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Girls Season 6 - [x]
LITTLE CHARACTER THINGS
just a fun little character game. fill in the below categories with 3-5 things that your character can be identified by. repost & tag away !
tagged: @ziinariya tagging: if you wanna do this, just say i tagged you !
EMOTIONS / FEELINGS: unsettled, like the hair of your neck standing on end, eyes glancing over your shoulder when you stand with your back to the darkness. when you are too deep in the water and you’re just keeping your head above water and something runs against your foot - you scream, and the waves overtake you, over your head; the panic sitting underneath your sternum as whatever it was against your foot pulls you down, into the current, and you can’t escape, and you’re screaming. your friend escapes, head breaking through the waves to gasp and suck in lungfuls of air as your lungs burn with the lack of oxygen. when the water wraps itself around you and you become weak and the darkness settles in across your vision and you’re trying to stay awake but it’s so hard, you can’t do it anymore, you’re too cold. acceptance of the fate.
GREETINGS: he sneaks, leaning against the wall or door with arms crossed. still, as if he were a shade in the dark, silent as could be. he never speaks first, watching, observing. “stars, why do you always have to do that?” he doesn’t spend time expelling pleasantries, immediately throwing himself full throttle into the conversation.
COLORS: black, black, BLACK ——— the darkness of the Styx is nothing compared to his favourite black; the bright blood red of his saber, of cut wrists, of cauterized self inflicted wounds. ivory and cream dipped in ink, the paleness of the white light that calls to him tainted by the ruin. thunderstorm cloud greys and silvers like jewellery.
SCENTS: worn leather - the scent of his father’s jacket, of his boots. petrichor. right after storms, the air still sharp with electric currents and water. the ocean air, salty but cool. sharp copper, the smell of blood, iron sharp. sweat.
CLOTHING: flowing robes, a cinched waist; warmth and insulated knits. calve length boots, with too tight laces. breasts bound by handmade binders. pants tight around his thighs; leather, cotton. gloves just tight enough for him to move but not enough to hurt.
OBJECTS: ancient holocrons, holding the knowledge of fallen empires. a crossguard saber; a damaged crystal, found when he was just a child. chipped glasses. propaganda posters, model ships. opalized wood. smouldering rubble.
VICES / BAD HABITS: bloodied fingers from nervous picking and biting; sores in his mouth from frequent inner bites. sleeplessness, leaving him rougher and harsher. impulsiveness, recklessness. violent outbursts, leaving behind rubble. being too cautious or not enough about boundaries. cracking knuckles.
BODY LANGUAGE: military straight back. heavy footfalls. nervous picking. clenching jaws; nigh constant glancing from corners of eyes. rarely turns his head when being spoken to. tilting head when intrigued; fingers playing with the plushness of his lips. clenched fists.
AESTHETICS: words of white on black backgrounds; lightning storms. dark blood in hands, in milk, on pale skin. unsafe binding. patchy red skin, heavy blue bags under his eyes. red glows, sunlight halos. stigmata, burnt edges, paper crumpling in a fire. the ash of a thousand enemies - graffiti on first order ships and walls.
SONGS: Monster - Starset // It Has Begun - Starset // Glass Heart Hymn - Paper Route // You Don’t Own Me - Grace // Chasing Twisters - Delta Rae
oceansburned.
IF YOU GO OUT into the woods today, you may be in for a big surprise. Her voice echoes against trees, the familiar tune sung softly to herself. Here, she is surrounded by never ending brown and green, each section of forest looking a mirror image of where she had just been. For her, these woods were home. For over six hundred years the crimson cloak adorned her shoulders, the wolves at her ankles, nipping and chasing and following their leader. Their MOTHER. The matriarch of the pack, she brought them their victims. For food or lover, it all meant the same to her.
The hood is pulled high cannot conceal the wolfish grin lifting her maw. A sweet pitter-patter is audible above her own steps and in the distance the wolves begin to howl. Shoulders shiver and quake, the fear of a fair maiden clearly a display for the one who follows. Whipping around in a quick flash, brown curls falling loosely around her face. She is the picture of innocence, a practiced act that she’s had centuries to perfect. “ Hello? ” She calls, a quiver in her dulcet tones. “ Who’s out there? ”
In the dark forests, where his master had sent him to continue his training, to purge himself of the darkness that reared its head again, he breathes; in, through the nose - out, through the mouth. Tuning himself in with the Force, in the darkness and light, in all of the living creatures. Yavin 4 was bountiful with it - the birds, the insects, the wolves. Wolves.
Starting, Ben’s dark eyes flicker open, towards the presence of predators, further in the distance; and before them, another, a voice, a soft girlish call. She beckoned him, come out, come out; but he was not foolish. A voice in his mind, with no body, no face, no blood and organs, set his skin alight, blistering under the knowledge that he was sought after by those who knew of his importance, his greatness. His mother, his uncle, his grandfather, grandmother - the blood of gilded prophecies flowing through his veins. ( So why did he feel so wrong? Why did he feel as if the voice of the girl was his own serpent come to pluck him from the breast of his own garden of Eden? ) The voice of his true master, of the beast who knew him so intimately he could neither hide nor flee, awoke, hissing in his mind. She is coming to kill you, child. Fingers settling along the hilt of his lightsaber, igniting the soft purple glow, listening to its emitted hum.
❛ A Jedi. Who are you? ❜ Speaking to the sky, he feels the ash of lies in his mouth; he’s not a Jedi. In his frail barely-there body, Ben Solo is more child, more learner, than Jedi, than warrior. With his soft skin, his soft eyes, his soft voice - mayhaps the hum of his sabre would fulfill the introduction more than his gentleness.
hadrian-zemenst:
Can you tell me how to feel? 'Cause I don't feel anything Now that I'm down here again I'm down with the fallen again
Timo Ketola
shadcwpreacher.
❝ WHY DO YOU DENY ME? ❞ she stares between two heartbreaks; aching to the marrow of her war-charred bones. Longing is cast towards her human heart, and rage towards the immortal. She is rent down the middle with her decision, REFUSING to accept the decree issued by her husband. She would not choose between the glistening creature that haunted her daymares, that taught her of death and magic and the man so warm that his presence would set her very SOUL alight. Kylo had never oncw refused her, not in all of her years in his strange land. They had always shared their hoard, basking like gluttonous creatures in all they could ever desire. How she LOATHED him now for the contempt he cast towards Ben. ❝ I have spread corpses from here to the horizon for you! I would never forsake you, I only ask that he stay so I might love you both! ❞
&. @nephillic· @wrxckage ( dat deathless au tho )
❛ Volchitsa -. ❜ His mouth forms the syllables, the harsh Russian on his tongue, as he looks from her to her lover. Again, again - his black gold, his black diamond, betrays him again. ( She is like all the other girls, the ones he’d trapped, sewing life to flesh, building his army to fight against the Tsar of Death. ) Ben, with his thick hair, his plush lips, life pulsing through human veins, is of his wife’s world. Flowing robes obscure the movements of his hands, nervously twitching behind his back before he is approaching. ( HE IS COMING, COMING, COMING. That is how this story began. His underlings showing the world of magic, the skin stripped from the world. )
❛ You cannot have both. Sooner or later, your chyerti side will lose; he will take you from me, and with you, you will take the egg of my death with you. You will betray me. And he will bore you. ❜ Undying eyes turn to the human, he who looked so alike himself but more human. Warmer skin, softer eyes, gentler jaw. ❛ And you will crush it for food when the winters leave your bellies aching, and she will learn to hate you for she is a wolf-girl and you are just a boy. ❜
- @wrxckage·
forcewhelmed:
i just want everyone to know that my ultra star wars super sith loving asshole of a friend made his lockscreen thing on his computer darth vader and set it to open w the touchscreen so that every time he gets on his computer he has to lovingly stroke vader’s face to get online @nephillic im callin u out bro come face it ok
THE FUCK....
NEPHILIM. I know everyone is sad about Carrie but I want to touch on something. A New Hope came out a month before my mother’s sixth birthday; when my grandmother took her to see it, my mom was so excited. She fell in love with Princess Leia. Within the next ten years, my mother learned to deal with the abuse of her father, helping her mother with her depression, taking care of both her younger brother and sister, working two jobs, going to school, and dealing with her own manic depression.
When she was in high school, my mother was carried home often because of how high and drunk she was. It was also during this time that my father was dealing with his own abuse, his own drug and alcohol problems. My father became addicted to crack, my mother a drug she will not tell me. Both my parents married, cleaned up, and on my mother’s twenty fifth birthday, I was born.
My mother, whom dealt with drug addiction, told me what an inspiration Carrie was to her. How Carrie coming out of rehab helped my mother quit; if Princess Leia can do it, so can I. In 2002, during my sixth birthday, I was first introduced to Star Wars. The same as my mother, and I fell in love with Princess Leia. She was an inspiration to me and I grew to love Carrie alongside her character.
I followed Carrie’s acivism, her discussion of her bipolar type ii (which, I was diagnosed with at fifteen), how her drug addiction hurt her. In times where I was so determined to hurt myself, the words of my mother came to me. If Princess Leia can do it, so can I.
Carrie Fisher was an outspoken, amazing woman who battled severe mental illnesses, drug addiction, ageism, sexism, and everything in between. She was a vocal proponent for help for mentally ill youth - she became an inspiration to young mentally ill. Carrie Fisher, never having met her, helped my mother recover from her drug abuse, her alcohol abuse, helped her stay on her medication; she, never having met me, helped me continue to live, gave me the inspiration to keep going.
I know everything hurts and everything aches but Carrie did something that so few celebs ever did. She inspired not one, but two generations of mentally ill to do their best, that we are just as capable, that we are more than what people want to box us into. She was an inspiration and I know, I know, she would want us all to keep fighting. She knew we are not alone, that we have each other, that we loved and love her. Carrie would never want us to give up and mourn her. Celebrate her. Remember what a beautiful, funny, angelic being she was.
If Princess Leia can do it, so can I.
tcnebrism replied to your post: NEPHILIM. AU where the Force Awakens is a...
OH MY G O D
NEPHILIM. Leia interrupts their hardcore sessions with cookies and sandwiches. Ben gets sick and decides not to go to school, but when Rey calls and ask if they’re still playing, he’s downstairs, setting up.
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[ hux is 100000% the DM. this is just. it’s canon ]
NEPHILIM. Hux leading a campaign that takes place in a wintry place; Ben gets fucked up and fucks two of his three saving throws. There are tears, clutching at Hux. “Hux,,,,,,,,,don’t kill me....”
NEPHILIM. AU where the Force Awakens is a really hardcore DnD game. Hux is DM. Ben is playing a Lawful Evil half elf warlock named Kylo Ren. Phasma goes by her character name only and plays a Chaotic Neutral Paladin. Rey is a elven Chaotic Good druid; Finn is a human Lawful Good cleric. Poe’s playing a Lawful Neutral bard. Hux is exhausted by the constant fighting in his party. Hux is trying so hard but Ben takes it too seriously and gets too deep into his warlock’s head.
there is a holiness in this purging there is an art in destroying.
j. p. berame // excerpt from in memoriam (published in L'Éphémère Review)
we are choking on halos that angels buried six feet under realization. the saddest one: we were never made to be holy
are we in heaven yet? //
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Esther + pretending to be innocent / sweet
‘ i am a philosopher of sandwiches. ’
ANNE CARSON ; ACCEPTING INDEFINITELY.
Where, in all of creation, did God create this boy and hide him away? Ben, whom has lived in this persistently lonely existence, flushes at the thought, the fluttering of moths in his belly, rising up in his throat. The florist smiles again, reaching across the table, to place a small, neatly cut portion of his sandwich on Ben’s plate. ❛ Fine, I’ll eat your sandwich…. you’re buying me a drink before you go back to work, flower boy. ❜