Nemesis

"I Hope You Find A Way To Be Yourself Someday"

[books-n-quotes]

“Not having time for a person, not being able to sit in silence together with somebody, that’s the same as rejecting them, as being scornful about them.”

— Henning Mankell, The White Lioness

[nemesis-wolf-blog]

Goodbye

you ever loved someone with everything in you, the way you would love someone who has come from your soul? ever have that shatter into a million pieces right in front of you like you wish you could grab every single jagged piece fingers bleeding to place back together? then have that person basically spit in your face for years and years and you just take it? well enough is enough I'm tired of this same ol shit so to those I leave behind I'm sorry and those who come after me never let someone touch your soul because that's an instant death and I hope that I can help someone who is stronger than who I am overcome this pain being 30 years old I'm tired of trying and trying and trying and trying so as I write this I'm bleeding out and I'm happy happy that I can leave this cruel world happiness is temporary but pain is forever I love you

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I'm gonna cut my wrists so fucking deep that you can see my bones and then maybe you will love me

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my insides burn, you emtionially set my heart on fire and internally scarred me, how do I understand or get through what I'm feeling where do I even start to

[books-n-quotes]

I’m caught between trying to live my life, and trying to run from it.

Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being A Wallflower (via books-n-quotes)

[nemesis-wolf-blog]

I wonder how you would act if I got phone calls at 4 30 am from chicks #hmmm

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when I started this journey with you I knew it wouldn't be easy, not for you and not for me, I have not once cheated, kissed or even thought about another woman since I been with you and yet I'm here sitting here at deaths door because I didn't block an ex, an ex who doesn't mean shit to me, she's no one and you are everything to me, are you so damaged that you don't believe me ? or is it because you wanna force me to do something that I been struggling with not because I care about her but simply bc I considered her a friend at one point in time and yea she's evil and yea I'm doing my damnest to do what i need to do but if you ever consider me a cheater or that I want to hurt you then you really don't know me do you? #hurting #why #IMTRYING

[nemesis-wolf-blog]

why do I continue to fuck shit up

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suicide..

I just want to shoot myself in the face and call it a day

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when did we as humans stop living...when do we actually have fun again?

[books-n-quotes]

I’m with you. No matter what else you have in your head I’m with you and I love you.

Ernest Hemingway, The Garden of Eden (via books-n-quotes)

[pagewoman]

Red Fox Cub

[books-n-quotes]

Sometimes, you do things and you do them not because you’re thinking but because you’re feeling. Because you’re feeling too much. And you can’t always control the things you do when you’re feeling too much.

Benjamin Alire Sáenz, Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe (via books-n-quotes)

[books-n-quotes]

Don’t you know better? Hearts are breakable. And I think even when you heal, you’re never what you were before.

Cassandra Clare, City of Fallen Angels (via books-n-quotes)

[purplebuddhaquotes]

Be careful when you cast out your demons that you don’t throw away the best of yourself.

Friedrich Nietzsche (via purplebuddhaquotes)

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my suspicions keep growing everyday and soon I'm just gonna give up