with tears.
“I didn’t mean to,” you hear him mumble into your shoulder in a tiny voice.
You know what it means, but you let Theo and Keeho figure it out on their own. Theo gets to the answer quicker, a fond but teasing smile pulling on lips.
“You just couldn’t hold yourself back, could you?” He teases, reaching over to affectionately scratch at Jiung’s head but Jiung buries his head further into you and away from the touch.
“I tried,” you hear him whisper. “‘M sorry.”
You feel a wave of fondness wash over you at how small he sounds. He’s never this clingy, never this whiney, and it makes you want to bury him in your arms despite the fact that you can still feel his cum drying against your back.
Keeho seems to feel the same sentiment as he surges forward and somehow wraps his arms around both you and Jiung.
“He’s so cute,” Keeho coos and that seems to snap Jiung out of it a little, his usual grumpy tone back into his voice as he tells Keeho to fuck off.
You can’t help but giggle at their antics, a sound that has everyone stop short and stare down at you.
Your laugh fades out at the attention. “What?”
Theo’s smile is soft as he pulls the blanket off of the floor and throws it on top of you. “Nothing,” he says, tucking the blanket around the three of you.
“I didn’t think cuddling was offered,” you mumble, but being sandwiched between Keeho and Jiung is something you really can’t complain about.
“You get the full package,” Keeho says, running his hand through your hair, fingers gently scratching down your scalp.
You hum under the touch, eyes fluttering closed. It makes you almost want to purr. “I don’t remember paying for a full package.”
“You’re not paying us at all,” Keeho states.
“Should I?”
He whacks you atop the head with the hand that was carding through your hair and you nearly whine at the loss of his fingers digging into your scalp. “We’re not cheap whores,” he scolds you lightly.
“No, but you sure act like ‘em,” you say then snicker at the affronted look on his face.
“You seemed into it though,” Theo points out as he climbs back into bed, damp towel in his hand and sweatpants back on. You didn’t know when he’d left.
Your cheeks heat at the accusation. “Kinda hard not to be,” you mutter, turning your face into the pillow.
You inhale sharply when you feel the hot towel press against your back.
“Sorry,” you hear Jiung mumble before he makes quick work of wiping down your back then between your legs, making sure to be careful but even the slightest touch has you twitching and whining.
You feel better wiped clean, comfortable enough to where you start to doze off. But a sharp poke to the forehead has you blinking your eyes open and glaring at Theo, who’s hovering over you with an arm braced between you and Keeho.
“What?” You snap.
He raises a brow at you. “Well?”
“Well what?”
“Did we prove you wrong or what?”
You groan as you try to roll away but he drops himself on your chest, effectively trapping you. “Do I really have to say it?”
You feel Keeho’s lips brush against the apple of your cheek, can practically hear the smile in his voice. “It would be nice.”
You sigh deeply. You figure it’s the least you can do, considering the fact that they’d just turned your world upside down. And probably ruined sex with anyone else for the rest of your life.
“Fine,” you huff, trying to come off as gravely inconvenienced but the grin on Theo’s lips has your own smile growing. “Yes, you proved me wrong. Six times over.”
Theo chuckles, breath brushing over your lips as he rests his chin on your chest. “You’re welcome,” he says cheekily and has your eyes rolling fondly.
“So…” Keeho trails off, pulling your eyes to him. He’s trying to smother down his up-to-no-good smile, but failing miserably. “Who was your favourite?” He asks, because of course he would.
You scrunch your nose, pretending to think. “Definitely not Theo,” you settle on, glaring lightly down at Theo’s still smug face. “He’s an asshole.”
Theo pouts dramatically, not even bothering to be actually offended. “Is that any way to treat the guy who just gave you six orgasms?”
“What is wrong with you?”
Jiung, who’s still tucked into your side, bristles at that. “Why are you taking credit for all of it?” Jiung grumbles into your shoulder, refusing to detach from you.
“Again, none of this would have happened without me,” Theo answers like it’s just the simple truth.
You roll your eyes, exasperated. “Okay, then next time we’ll just leave you out of it completely.”
You don’t even get the chance to process your own words before the door to your bedroom is slamming open and Intak, Soul, and Jongseob come crashing down to the floor in a pile of messy limbs, cursing and clawing at each other as they try to untangle themselves.
Intak elbows the other two away and lifts himself up above them, looking up at you with the eyes and eager grin of someone who’s just been told they were nominated for a Grammy. “Next time?”
Jongseob and Soul stop clawing at Intak to look up at you, waiting for your answer with bated breath.
You blink at them, then turn to Theo, who’s looking at you with the same curiosity. Jiung and Keeho’s eyes burn into the sides of your face.
You don’t even have to think twice as you’re dropping your head back on the pillow and smiling up at the ceiling, a deep satisfaction settling in your chest much like the dull, aching one between your legs.
if you started listing every single positive thing about dating an idol like choi yeonjun, the list would probably be endless.
working at his company didn't just mean proximity. it gave you the perfect excuse for little getaways together in different cities. mini holidays tucked between schedules.
the tour kept expanding, city after city, and yeonjun had a talent — or perhaps a flaw — for pushing himself past his limits just to give his absolute best on stage.
on the other hand, your role was more about presence than anything else. which meant you had as much free time as you wanted. and what better way to spend it than scrolling through tumblr? you'd been addicted long before you'd even dared to fantasise about dating your bias.
and although you'd never really had any serious arguments — nothing beyond who'd eaten the last slice of pizza or why he kept stealing a few of your clothes to complete his outfits — you hadn't expected something so... small to turn into a problem.
one that would lead to a solution you never saw coming.
you came back from the kitchen with a mug of coffee for him and a hot chocolate for yourself, but your smile faltered the moment you caught the look he threw at you as you stepped into the room again.
your phone in his hand.
“is something wrong?” you asked, genuinely confused, setting both mugs down on the bedside table before turning your head back to him.
you've never been the type to hide things from each other and, although yeonjun has never been the sort of boyfriend to snoop through phones, your pin is his birthday — and he knows it, uses it whenever he wants to send himself the photos you've taken of him or put some music on from your mobile.
even so, he doesn't need to answer.
he simply turns your phone around, holding it up in front of your face. and there it is — your tumblr account glowing back at you from the screen.
“i opened a notification by accident,” he explains, though the tightness in his voice, the way his whole body has gone rigid, tells you he's forcing himself to stay composed because the other members are just a few hotel rooms away. “it's... sweet that you read stories about me, yn. won't deny that.”
the use of your actual name is enough to make your stomach drop.
yeonjun is hopelessly addicted to sickeningly cute pet names. and when he stops using them — that's when something is wrong.
“baby, i don't understand–”
“oh, you don't understand?” he scoffs, humourless, glancing away for a second as if you've just lied to his face. you haven't.
you genuinely don't know what's upsetting him.
“a story where i'm a university playboy who turns out to be a virgin? yeah, i can wrap my head around you fantasising about that...” he looks back at you, then down at the phone, scrolling until he reaches the part that clearly matters.
and when your eyes catch distraction – choi soobin, reblogged on your profile — you swallow.
“'i needed something like this in my life,'” he quotes, disbelief laced through every syllable. “is this a joke?”
your comment clearly doesn't amuse him. your phone slips from his hand onto the bed as he stands abruptly.
“baby, it's not what you think. i was just reading it and liked the narrative, it's not like—”
“like what?” he cuts in. “like you read erotic stories about my bandmate?”
his voice threatens to rise, but he forces it down. he refuses to even consider shouting at you. still, the vein standing out against his bare forehead gives him away.
he's right at his limit.
“i'm not fantasising about soobin, baby, please.” you step closer, hoping your words will be enough to steady him.
your hands brush over his forearms — a silent question, asking for permission before you hold him.
“i promise it's not like that. i only read it because i've probably already read every single fanfic about you.”
yeonjun watches you for a few seconds, jaw tight — then it slowly eases. his shoulders drop with a measured breath, and you take the chance to wrap your arms around his waist.
“they're called fanfics?”
you can't help but smile at the shift in his voice — softer now, threaded with faint curiosity.
yeonjun is so not chronically online it borders on impressive. he genuinely has no idea what his fans create about him.
and you thought the conversation would end there — that it wouldn't come up again.
until a couple of nights later.
after a hot shower, waiting for yeonjun to come back from practice, you pick out the comfiest pyjamas you own for the night.
when he appears at the bedroom door, you smile and step close enough to kiss him in greeting, but the sheer intensity of him catches you off guard.
"ngh—" slips from your throat against his mouth. his hands cradle your head as if he needs to make sure you won't pull away and, god, it's choi yeonjun — it's impossible not to feel your knees weaken when he kisses you like that.
“missed you— so fucking much—” he murmurs between kisses that grow messier, less restrained. his teeth catch your bottom lip and another soft, helpless whimper spills from your throat.
his hands find your hips and he lifts you as if you weigh nothing at all. he carries you to the bed, lets your body fall back against the mattress.
before you can even catch your breath, his teeth sink into the inside of your thighs, sharp and deliberate, while his fingers push the fabric of your shorts aside — your panties along with them.
your hips lift instinctively when you feel his breath ghost over your cunt, warm and teasing.
“babe—“ you whimper, and that alone makes him grin. he knows where you want him. he always knows.
his tongue teases your clit at first — slow. your legs tremble, your hands tangling in his hair, tugging without meaning to.
yeonjun has always been good at eating you out. he knows how to start, where to lick, which movements make your breath hitch, how to take his time until you're shaking for him.
you squeeze your eyes shut. his name slips from your lips before you can stop it, and your hips chase friction at the maddening slowness of his movements. but you already know him, and he knows you.
so his hands grip your thighs to keep you exactly where he wants you, his mouth devouring you like he's been thinking about this all day.
and if there's one thing yeonjun is even better at than eating you out, it's using his fingers.
“fuck— yes!” your back arches when you feel two fingers push inside without warning, sliding in slick and effortless.
it's ridiculous how wet you get just for him — how your body gives you away every single time. but you can't help it. can you?
his lips close around your clit, sucking gently while his tongue keeps a steady rhythm. he's always been addicted to your taste, your scent — the way you unravel for him does something to his head.
his fingers stay buried inside you, curling in that come here motion that hits exactly where you need it most.
you moan loud, embarrassingly loud. your skin prickles every time his fingertips brush that sweet, devastating spot, the tension in your stomach tightening and loosening in waves, pulling you closer and closer to the edge.
but when you open your eyes — almost like your body's bracing for the orgasm about to wreck you — your heart lurches violently in your chest.
soobin is standing in the doorway.
arms crossed.
watching you both.
“what the—!” you jolt, legs instinctively trying to snap shut as you push yourself up, but yeonjun stops you.
“stay.” he growls against you, the vibration of his voice sending a sharp shiver through your body.
“soobin is—”
he pulls back just enough to look at you, eyes darker than they were seconds ago. “lie back, yn. now.”
you know that voice.
god, you do.
your body lowers back onto the mattress, obedient despite the chaos in your chest. his fingers keep striking that spot again and again, precise, but you force yourself to stay composed. you can't look away from soobin, still standing in the doorway like this is nothing. like this is normal.
“what is going on?” you manage, breath thin, eyes flicking back to your boyfriend as he shifts to get comfortable.
he settles at your side on the bed, propped slightly on one elbow, never once stopping the steady rhythm of his fingers inside you. he finds your g spot effortlessly — he always does — but your hips are stiff now, your muscles tense. you don't let the pleasure take you. not while soobin is watching.
yeonjun and soobin share a look, and the third presence between you begins to move with calm steps towards the bed. the eye contact between you is intense, charged, even though soobin's demeanour remains what it always is — outwardly relaxed, almost shy, if you didn't know him well enough to see past it.
he kneels beside the bed, his face level with yours.
but you turn to your boyfriend instead, frowning.
“yeonjun, this isn't—”your voice breaks off, swallowed by your own whimper when his fingers suddenly pick up speed inside you.
“were you saying something?” he arches a brow, holding your gaze — almost. because your eyes are fighting to stay on him instead of rolling back at the forced pleasure coiling tight in your stomach.
“i–i—” you can barely form words without dissolving into a mess of broken moans. you're tense — so tense your body has nowhere to send the pressure except into the pleasure yeonjun keeps dragging out of you, mercilessly pressing against that spot while he watches your face.
his jaw is tight, eyes dark — almost black. you can feel his erection against your leg, hard, insistent, pulsing with every shallow breath he takes.
“you know our safeword,” he says, tone measured, almost clinical — like this is a test. “you'll say it if you need to. won't you? say it, yn. go on.”
it's an order. you recognise it.
but your mind won't cooperate. not when your orgasm is cresting, seconds away from tearing through you — not with your boyfriend's fingers inside you and his bandmate kneeling right there, watching you fall apart.
yeonjun knows your body so well — like the back of his hand — that at the very first sign of your release, the way your walls tighten around his fingers, he stops without warning.
you cry out, the tension draining from you all at once as frustration replaces it. your eyes look wrecked, desperate — almost as if you're being punished.
“i was going to c—”
“quiet.” his voice is firm. it makes you feel small.
“she's so pretty.”
the voice beside you makes you turn, heat rushing to your face. you can't hold soobin's gaze for more than half a second. your body throbs in response to the praise, and beside you, yeonjun's jaw tightens even further.
you look back at yeonjun, your eyes silently asking what this is — why soobin is here. no warning. no explanation.
without a word, his fingers start moving inside you again, slower this time — but now his thumb joins in, tracing tight circles over your clit. you swallow a moan; it's almost too much, the stimulation sharp and overwhelming.
“didn't you like the story about you and soobin having sex in his room?” yeonjun asks.
your cheeks burn. you've never felt so exposed.
“i didn't—”
“you're going to tell him every detail, yn,” yeonjun orders — nearly a threat — as his fingers pick up pace again, the double attention between your legs dragging you helplessly back towards pleasure. “every. single. detail.”
“i don't want to.” you murmur, trying to make it sound steady instead of like another broken moan slipping out of you.
“and what's the word for that?” he raises his brows.
you part your lips to answer — but soobin steals your attention again.
“you can tell me, yn,” he says softly. “you know i wouldn't judge you, right?”
you glance at him for only a second before looking back at yeonjun. your walls tighten around his fingers — not from release this time, but from the weight of being watched. from the way soobin's calm voice does something to you. it's inevitable. it's your body reacting.
“come on, yn,” yeonjun urges. “tell him.”
you turn to soobin, properly meeting his eyes, and your lips fall open. a soft whine slips out when your boyfriend suddenly increases the pace again.
“i was only reading it because—”
“yn.” yeonjun's voice brushes your ear in warning, his fingers pressing a little deeper.
soobin lifts his brows slightly, silently urging you to continue.
“it's about a girl who's your best friend and s-she likes you—” you manage, words trembling as the knot in your stomach pulls tight again.
soobin nods, his hand lifting to cup your cheek gently. “you're doing so well. keep going.”
the knot tightens, sharper now, and yeonjun takes advantage of it — his fingers moving faster, more deliberate. his thumb knows the exact rhythm to keep you hovering right at the edge without letting you fall.
“and then y-you offer to calm her down, you start to—”
your legs try to close, instinctively, but they don't let you. you glance at yeonjun, and he's looking at you like you're the most intoxicating thing he's ever seen.
“you're going to keep those pretty eyes on soobin, alright?” he murmurs. you nod, not daring to disobey. “if you look at me again, i'll stop. and you don't want that, do you?”
you love when he does that — speaks to you like he knows exactly what you need.
because he does.
your head turns back to soobin, and the wrongness of it all only makes it more intoxicating.
“look at you,” soobin murmurs, “so pretty and so desperate at the same time.” his thumb drags lightly over your lower lip. “go on. i want to hear the rest.”
“y-you go down on her—”
“no.” yeonjun corrects now, his voice firm against your ear. “he goes down on you.”
you swallow, hips lifting instinctively to chase more friction.
“you go down on me— while i'm looking at the mirror on the ceiling—” your back arches; soobin's mouth curves faintly at that. “then you make her— make me come a few times and—”
soobin catches the shift in your expression before you even warn. his eyes darken.
“i'm gonna cum,” you breathe out, the words torn from you in a desperate whisper. your hips lift, your legs trembling uncontrollably. “shit— 'm going to cum.”
soobin glances at yeonjun, then back at you.
you don't want to. not like this. not while looking at your boyfriend's bandmate.
“baby, please—” you turn, almost pleading and instantly regret it when you feel the sudden emptiness as his fingers slide out of you. “yeonjun!”
“i warned you.” he says simply, shifting to switch places with soobin. “hands above your head. eyes closed.”
you look at both of them before obeying. you feel your legs being parted by warm hands, though you can't quite tell whose they are.
“she's soaked.” soobin murmurs under his breath, sounding almost surprised.
“such a pathetic mess,” your boyfriend replies, almost mockingly. “she's always like this. sometimes i don't even have to touch her for her to get that wet.”
your cheeks burn. they're talking about you like you're not even there — or like it doesn't matter that you are.
“you should see her after shows,” yeonjun adds, his voice brushing across your face. “her panties are ruined every time i perform talk to you, my needy little whore.”
yeonjun's perfume fills your lungs, makes your stomach twist — but while he keeps talking, warmth spreads between your legs.
you jolt — first because it's soobin, and second because his tongue is warm, slow, and he knows exactly where to lick without you having to guide him— just like yeonjun.
“f-fuck, yes,” you breathe out, eyes squeezing shut as your hips tense. “mm— right there.”
“told you,” your boyfriend mutters, fingers tangling in your hair to tilt your head back with that familiar, controlled firmness. “she goes stupid if you know how to eat her.”
his thumb brushes along your jaw as he leans closer.
“and that's nothing,” he adds, voice low against your ear, “you've no idea what she's like when you start playing with her nipples.”
your lips part when you feel the tip of yeonjun brush against them, and he begins to move his hips — slow at first. his grip in your hair is firm, guiding the rhythm of your mouth taking him.
“and her mouth is so...” he exhales heavily, almost a growl, “so easy to use. its a fucktoy you're going to love.”
soobin only answers with low, muffled "mhm" sounds between your thighs, eating you like a starving man. the only things filling the room alongside yeonjun's voice are your choked, uncontrollable moans — and the wet sounds of soobin's tongue against you.
his chin is slick with you, your arousal coating him even though you haven't come yet.
and just when you think you couldn't possibly be any more overstimulated, you feel two hands travelling up your body until they reach your nipples.
but no — it isn't yeonjun.
soobin's fingers squeeze them gently at first, drawing a sharp arch from your back. then his touch turns precise, deliberate — thumbs circling the hardened peaks, rolling them in a way that pushes you closer and closer to the edge.
yeonjun uses your mouth, thrusting steadily, his length sliding deep into your throat. tears spill down your cheeks, but your eyes stay shut, your hands remain above your head — just like he told you.
one of the things he's always loved about you is the way your throat tightens around him, how you can take him so deep without faltering. you barely gag anymore — almost used to it from the countless times you've done this for him.
yeonjun knows how much you love doing this — how soaked you get for him, tasting every inch of him in your mouth.
soobin's tongue on your clit becomes unbearable, and your nipples burn with overstimulation, so you let yourself fall into the pleasure completely.
your moan vibrates against yeonjun's skin, your hips lifting instinctively, while soobin grows even more desperate to taste every drop you spill across him.
the climax hits so hard that your thighs clamp around him without meaning to, the intensity stretching the pleasure far beyond what you're used to.
you twist on the bed, drawing your legs together, arching your back, trying to ride out the orgasm as it rolls through you.
“i'm not done with you yet,” you hear your boyfriend growl, tugging your hair to pull you back. you moan, tilting your head up to look at him. his knees press into the edge of the bed, eyes dark and amused as he watches you like the toy he's playing with. “look at you — so easy to ruin.”
it's true. you're a mess, and this is only the beginning. tears blur your vision, your chest struggles for normal breaths, and your legs tremble uncontrollably.
soobin wipes the remnants of you with his hand and glances at his friend. “can i?”
you notice immediately that soobin's cock is bigger than yeonjun's — just by looking — but everything happens so fast that you barely register it.
your head falls back over the edge of the bed, mouth open, while soobin thrusts slowly into your throat — taking his time just to see the way your gag tightens around him as you choke out muffled moans.
yeonjun gives you no chance to recover. his hands clamp onto your hips after pulling off your clothes, and with a hard, precise thrust, he hits your g spot again, sending sharp, delicious jolts of overstimulation through you.
the sound of him thrusting roughly echoes through your room, fingers digging into your skin as if he's afraid you might vanish.
and you? you're just a small, overstimulated thing caught between two friends, a mess of saliva around soobin's cock.
he slips from your mouth with just the right softness. a heavy groan escapes him, and even though you can breathe again, it's impossible to do it properly. not with the raw, relentless way your boyfriend is fucking you.
you glance toward the end of the bed — yeonjun's forehead slick with sweat, hair pushed back. the sight is hypnotic, as it always is. effortlessly beautiful. eyes locked on your bouncing breasts.
“look at him,” he says, breath ragged, lifting his piercing gaze to yours while thrusting his hips with even more brutal force. “don't you dare look at me.”
you do it — because yeonjun's voice always leaves you weak, and by now you're far too exhausted to think logically.
soobin watches you, his thumb brushing against your lower lip, sliding inside for you to suck. you do. the skin at the back of his neck ripples.
“she's really enjoying this.” he murmurs to yeonjun, almost mockingly.
your eyes stay locked on his, his finger pressing against your tongue, and you open your mouth obediently. he brings his cock closer again, and you lean forward to lick the tip. a low, amused laugh escapes him.
desperate. so pathetic.
yeonjun guides your legs onto his shoulders, lifting your hips. stars flare behind your eyelids as the tip of his cock finds exactly where you need it.
“‘mm— gonna cum.” you barely warn him, voice high and whiny, already trembling with need.
soobin exhales heavily, glancing back at his friend. “she’s always like this?”
yeonjun grips you harder, thrusting into you with a brutal force that borders on painful — and you love every second of it.
“yeah,” he pants, barely looking at soobin, eyes fixed on you. tears threaten to spill from your eyes as you take soobin in your mouth. “she's always this cockdrunk.”
just hearing the word is enough to let your body release all the built-up tension, flooding yeonjun's cock with your fluids. you moan loudly against soobin, the vibration tickling the tip of him.
“fuck, yeonjun, i’m gonna cum.” soobin warns, tilting his head back as you try to catch your breath, still sucking on him.
“no, don't—” your boyfriend says, shifting his attention to him with a sharp glance, pulling out of you to give you a moment to recover.
a moment so short you barely manage it.
in movements that felt almost torturous, yeonjun guided soobin until he was positioned over you. his instructions to you were clear. “on your back,” “look at him,” “hands up”
and you did, because by now you were fully wrapped up in everything happening.
soobin slides into you carefully, giving you time to adjust to his size. he isn’t as thick as yeonjun, but noticeably longer. his eyes stay on you the entire time, as if silently asking whether you’re alright, whether you’re sure about this.
and you are — you always are.
the dynamic with your boyfriend has been like this since the beginning of your relationship. he orders, you obey. yeonjun has a thing for control, and it goes beyond sex. in the middle of the street, in everyday life, even at work — he likes to give instructions, likes everyone to see that if there’s anyone who knows how to handle you properly, who knows exactly what you need, it’s him.
your eyes search for him because you can’t help it. even though soobin knows how to move and it feels fucking good, your pleasure answers to only one person in that room.
his gaze is locked on you, his hand wrapped around his hard cock. he barely moves it, almost as if he’s enjoying watching you more than touching himself.
you can see in his eyes that he’s enjoying this far more than he wants to admit.
“look at him.” he mouths the words — no sound needed. this is a punishment, one you’re both enjoying. a punishment for daring to think about someone else intimately.
and soobin? soobin gives you a raw thrust that drags you back to the present. so rough your eyes water.
because, yes. it feels soo good.
your back arches, your eyes roll, and a broken whine echoes through the room. your legs tremble — a confusing mix of ache and desire that you can’t translate into words, only into incoherent sounds.
soobin leans down just enough to keep thrusting into you in a way that feels impossibly deep, so deep your stomach tightens almost instantly. you glance down — a subtle bulge appearing in your abdomen with each snap of his hips. the sight is nearly as hypnotic as the movement itself.
finally, he kisses you. at first his lips only brush yours, almost as if he’s asking before pressing them fully against you. they’re full — like your boyfriend’s — but different, and for a second your mind blanks.
soobin kisses well. too well.
his thrusts pick up. faster. harder. relentless. the kiss that began slow and deep turns messy, urgent. one of his hands moves to your nipple, playing with it in a way that makes your back arch sharply, breaking the kiss with breathless moans.
but that doesn’t stop him.
“s’ tight,” he groans against your lips as his hips pick up more speed, pressing his forehead to yours. “you’re s’fucking tight.”
he says it like it’s a compliment you should be proud of, and your walls clench instinctively around his width in response.
“s-soobin— s’good—!” your voice comes out ridiculously high, exhausted but desperate. the sound of skin slapping skin is obscene, filthy — loud enough that the rest of the hotel floor could probably hear. you don’t care.
none of you do.
when you feel that internal tightening that tells you you’re close, you instinctively turn your head towards yeonjun — but soobin catches your jaw, guiding your face back to him. it isn’t rough. it’s surprisingly gentle for someone who feels seconds away from losing control.
his eyes are almost black, fixed on you with a hunger and a kind of desperation you’ve never seen in his usual calm composure.
you lift your hips just slightly, chasing your own release — adjusting the angle with deliberate precision. it tips you over the edge without warning. the orgasm hits hard, sudden, stealing the air from your lungs and blurring your vision.
“fuck, soobin—!” you cry out helplessly, right at the peak, while he keeps thrusting instead of slowing down. it’s overwhelming. delicious. almost too much.
“stay like that— just like that.” it sounds like an order and a plea at the same time. your eyes are hazy with pleasure, but you catch the exact moment he loses himself too — his brows knitting together, eyes squeezing shut as a broken, uncharacteristically raw groan tears from his throat.
his hips gradually slow after you feel him spill inside you — warm, sticky, intimate. you let your body fall back against the mattress, and he braces himself with one hand beside your head, keeping his weight from crushing you.
both of you are breathless. both of you wrecked.
the hand still resting on your chest gives a few lazy squeezes, like he’s trying to come back down from whatever just overtook him.
when you finally look at each other, you realise you look the same — wide, disbelieving eyes. flushed cheeks. swollen lips. shy, almost embarrassed little laughs slipping out under your breath.
and then, together, you turn to look at yeonjun.
his hand is still wrapped around his thick erection. his abdomen is tight, muscles drawn sharp beneath his skin. the veins in his arms stand out — and the ones along his length are even more pronounced.
he takes a few steps closer and, even though you feel like you’ve already given everything, you know this is where the real punishment begins.
soobin is still hard. still inside you. the only difference now is that you’re on top of him, the new position letting him reach even deeper. his hands cup your breasts, squeezing, thumbs circling your nipples in slow, deliberate motions.
but he isn’t the reason those shameless whimpers tear from your throat, nearly turning into cries.
it’s yeonjun.
the merciless thrusts he drives into you, fingers digging into your hip to hold you still as he pushes into your other hole — each movement sharp, controlled, unrelenting.
his other hand wraps around your throat — firm, precise — pressing in just the right places, not enough to cut off your air, but enough to make your head feel light, your pulse throb beneath his fingers.
“is this what you wanted?” he breathes against your ear, raw and unsteady. it sounds like a reprimand, jealousy tangled up with hunger. “to have us both inside you?”
soobin lifts his hips to meet you, driving deeper, faster. your sweet spot doesn’t get a second to recover — it’s struck again and again without mercy.
yeonjun’s skin slams against you, harsh and relentless. tears spill from your eyes. it hurts. but it feels so, so good.
the head of yeonjun’s cock hits exactly where it needs to — over and over again — rough, relentless, not once pausing to ask whether it hurts, whether you like it. you can feel his jealousy working itself out through every thrust, his grip on your hips unyielding, possessive. a reminder.
his words at your ear are clear. “don’t you— fucking dare to forget who you belong to.”
your eyes are on soobin — on the way he’s losing himself, the way he enjoys every drop of your weight onto his oversensitive length — but all your awareness is centred on yeonjun. on his hand at your throat. his voice. the punishing rhythm of his hips.
“‘m sorry, ‘m sorry,” you whimper, turning your face just enough to catch his gaze. “‘m–‘m shit—! ’m yours—ah!”
they both pick up the pace at the same time, like some unspoken agreement you’re not part of. your body is so overstimulated, so worn down, that your next orgasm climbs frighteningly fast.
third? fourth? you’ve lost count.
all you know is the knot tightening deep inside you — but this time it spreads. not just in your cunt. it coils through parts of you you didn’t even know could feel like this, building into something bigger, sharper, overwhelming.
the first thing you grab onto are soobin’s forearms. your nails dig into them, and the sting only makes his thrusts turn faster, rougher. you can feel it building again, that sharp, desperate need to come. it’s different this time. stronger. fuller. almost unbearable.
“mmm— pleasse—! i–i need—” you babble, because that’s all you are right now. a toy. something for them to use. you’re a wreck of incoherent, pathetic little sounds. “c–cum—! ’m going— i—!”
yeonjun’s mouth is at your neck, biting down, leaving possessive marks along the spots that make you tremble hardest. your cunt aches with pleasure, clenching tight around soobin as his fingers keep teasing your sensitive nipples, pushing you closer and closer.
at the same time, you feel yourself tighten around yeonjun too — your other hole fluttering helplessly as he groans low against your skin, his own release right on the brink of breaking.
“look at what you made me do,” he mutters against your skin, almost venomous. “attention whore — is that what you are?”
your nails dig deeper into soobin’s skin. you hear him groan at the sting, but you can’t stop. you’re too far gone.
yeonjun leans back to your ear, lips brushing the shell of it as he delivers the final words that split you open completely.
“so fucking mine.”
“yes—!” your voice comes out high, broken, shrill — right as your orgasm crashes into you at the same time as theirs. the three of you unravel together, bodies locking, tension snapping all at once. heat floods you, overwhelming, intimate, leaving you shaking through the aftershock.
your body and yeonjun’s both slump to the side of soobin, your boyfriend immediately wrapping his arms around your waist. even the softness of his touch makes you hypersensitive now — your whole body trembling, nerves misfiring like tiny electric shocks beneath your skin. you can’t even open your eyes properly.
“you did so well,” he murmurs, pressing a kiss to your bare shoulder, his voice returning to that gentle, honeyed tone that always undoes you. “you’re so beautiful like this.”
another kiss — this time to your cheek.
soobin props his head on his hand, still catching his breath, watching the two of you quietly.
all three of you know this isn’t going to be a one-night thing.
summary: in a world full of soulmates, you don’t have a mark and come to the conclusion that you’re one of the rare people who doesn’t have a soulmate. until one day you wake up in a body that is not yours and a secret in the form of a person wrapped around your waist.
Stray Kids x Reader, soulmate au, soul marks, poly SKZ, idol au, stunt actor Reader, Ryan Renolds cameo
Everyone has soulmarks, whether you can see them or not. They don't always appear at birth, instead appearing once the other half of the soulbond is alive.
Most people are born with one mark, for their perfect match, but you... had eight. Your mom said it was a gift, to have so many people who were destined to love you.
But would it be so easy?
Paint Me in Your World
@live-laugh-bangchan
Hyunjin x Reader, soulmate au, idol au, idol Reader, strangers to lovers
You’ve been rehearsing this moment forever in your head. The way that your fingers would brush, how your eyes would shyly find each other, how the entire rest of the world would fade away into nothingness and it would just be you and your mystery soulmate. You’d written songs and poems about it, the kind of warm, yearning love song that had your fans swooning and dispatch wondering about a secret boyfriend. Everyone called you a hopeless romantic - your manager, your members, the fanbase - and you couldn’t even deny the fact that it was true.
Which is why this might be the worst possible time to be meeting your soulmate, here, at some shitty red carpet afterparty that you didn’t want to go to. There’s nothing romantic about the moment, no sparks, no fireworks and lovesick glances, just an accidental bump in a sea of bodies that makes you doubt the fact that it even happened in the first place.
That was months ago. Now you’re left with a world full of color but no romance, so you let the idea slip away from you. And that’s when you meet Hyunjin - perfect, sweet, Hyunjin - and wonder if it’s possible to fall in love with someone who isn’t tied to your soul.
Unspoken Words
@dygloria
Seungmin x Reader, soulmate au, first words, idol au, hurt/comfort
you’d accepted long ago that you simply didn’t care to meet your soulmate, especially with your growing idol career to focus on. however, life never goes the way you plan; enter Seungmin, who seems determined to annoy you into liking him back.
Soulmates
@stvrlix
Felix x Reader, soulmate au, angst, Reader doesn’t want a soulmate, Felix is a lover boy, family issues, hurt/comfort
Everyone is born with a special shaped necklace that's half of a unique shape. The other half? It belongs to your soulmate. You don’t believe in soulmates. So you keep yours hidden- until an accident leads you to find out Lee Felix, the person you hate most, is your soulmate.
Souls
@fenya-scribbles
Bang Chan x Reader, soulmate au, idol au, Producer Bang Chan, Assistant Reader
Absentmindedly, his left hand wanders to the right side of his ribcage, rubbing soothing circles there for a moment. His elevated heartbeat slows a bit, as he lets his finger wander over the spot where his soulmate mark sits. For just a moment, he closes is yes, focuses on his breathing.
Reminds himself of what the mark means.
It’s a simple truth, a calming certainty, that this job isn’t the only love this life holds for him. Chan lets his mind wander, bask in all the images he’s conjured up with his soulmate. Waking up to a soft smile, sharing walks in the autumn sun, dancing in the living room to one of his songs. Talking about anything and everything, together, forever.
Music will always be his first love, but he knows it won’t be his last.
Butterfly
@bangchans-girl
BTS x Reader, soulmate au, polyamory, idol au, Reader lacks self-confidence, family abuse, ANGST, eightsome, bdsm themes, Reader is SKZ Felix’s cousin
What happens when Y/N, a broken independent girl finds out she’s BTS final soulmate?
Cherries
@acphengene
Seungcheol x Reader, soulmate au, idol au, strangers to lovers
When Seungcheol was little he liked to fantasize about his other half, he liked to picture how you would look and sound. To him you were the most beautiful person in the entire world, he knew you would be, even back then when the two of you hadn’t even met yet.
And because of that it was even more devastating when he woke up on his thirteenth birthday and there was no mark. There was nothing. No feelings, no pain, no voices nor music. There were in fact no mark.
fruit aisle
@pvppymin
Jeongin x Reader, soulmate au, idol au, Birthday Boy Jeongin
Jeongin hates the words marked onto his skin right above his collarbone. Happy birthday Jeongin. He thought it was stupid and unoriginal. How was he supposed to know who his soulmate was if that was all he heard on his birthday?
Having schedules on his birthday made Jeognin feel sick. It increased the chances of him being able to meet his soulmate but how would he know who they were if every fan he met was telling him exactly what was etched into his skin.
in the middle
@pvppymin
Changbin x Reader x Seungmin, soulmate au, body swapping, polyamory, childhood friends to lovers
in a world full of soulmates, you don’t have a mark and come to the conclusion that you’re one of the rare people who doesn’t have a soulmate. until one day you wake up in a body that is not yours and a secret in the form of a person wrapped around your waist.
Soulmate Secrets
@sparky2020sworld
Stray Kids x Reader, soulmate au, idol au, Stylist Reader, polyamory, angst, mental health issues, therapy
After landing her job as Stray Kid’s stylist, Y/N discovers she shares the same soulmark with the group. Afraid of being misunderstood or seen as an obsessive fan, she keeps the truth hidden, torn between protecting her place in their world and the hope of one day belonging for real.
゜・。・ When your name is called as the tribute for District 12 in the annual Hunger Games, you accept it immediately, this is how people like you die. There’s no heroism in it, no surprise, just the usual math of starvation and bad odds. The reaping ends, the train begins to move, and somewhere between the steel walls and the locked doors, you realize two things that could delay the inevitable.
You’re not half bad with a bow and Choi Beomgyu, the district 2’s golden boy, can’t seem to keep his eyes off you.
May the odds be in your favor.
act i ᴛʜᴇ ꜱɪʟᴠᴇʀ ʀᴇᴀᴘɪɴɢ
act ii ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴘᴇᴄᴛᴀᴄʟᴇ ᴏꜰ ꜰɪʀᴇ part one
act iii ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴘᴇᴄᴛᴀᴄʟᴇ ᴏꜰ ꜰɪʀᴇ part two
act iv ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʜᴏᴇɴɪx ʜᴏᴀx
act v ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴀꜱᴛ ʜᴏᴘᴇ