Lost in a river

Nemo Rivers| 18| Student at Disney academy| Sadly the brother of Scarlett Rivers| Son of Marlin

[ezzie-boogie]

Halloween’s going to be here soon. I suggest you start hiding now.

[nemo-rivers]

Hiding from what? An emo guy with stringy hair?

[nemo-rivers]

[sterling-magnus-deactivated2014]

I don’t know. *he looks down* are we still together or not? You never made that clear in the first place…

[nemo-rivers]

Of course we are Ster, I thought you knew that I love you

[sterling-magnus-deactivated2014]

B-b-but love doesnt always m-mean a relationship y-you know and Im…

[sterling-magnus-deactivated2014]

So… we a-are dating then? L-like for reals? Only us. N-no sharing each other with anyone else? [He watches nemo carefully]

[nemo-rivers]

[he smiles and nods] I thought we already were, but yeah, for reals. No sharing. No mixed feelings crap. Nemo and Sterling, yeah?

[nemo-rivers]

I honestly think....

[sterling-magnus-deactivated2014]

I don’t know. *he looks down* are we still together or not? You never made that clear in the first place…

[nemo-rivers]

Of course we are Ster, I thought you knew that I love you

[sterling-magnus-deactivated2014]

B-b-but love doesnt always m-mean a relationship y-you know and Im dumb s-so sometimes I dont know these things…

[nemo-rivers]

[He sighed] Sterling, I know you think I don't love you sometimes, and I know I'm a dick for just locking myself away in my room, but I promise promise promise I'll try to spend more time with you. You'll always be my lil sharkie Ster, no matter what. And I love you. I'm in love with you. Whatever you wanna call it I just---I know that I'm happy when I'm with you, and so many more things and I don't think I'll ever wanna lose this feeling

[nemo-rivers]

I honestly think....

[sterling-magnus-deactivated2014]

I don’t know. *he looks down* are we still together or not? You never made that clear in the first place…

[nemo-rivers]

Of course we are Ster, I thought you knew that I love you

[nemo-rivers]

I honestly think....

I’m going through my goth phase again at this point

[sterling-magnus-deactivated2014]

Story of my life.

[nemo-rivers]

Am I allowed to kiss you, or am I a dick?

[nemo-rivers]

I honestly think....

I'm going through my goth phase again at this point

[nemo-rivers]

[nemo-rivers]

So Im still alive

Hi

[lumpy-the-heffalump]

Hi there!

[nemo-rivers]

Hey

[nemo-rivers]

So Im still alive

[nemo-rivers]

Hi

[shadow-evans-blog]

Who are you?

[nemo-rivers]

Nemo

[nemo-rivers]

So Im still alive

[nemo-rivers]

Yeah, family stuff

I know, I suck

[sterling-magnus-deactivated2014]

You know you have to make this up to me.

[nemo-rivers]

Yeah I know [he smiles] Sorry Ster, c'mon I got something for you a little forgive me present

[jerry-perry]

[nemo-rivers]

Nemo sniffled and he couldn’t help it as a few tears slipped down his cheeks “I-I don’t want you to go though, everybody always leaves and when you leave you’ll probably forget about me” he said and squeezed him tighter “J-jer I’m sorry for everything, I feel like I played...

[nemo-rivers]

Nemo shook his head when Jerry said that word. That fucking word. It was enough to break the fish, he was so used to people leaving. His mom hadn't really left, but her absence left a big hole in his life, along with so many other people leaving. "N-no Jerry I-I don't-you-please...." he said. He wanted to beg, to scream, to try to tell him to stay but he knew the words couldn't come out. And even if they did it wouldn't work anyway, Jerry seemed to have his mind set. "Will I ever see you again? O-or is this the end of the story?" he asked, cheeks red and a bit puffy from crying.

[jerry-perry]

I'm afraid this is goodbye.

[nemo-rivers]

Nemo had to let the words finally sink in before he was hugging Jerry “I-I don’t want you to leave….why are you leaving?” he asked, voice shaky and on the verge of tears

[jerry-perry]

Jerry felt Nemo’s arms wrap around his torso and let out a shaky sigh. He hugged back his friend and waited a moment before answering. “My brother left, Nemo, so I’m following him back home. I… need to make things right with him. I came here to get away from him, but now I know how big that mistake was.” He buried his face in the crook of Nemo’s neck for a second. “I’m sorry.”

[nemo-rivers]

Nemo sniffled and he couldn't help it as a few tears slipped down his cheeks "I-I don't want you to go though, everybody always leaves and when you leave you'll probably forget about me" he said and squeezed him tighter "J-jer I'm sorry for everything, I feel like I played you...I-I just want you to know that if Sterling had never come, and my feelings for him had never popped up i-it would've been you. I love you Jerry Perry, and I'm sorry, I'm so sorry"

[jerry-perry]

I'm afraid this is goodbye.

[nemo-rivers]

J-Jer?

[jerry-perry]

Goodbye, dear Nemo.

[nemo-rivers]

Nemo had to let the words finally sink in before he was hugging Jerry "I-I don't want you to leave....why are you leaving?" he asked, voice shaky and on the verge of tears

[nemo-rivers]

So Im still alive

Hi

[shadow-evans-blog]

Hi?

[nemo-rivers]

Hi

[nemo-rivers]

So Im still alive

Hi

[sterling-magnus-deactivated2014]

You left.

[nemo-rivers]

Yeah, family stuff

I know, I suck

[nemo-rivers]

So Im still alive

Hi

[jerry-perry]

I'm afraid this is goodbye.

[nemo-rivers]

J-Jer?