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HAPPY PRIDE MONTH EVERYPAW art in my pfp by @rnessfey here on tumblr !!!! I have multiple mental illnesses and I formally apologize for anything I do that's rude or offensive (/gen) he/they/paw/fin

[neonxxc]

mentally insane idiot who spam posts

somewhat long introduction post !

I will 100% be adding onto this later

please call me my current preferred name/nicknames · tyler, ty, TJ

he/him/his · they/them/theirs · it/it's/itself · paw/paws/pawself · fin/fins/finself (ex. he is over there, they are over there, it is over there, paw is over there, fin is over there)

i sometimes will refer to myself using we/us/ours however I am not plural nor am I a system !

artist, kandi maker, furry, fiction/factualkin, kemonomimi, otherkin, yumeshipper, etc.

please keep my kins separate from my yumeships !

also a huge oshikatsumaxxer, I mainly oshi twenty one pilots (both the members + the lore characters)

some more brief stuff about my woke side

transmasc demiboy with neopronouns (if you could tell already lmao)

almondsexual + ambiamory

more on my pronouns page ! (click here)

my heartbearer (partner) · @louieeeeeeeeee

part of the skeleton clique since blurry face · 2015

I will find every chance I can to show off my 21p/yume shrine

asks are open, feel free to ask about any of my hobbies, interests, or even things like my yumeships

if you want to chat my dms are open or I also have discord

personal tags below !! (these aren't super important but I like being somewhat organized)

#xxcphotographs — photos taken by me since I secretly love photography even as a hobby

#xxcvoice — random posts of me talking or ranting about random things

#xxcdigitalink — posts including my digital art

#xxctraditionalink — posts including my traditional art

#xxcanawers — used for any posts in which I respond to stuff in my ask box

#xxcrandom — for all my posts that either make no sense or don't fit into any of my other tags

#xxcliveblog — for any of my live blogs (which are very rare)

[bnuuyface]

Sobbing. Look at him

[breachler]

happy pride month to talking about kissing your bandmate unprompted

[neonxxc]

what is fucking wrong with me what am I doing. my birthday is in 5 days and what am I doing? making gifts for my friends FOR MY BIRTHDAY. I'm still gonna give it to them but jesus christ there's something wrong with me. like why am I making stuff for them? my birthdays have increasingly gotten more lonely in the past years since I've basically narrowed down to 2 friends. I suppose this is me trying my best to keep them as friends or something bcuz I rly shouldn't be the one GIVING GIFTS.

[blurryfacedvik]

Oh Nova, how kind of you.

No reposting my art onto other platforms! Thank you!

[walkingtalkingcorpze]

popularize cuddling with your friends . popularize kissing your friends . popularize making out with your friends

[neonxxc]

this is genuinely how I probably used to sound when I would try to explain to that one guy in class that me and my "friend" weren't dating

[spookyrumio]

pride month celebration in bandito camp

[48kvasiii]

торч горит когда очень эмоциальный

[48kvasiii]

[thelightbulbman]

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[thelightbulbman]

Tyler Joseph and his stims

or... get this man an autism assessment.

in 'the ønly band in the wørld', tyler talks about feeling he can't quite be himself at shows where his family is present, and how they separate stage him out from the true him, when really he feels like the same person.

"i'll start saying things to myself like, 'maybe don't do that weird thing'" pg229 of the extended edition

"i don't know if i'm comfortable with her [rosie] seeing me as two different people" pg 230 of the extended edition

"i feel like a lot of the people i know and love put the tyler who performs onstage in a closet somewhere [...] it's like they let him do his thing and put him away again" pg231 of the extended edition

i feel like he has surpressed a lot of how he wants to act in his normal life, and feels he can only let it out on stage. but at the same time he really struggles with the duality of that. of people seeing his stage persona as separate, when to him it is the most real.

i love seeing him stim, and i know a lot of you do too. it makes me feel more comfortable about myself, especially as i share so many of the same ones as he shows. he feels so much emotion through music in a similar way to me and i love watching him show it. it makes me so happy to see him properly express himself and i wish he would let it out more.

anywayyyyyy... these are my first ever gifs! it was kind of fun to learn, but i am a perfectionist and i want them to be the best they can be. unfortunately i was not working with the best quality of videos, but i like how they turned out. i hope you enjoyed my little autistic analysis >_<

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[i-know-it-is-hard-to-believe-me]

"reminder: all men do is lie"

banner on the interview for YOURS.tv, 2015

[neonxxc]

i like to think the tinder story was real and they only started making different ones up so nobody could figure it out

[smallinfections]

how june is going to feel

[yeah-ephi]

josh dun. call me. we need to talk.

[louieeeeeeeeee]

boo! more kandi hehe (sum beads are from what my pf gave me :3)

[homosexuality-offical]

Is it gay to make out w/ home boy even if you have socks on?

nah bro you got socks

[neonxxc]

@louieeeeeeeeee don't worry I'll wear socks

[flynnstonegummy]

made this