LOOK UPON ME AND DESPAIR

I AM THE RUINATION OF MAN indie snoke of star wars tfa written by petrichor under construction

[forcewhelmed-blog]

psa

i’m giving up roleplaying and leaving this blog

my already incredibly spotty attendance here is gonna slam down to 100% zero because, lets just be honest here, roleplaying just inst fun for me anymore.

i dont really enjoy it. i dont enjoy writing and i dont really feel a connection to this character or this place ive tried to make for myself? especially not with seeing people keep being awful to each other, or still seeing awful people around like they never actively ruined people’s lives and then moved on?

 idk there are lots of reasons im not really into this anymore but most of it is that ive just like lost my drive to write anymore? so im gonna just leave this blog instead of kidding myself that i actually am ever gonna write anything. (this also includes my bodhi and kirk blogs that i tried to start/restart and let die)

part of it for a long time was my depression keeping me from enjoying anything? but now that things are sort of leveling out i still dont really enjoy roleplaying much anymore? idk. i might check in ocassionaly to talk to ppl but i dont ever really talk to anyone anyway? on the off chance someone still wants to keep contact w me, you can send me an ask for my discord. (its like the only thing im on anymore lmao)

thank you for the fun i have had? maybe eventually i’ll go back to roleplaying? whether its on this blog/character or not, there’s no telling. 

[hell--and-silence]

What’s my biggest fear? Easy. Ending up like my father.

Ten word story #39 (via sylviaplathwrites)

[forcewhelmed-blog]

i want everyone to know that ive never seen zoolander but every time i go to blogs with teeny texts i just hear in my head “WHAT IS THIS, A BLOG FOR ANTS?”

[its-17-august-bitch-deactivated]

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well all of my nye plans fell thru and im sick so im staying home so im gonna be bouncing between here and @hopestrong uhhhhh idk hmu for a creepy snoke starter??

[hopestrong-blog1]

ITS NEVER TOO LATE                         TO DO WHAT’S RIGHT

[thealternativebear]

Timo Ketola

[hopestrong-blog1]

ITS NEVER TOO LATE                         TO DO WHAT’S RIGHT

[forcewhelmed-blog]

i just want everyone to know that my ultra star wars super sith loving asshole of a friend made his lockscreen thing on his computer darth vader and set it to open w the touchscreen so that every time he gets on his computer he has to lovingly stroke vader’s face to get online @nephillic im callin u out bro come face it ok

[nephillic-a]

THE  FINEST  SCULPTOR  CANNOT  FASHION  A  MASTERPIECE  FROM  POOR  MATERIALS.  HE  MUST  HAVE  SOMETHING  PURE,  SOMETHING  STRONG,  SOMETHING  UNBREAKABLE,  WITH  WHICH  TO  WORK.  I  HAVE  -  YOU.  //  art.

[forcewhelmed-blog]

I ACCIDNETALLY!!! LOST THE REPLIES I WAS WORKING ON!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[nephillic-a]

NEPHILIM.  PLEASE  REFRAIN  FROM  REACHIN.

[forcewhelmed-blog]

they got that 

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‘ i do not exist. there is nothing left. ’

anne carson sentence starters - accepting

Ruined features sit still for a moment, a fluttering of long forgotten feeling pride stirs in the recesses of his chest, and the skeletal hand curls into a fist in triumph.

GOOD. THEN YOU ARE READY FOR YOUR FINAL STAGE OF TRAINING. ONLY WHEN THE GROUND HAS BEEN TORN UP AND RUINED CAN THE SEEDS OF A NEW CROP TRULY TAKE HOLD. SUCH AS IT IS WITH AN APPRENTICE AND HIS TRAINING. 

He is now leaning forward, eager to begin, to assert his intentions in his next words in a way the man would truly understand. This was a well forged weapon, hot from the flames but no longer malleable. Soon, Snoke would ensure that he would be unbreakable, unstoppable.

YOU MUST BE STRONG, MY BOY. YOU HAVE DONE WELL SO FAR. THE FORCE IS STRONG IN YOU, AND BY MY HAND YOU WILL GROW TO BE UNSTOPPABLE.

[nephillic-a]

i hate this backlit asshole with his nasty….saggy, scrotum face….

@forcewhelmed (via nephillic)

STOP!!! MAKING ICONS OF HIM IS A NIGHTMARE STOP MOCKING MY PAIN

[forcewhelmed-blog]

things i want to do: possibly brush off an old blog i miss a lot, make at least one new oc

things im going to say im doing: reply to the memes ive been sent

what i’m probably gonna actually do: lurk and watch xfiles?

[starwarsrpcomm]

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you can find the masterlist HERE.

please do not reblog this post if you are an rp blog with a star wars verse - we’ll make a separate post for that.

[girlaltar-a-blog]

anne carson sentence starters.

quotes are all taken from various poems and essays by the queen of aesthetes, anne carson. feel free to change pronouns/add things/etc if needed.

‘ you are not a god. ’

‘ we begin in the dark and birth is the death of us. ’

‘ now you’ve crowned yourself one final perfect time. ’

‘ [ name ] was a monster. everything about him was red. ’

‘ what are we made of but hunger and rage? ’

‘ i finally decided that understanding isn’t what grief is about. ’

‘ honey is the sleep of the just. ’

‘ it is perilous to live past the end of your myth. ’

‘ you remember too much. ’

‘ when i desire you a part of me is gone. ’

‘ humans in love are terrible. ’

‘ under the seams runs the pain. ’

‘ men know almost nothing about desire. ’

‘ sex is a substitute, like money or language. ’

‘ what is the holiness of conversation? ’

‘ —you burn me. ’

‘ i ask this one thing: let me go mad in my own way. ’

‘ sometimes i just want to stop seeing. ’

‘ we’re all mortal, you know. ’

‘ i am the shape you made me. filth teaches filth. ’

‘ why does tragedy exist? ’

‘ you’re a beauty. ’

‘ madness and witchery are conditions commonly associated with the female voice. ’

‘ it made me merciless. ’

‘ desire is no light thing. ’

‘ i do not exist. there is nothing left. ’

‘ gods are stubborn. so am i. ’

‘ we had been seduced into thinking that we were immortal. ’

‘ i am someone who did not die when i should have died. ’

‘ why are you so in love with things unbearable? ’

‘ everything can collapse. ’

‘ someone will remember us. even in another time. ’

‘ my mind is burning. ’

‘ each night, about this time, he puts on sadness like a garment and goes on writing. ’

‘ love does not make me gentle or kind. ’

‘ i can give you reasons not do die. ’

‘ passivity is killing her. ’

‘ they are victims of love, many of them. ’

‘ he is a young god. ’

‘ you touch my soul, you pain my mind. ’

‘ it’s something of a cliché to say that we all think we’re monsters. ’

‘ i fear your sorrows make your tongue grow wild. ’

‘ it’s what they call ‘ecstasy’. ’

‘ a man who can’t die is no tragic hero. ’ 

‘ i want everything. ’

‘ it was like a beautiful dance where your partner turns and stabs you to death. ’

‘ to survive you need an edge. ’

‘ girls are cruelest to themselves. ’

‘ we are dust. ’

bonus! further quotations from award-winning poet and author anne carson:

‘ i am a philosopher of sandwiches. ’

‘ pilgrims were people glad to take off their clothing, which was on fire. ’

‘ english is a bitch. ’

‘ i wish i were two dogs. then i could play with me. ’