I love my best friend I love my best friend I love my best friend so much I would undoubtedly be dead without him I miss him so much I miss him sooooo much I am so sad why do we have to live in different countries why am I too mentally ill to travel right now I can’t even leave my flat I need to take the rubbish out but I can’t go outside this is so so so sad the last time we saw each other in person was January I’m going to throw UP
I can’t even tell him how much I appreciate him a lot of the time because a) I find it difficult but he knows that and most importantly b) whenever I do he thinks I’m gonna kill myself



















