NEKROTIV

AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/users/nekrotiv 20 + He/They

[isabel-magn0lia]

Zevi

[nekrowantstorp]

LOOKING FOR AN 18+ RP PARTNER FOR BIG SHOT ERA SPAMTENNA!!!

hi hi! i’m 20 years old and a fairly busy person, considering i’m a college student and a bartender, so replies may take some time on my end, but i try to keep it within a 1-5 day timespan! some more info about me uhhhh i’m MST, I’m a transman with he/they pronoun, I think about writing constantly and I’m just like a really cool awesome guy idk (no I’m not)

basically I am CRAVING spamtenna rp, specifically big shot era because I adore their dynamic and their build and how they’re both horrible and terrible but so devoted to one another oh I love them so much— anyway, I’d prefer to play Spamton as I am so deeply connected to that lil guy. I can do human au or just regular universe, and nsfw is welcome as long as it’s not the main focus. I am also literate — novella!

thank you for reading! please comment or dm me or add me on dc (nekrotiv) if you wanna rp please please please please please PLEASE I have such an itch to rp these guys

Also I am NAWT replacing anyone!!! I promise!!!

[nekrotiv]

Defernull bigshot or Swaptenna bigshot au anyone… I have… cravings… evil, sinister cravings… to play a silly lil spammy… for spamtenna… perchance…

[nekrotiv]

everyone show me your spamtenna miis NOW!!!

[nekrotiv]

I made him more beautiful look at him

[nekrotiv]

We’re getting closer chat he will be real

[nekrotiv]

new human au spamtenna fic in the works. Will release chapter one soon.

[officialspec]

exit door

[mouselikething]

i Want to see more guilty Tenna i want to see Tenna confronting himself for the harm he had caused in the past i want a Tenna redemption arc

[sirbird]

Remember bug nation, anything can be about your fixation if your crazy enough :}

[nekrotiv]

I’m obsessed with this art

[nekrotiv]

everyone show me your spamtenna miis NOW!!!

[nekrotiv]

I made him more beautiful look at him

[nekrotiv]

everyone show me your spamtenna miis NOW!!!

[arsonarena]

reblog if you like to see your own characters tortured

[nekrotiv]

are writing commissions a thing that people do? like— I may or may not be in a bit of a financial pickle, and I’m searching for anything I can do to help get me out of this. I’m not an artist, but I am a writer. Would people pay for scenes they want to be written out between pairings? Like I can offer spamtenna and the likes and I’ll write whatever scene you want if I’m paid for it? Does that sound greedy?

I sound desperate I’m sorry chat hahaha

[starcre8tor]

Been a hot minute but here's a redo of my version of Spamton (Bigshot era) -kinda fake smiles alot on camera and sharing Tenna's spotlight. -The moment he's in the Green Room, his mask is off and he's unsufferable. And smokes a pack a day. -Only Tenna makes him laugh and crack a smile but if ur another worker..yeesh good luck. -Gave him a tail. Folded in the tail propaganda my bad...

[nekrotiv]

the crowd cheers

[pupmae]

I think my least favourite thing is when people villainize Tenna.

Mind you, I'm not talking about when people point out his flaws, or you know, a genuine criticism (generally coming from people who. Like him. I don't think If seen a good criticism of his character from somebody who's even, like, neutral about him??)

Anyway!! So much of hate Tenna recieves trends towards. Call me a snowflake all your want. But ablesim. Stuff like 'suicide baiting Tenna' is a harmful BPD sterotype. It comes from people trying to downplay the seriousness of the mental illness by claiming 'They're just being manipulative! They're just trying to ger attention!' It's a real disorder that affects real people. These stereotypes can make these people feel like these feelings are invalid, and instead of reaching out, they'll think 'I'm being overdramatic!!' No.

Tenna is extremely mentally unwell, and Toby treats his character with caution and kindness. People like Tenna aren't bad people, and Tenna isn't a bad person himself. He's done bad things. He's a flawed character. But those flaws don't define him.

NOW!! REPEAT AFTEERRR ME!!!

* Neither Tenna nor Spamton were abusive in their relationship!!! They genuinely loved each other!!

* Tenna is an unreliable narrator!! His guilt warps his perception of the world so not everything he says will be 100% reliable!!

* Tenna knew like, nothing about Spamton's deal!! He knew something bad would happen if he made him sign the contract, but he thought it was something they could work out together!

* Spamton was willing to break the terms of his deal because he trusted and loved Tenna!!

* Tenna DIDN'T KNOW SPAMTON WASN'T GOING TO COME BACK. He didn't 'choose the phone'!!!

* Tenna and Spamton don't hate each other. They're both hurt. They both love each other. They're both unreliable narrators.

* Tenna isn't violent!! Tenna doesn't usually go 'hellboard crazy'!! He wasn't in control!!! He was SCARED!!!

Fyi: If I got anything wrong, feel free to correct me! I'm always open to (genuine) criticism!! :]

[nekrotiv]

Genuinely this.

They weren’t abusive towards each other. They’re a case of horrible miscommunication, and they seem to me at least like an avoidant x anxious attachment situation. They’re both not great people. They’re both flawed, and they’re both scared. Sure Tenna sweet talked the contract, but spam signed because he thought that it would be okay. Tenna wanted to be big *together*. That’s the main part people glaze over I think. I think they had an unhealthy relationship, but they loved each other. Genuinely. The hate they have for each other is more of a coping mechanism to cope with the lonely yearning they feel for one another. They still care.

[nekrotiv]

working on spamtenna fic again

it’s kinda sweet,,, kind of

it’s going to be miserable by the end but ohh it’s so good

[nekrotiv]

Guys guess who is working on the last of us x attack on titan crossover fic again (it hasn’t been updated since fucking August I’m so sorry)

Be prepared for doomed old man yaoi and Levi being a little moody shit with his uncle

[nekrotiv]

Guys I miss eruri so bad this is going to sound cringe at my ripe ass age of twenty but since amino fucking DIED I have no idea where to get new rp partners and I miss writing eruri so fucking bad bro does anyone have any recommendations on where to find people

[nekrotiv]

I spent 3 hours mixing my Dirkjake playlist. Do yall wanna see it

The answer is yes

Listen to it or I’ll cry

The art was done by my boyfriend go like his work also