television obsessed

Hazel Thorne. Seventeen. Junior. Amazing at school. I watch too many shows on tv. Video games are cool as well. You probably have ignored me the whole three years I've been here, but whatever. Talk to me if you need someone to trust!

[nerdyhazel]

[fckin-domwest]

Who really knows. They show it all the time on Disney.

[nerdyhazel]

They should! The stuff on Disney now is terrible.

[nerdyhazel]

You're a wonderful human being and you deserve happiness and love. Ok?

Well. I wouldn't go that far, but thank you.

[nerdyhazel]

I like you

Uhh, thanks?

[fckin-domwest]

Should be good. I’ve seen it like a few times.

[nerdyhazel]

Well hasn't everyone?

[nerdyhazel]

YOU’RE SO PRETTY

lol jk

this was before i cut off my hair in a fit of rage

[nerdyhazel]

i made an about me page here

cause i know you guys are totally interested in me ;D

[fckin-domwest]

I love you too. I don’t think you actually wish that otherwise that’d be an odd thing to wish for. And let’s be honest the rest of everyone else that isn’t us makes themselves look bad. 

Sure. But I shit you not, you’re probably going to have to deal with me being a pansy about it… Like the whole time.

[nerdyhazel]

I guess that's true.. But still. Well we can just watch Halloweentown? I'm pretty sure that won't make you piss yourself.. I hope. 

[fckin-domwest]

Look. It will be okay. Some day. Because I’m not going anywhere and I’m here.

[nerdyhazel]

I love you, Dom. I wish you weren't such a good person.. it makes the rest of us look bad.

Can we just watch some shitty Halloween movies to get my mind off of things?

[fckin-domwest]

It’s okay, Hazel. It’s okay.

[nerdyhazel]

..It's not okay.. It's never going to be okay.

[lavndrhcney]

[fckin-domwest]

EVERYONE ELSE MIGHT THINK THAT HAZEL, BUT I DON’T! I DON’T FUCKING THINK THAT BECAUSE IF I DID I WOULDN’T BE STANDING HERE! I mean for fuck’s sake stop it. You aren’t weak. Do you know what made me notice you the very first time.

You telling the rest of the world that nerds like us are more than nerds. That really we were the top of the food chain, not anyone else. That was my first impression of you and that is how I see you. Someone at the top not some weakling. 

[nerdyhazel]

Well that's because we are! Or.. I don't know. I can't even think straight anymore. I really need to leave this place.. I can't even leave my room and I can't stop throwing up and crying.. and Dom.. you're.. you're the best.

[yourdailygrace-blog]

You didn’t mean what?

I just… wanted us to be friends that’s all.

[nerdyhazel]

I didn't mean you couldn't talk about your problems.. We are friends.

[yourdailygrace-blog]

Nothing.

It’s fine. I’m sorry, I hope you feel better Hazel.

[nerdyhazel]

I didn't mean.. fine. Whatever. You don't have to tell me.

[yourdailygrace-blog]

I- oh-okay. Sorry.

Yeah… I guess we can both move on then.

[nerdyhazel]

Both? Are you okay? I mean you can talk to me if you want.. I just would rather not discuss my issues.

[fckin-domwest]

Who thinks that? No one thinks that! 

[nerdyhazel]

Are you fucking kidding? Everyone thinks that, every single person who sees me. The cheerleaders whose homework I do, the teacher's who make me do everything, the fucking jerk who-.. just--EVERYONE SEES ME AS WEAK. You're just trying to save my feelings.

[fckin-domwest]

You’re really not though. You might think you are, but I can see that’s not true. No you don’t. No one should want to be me.

I run my mouth and get people I cared about picked on. I’m not strong, Hazel, I just… act it.

[nerdyhazel]

Well at least you're one step ahead of where I am. Everyone knows I'm an easy target, for everything.