and the feeling you get when this is probably a bad idea but fuck it i want to do it anyway
i don’t know how this will end but i don’t want it to
because she feels like my home
like a burst of loud laughter
she feels like years of knowing someone
her eyes pull me in and i can’t look away
there’s a level of intimacy that only she can convey
and as i watch her eyelashes fan out over her cheekbone while she blinks
i am reminded of what brought me to this moment
all the little decisions i made to get here
i wouldn’t change a single one
this moment, this instant is worth it all
and i just wish i could bottle it for a rainy day
her hands can heal everything
they carry the gentlest grace
her hair is like that of an angel
and my hand’s favorite resting place
she allows me to be close to her
and i can’t help but smile
it doesn’t matter if its a sad smile,
when all is said and done
i know i will have this to look back on
ive never known true longing, yearning, desire until this moment
and in this moment all i want is to be with her
all my heart wants is to be near her
all my mind wants is to be close to her
and all my body wants is to hold her
i want her back in my arms where she fits so snug
i want her back in my sight where i can admire her
i want to feel her hand cradled in mine
and her cheek on my shoulder
i want to see her and feel her and touch her so badly my heart weeps every moment we’re apart
i wish i was there and i wish she was here
i wish my fingertips could trace her features and blur the lines where we touch
my heart feels like its bursting out of my chest and i can’t take it