The Earth Shall Absorb Me As I Rest My Small Head

eepy boi not new to tumblr just a new acc…personal/vent/other stuff acc, Pro recovery, trying to recover but it’s hard :/block don’t report please :3

[nerdboi97]

Uh-hi… not new just a new acc+ back after a couple years

Personal/vent/wtv I wan post blog

17! Pls keep all interactions age appropriate I will notttt hesitate to block u if u creep me out (though most ppl on here r pretty chill

Looking 4 moots!!

IM FREEEEEE!!!!!!!! (from the mental hospital) back to outpatient going once every week!!! :3

Feel free to block me I understand that some of my content isn’t super sfw but I will never have anything s*xual and will do my best to use appropriate TW’s when necessary

I love my boyfriend don’t be creepy plz

🐾✨👾🦖😖🥺👹🫶💀🫡😋😭🫂🤟🫳

Name, identity, pronouns, other info👇

He/it pronouns✨

Transmasc puppy boy who likes doing crafts and shi

You can call me Axe🪓 (or Ashton)

Uh-uhmmmmm gr uh yeah😰

SCENE/SCENEMO KID XD

I make Kandi

Eepy boi who needs to eat more

I am an age regressor <3 Also kemonomimi and avid mlp fim lover

I have 4 pets 3 dogs and 1 cat

Sadly one of my dogs passed so it’s now 3 pets 2 dogs and 1 cat

Ask me questionssss x3333

Last update 06/08/2026 (mm/dd/yyyy)

Trigger warnings below xC

TW: €d, possible paranoia, insomnia, depression, ocd tendencies (though not diagnosed with ocd), chronic illnesses, anxiety, trauma, possible abuse mentions, not specifically SA but like- creeper type stuff (weird comments n suggestive stuff mostly from my stepdad :/), ect

My eating disorder is something called ARFID which stands for —A.voidant R.restrictive F.ood I.ntake D.isorder— I do not want to starve nor do I care much if I am skinny or not however I am extremely scared of food both due to trauma and other things like texture issues and reflux

[nerdboi97]

Might redo my theme on here, I luv it but I need to change SOMETHING idk

[nerdboi97]

“You teach me how to behave, no I don’t twist and turn that way”

[nerdboi97]

I miss my mansssssss

[nerdboi97]

Hey everypup person and everyone in between

I hate my life - mini vent -

My cat died and my mom got my brother two new kittens and I’m happy they’re here but it’s only been a couple weeks, also I’m somewhat jealous ngl but that’s only bcuz I feel like she cares about him more than me since she’s hardly checked on me since our(my) dog passed away

My dads getting meaner and more controlling, my moms sleeping on the couch,

I feel like shit

[sweetoothgirl]

Homemade Honey Buns

[titsay]

[mrecury42]

@attheendhello

and all my moots for that matter

[nerdboi97]

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[nerdboi97]

Relapsed… cats dying… bf cand deal w me rn bcuz it’s to much for HIM to handle..like yes ok your choice but how do u think i feel rn???

[your90s2000sparadise]

[zimswife]

Natural habitat 🧸👾⭐

[depsidase]

[pigbarf]

I wish I was muscular

[xsweetstarx]

[ultimatelustforlife]

𐙚⋆.˚

[angelicheartlllv]

𝒜𝒸𝓉𝓊𝒶𝓁𝓁𝓎 60 𝓅ℯ𝓇𝒸ℯ𝓃𝓉 𝒻𝒶𝓀ℯ 𝓈ℯ𝓃𝒶𝓇𝒾ℴ𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 40 𝓅ℯ𝓇𝒸ℯ𝓃𝓉 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝒾𝒸

[aorish-deactivated20251222]

Recent discourse reminds me of that cult indoctrination trick that's often used to weed out more difficult marks early on, where they tell you all that you aren't allowed to eat rice on Tuesdays and then if you protest they go "wow SOMEBODY likes rice a little much huh" as if you're the fucking weirdo who cares too much about how much rice is consumed between Monday and Wednesday instead of them.

And this forces you to decide whether your autonomy matters to you more than the approval of the group - while they'll still act like you're on thin ice either way, if you give in at this point they know you're theirs forever, because now they've established a foothold, you've shown a moral weakness, which they will brand you with so it can be used against you in the future ("hey RICE-addict here doesn't want help break into the city records office") to force you to double-down and isolate you further.

And if instead you do decide to push back further, after your abrupt departure from the group ("You're seriously leaving us over RICE?!? Seriously?") and subsequent ostracism, you can then be used as a demonstration to the others who were more pliable, of how the outgroup is full of people like you who are obsessed with violating the No-Tuesday-Rice rule to the point where they'll abandon all their friends, who cared so much for them, so it clearly isn't an arbitrary restriction, you're the kind of monster these rules are intended to protect them from, thus all the other wise and esoteric precepts of the charismatic leader are implied to be equally justified.

[doomhamster]

This isn't just for cults either! Shitty partners, bosses, friends - they all do variants of this where if you kick back the first time they make an unreasonable request, it proves you weren't ever committed since you'd let such a small thing ruin everything. And of course, if it's the third or the tenth unreasonable thing they ask of you, it's SUCH A SMALL THING to be a deal-breaker at this late point in your relationship!

[nerdboi97]

I wish I was with him.

I wish he would kill me.

[cherriesofall]