Intrusive Thoughts
Part 2 (Part 1)
Having Id around is a strange yet funny thing. After I recovered from the accident and got discharged from the hospital, my life has never been "normal", as I put it. Everywhere I go, huge, muscular, homophobic, straight men will throw themselves at me. Id puppeteered their bodies like it's his own. I know that he's a part of me, and I'm still wrapping my head around the concept, but having Id around made my life much easier to live in.
On Halloween, I was peacefully strolling down the street, holding on to a basket full of chocolates and candies that I was planning on giving to the children who'll be trick or treating. When suddenly, this masked man starts following me and harassing me, calling me all the derogatory names you can say to a gay man. At first, I just tried ignoring him, and continuing my walk back to my house.
Maybe about my height being 5'2", or my body being thin from recovering at the hospital, but this man decided to push me so hard that I almost fell on my face on the pavement. Unfortunately for him, all Id needs is a physical contact and he can take them for a ride. The man, named Anson, ends up becoming my entertainment for Halloween as he bounces his bulging cock in front of me while giving me a gun show while wearing his mask on. I ended up bouncing on that cock that night as Id made Anson talk to me while mimicking the voice of the killer in the movie, Scream.
Then Thanksgiving came. I was driving happily after I was able to purchase the biggest turkey I'd ever seen. As I came up to a stop light, I heard this truck behind me honking all crazy. That was the first time that I saw that truck so I thought his beef wasn't with me. To my surprise, this asshole actually followed me until I got home. I was so scared when he parked behind my car and got out of his truck.
I saw this huge, tattooed redhead angrily walking up to me. I was so nervous that I fiddled with my keys as it fell on the ground. The redhead grabbed my collar and lifted me up, choking me in the process. He started spewing nonsense about me taking the turkey that was supposed to be his, when I didn't even see him near it when I picked it up. As I gasped for air, I touched his arm as Id does his magic.
The redhead grinned wildly at me as he put me down and went back inside his car. After a few minutes, he came back with a huge grin on his face again as he handed me his underwear. I blushed as I could see the outline of his cock tenting inside his sweatpants. That Thanksgiving, I ended up eating the turkey with Buford's cum as my gravy while I felt his beard brushed around my groin as he gave me a blow job.
Today, I made the mistake of going into the mall for a late Christmas gift shopping. While there, I encountered this couple who walked beside each other as the man had his muscular arm around his girl's waist. I walked past them as I thought about how I'm still single for this Christmas. I never had a boyfriend before and it sure would feel wonderful having a tall, buff, and handsome man like that loving me and caring for me. I shoved those thoughts aside as I continued checking my gift list and finding all of them as soon as I could.
After making sure that I was able to get everything from my list, I felt my bladder about to burst as I headed to a nearby restroom. To my surprise, the man I saw before was there, washing his hands before he dries it and fixes his hair. I feel my heart pounding in my chest as I wonder how it feels to be loved by a man like this. As I pass by him, I feel this strange sensation running all over my body as I notice the man jerking up before his arms fall on his side. I notice his eyes rolling up to his head as he slowly goes back to normal. I look into the mirror as I feel something weird is happening. The man looks at his reflection and then into mine. He flashes me a flirty smile as he turns his head to me.
"Like what you see, Jun?" The man asks as he gets closer to me. Luckily there's no one around to see this exchange between us.
"Come on, Id. I didn't even touch him! Let the poor man be. He's happy with his girlfriend, for God sake. Can't you just stop for one moment and think about how I would feel?" I say to the man as I know that Id is the one making him do this.
"You come on, Jun. We both know that this guy is far from being poor, though he's happy, it's not because of the woman he was with. You should know by now why I'm in this guy, right? Or are you going to keep on denying to yourself what you already know deep down?" Id reasons with me as the man pulls me in an embrace and looks down at me as he brushes my lips with his thumb.
"And you should know by now how I feel whenever you do this. These men becoming a puppet for you to play with might be fun and exciting Id, but at the end of the day, I feel empty. Emptier by each man who will walk up to me by your manipulation, fuck me, and then walk out on me as soon as you let go of your control, without even knowing how much they made me feel the night before. I can't live like that anymore, Id." I exclaim at the man as he looks surprised by my statement.
"You said you want me to let them go, right? You said that they have a life of their own, right? Now you're complaining that no one sticks around to be with you? You can be so complicated most of the time, Jun." Id says as the man grins wildly at me before his huge hand starts cupping my balls and squeezing my dick though my pants.
"That's true! I don't want them to derail their lives just to be a puppet for your antics. I want to experience falling in love, Id. I want someone to love me, not because you're making them love me. I want someone who will sweep me off my feet after giving a surprise gift that he knows I love because he listens to me. I want them to love me, Id, not just be horny and in lust to me one second, and then have no memories of what happened after." I tried my best to explain with Id as I started crying. I noticed someone coming into the toilet, only to back away as he saw the man comforting me as I cried.
"Stop crying, Jun. Geez! Fine, you want to be in love with a single person for the rest of your life? You got it. But don't say I didn't warn you about what you're giving up here. Any gay man would die just to have what you have. An endless number of men, willing and raring to give you the fucking of your life." Id insists as he makes the man rub his hand all over my back.
"I just want to experience it, Id. Just once. And if I'm wrong, then that's okay. That's all I ask." I cried even harder as I relented to my wailing.
"Okay, fine. Want to see a neat trick?" Id asks before the man's eyes roll up in his head and his body starts trembling.
I pull away from the man as I watch him having what looks like a seizure. I froze in place as I don't know what Id did to him or why this is happening. The man suddenly stops moving, as his eyes slowly roll down. He looks straight into my hands before he lets out a deep sigh. He comes up to me and introduces himself.
"Hey, I'm Carlos Herrera. I'm 28 years old, 6 feet tall, weighing 190 pounds of pure muscles. You must be Jun, right? Jun Diaz?" Carlos says as he comes up to me and holds me in his arms before caressing my face.
I feel my face blushing after hearing his deep, bass voice speaking to me. Id never talked or acted like this. I can feel Carlos' body heating up as he holds me in his arms. I just nod my head in response to his question, making him smile seductively.
"Good. You see, the girl you saw me with, not my girlfriend. Just some rich bitch that I'm letting on the hook for her money. I don't have a life aside from being an escort to support myself and using rich bitches like that to earn a little more. I'm straight but I don't think it will matter anymore. Id told me everything and made me into your perfect boyfriend. Just tell me how you want me, and I'll do it right away. I always take advantage of my looks and body to make a living, but now, it doesn't matter. You will take in me as your househusband, provide for me, and in return, I'll love you with all of my heart, body, and soul. That's the relationship you want, right?" Carlos professes to me as I'm too stunned to speak. Before I could even utter a word, he pressed his index finger into my lips.
"Shut up, Jun. I don't want to hear your doubts. Come on, let me help you with the gifts you bought and take you home." I just nod at him as Carlos props me up and grabs my hand before pulling me out of the Mall's bathroom.
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I got home blushing like a teenager, as I saw Carlos' car parking behind mine. He takes out all the gifts I bought from the back of his car as he effortlessly slings them all in his arms and carries all of it to my front door. I hurriedly opened the door as Carlos let himself inside as I followed him. He carefully places all the gifts under my Christmas tree as he turns his head to me, before he slowly walks up to me. He's so big and tall that he towers over me. He pulls me in his arms again as a deep, gutteral groan escapes his lips.
"You know, Jun, I'll be honest with you. Id is still inside my mind right now. Telling me how you feel, saying all the right places I should touch, and all the right words I should say. We can feel your doubt about me, and why I'm doing this. Is Id messing up with you? Am I just a puppet of Id? Shit, you even thought about how huge my cock must be and if you can fit it inside your ass! But don't worry, I'm yours now. Id made sure of that. This way, he won't interfere directly with your dream relationship while I'll be playing the role of your romantic, loyal boyfriend. Don't be shy and don't hold back. Know that I'm ready to do as you ask and I will love every single second doing it." Carlos purrs at me as he grabs my shoulder and lifts me a little higher so that he can lean down and kiss my lips.
His kiss was deep and passionate. I can feel his tongue pushing its way inside me while it twirls and twists with mine. I can taste his saliva as it wraps around my tongue all slick and salty. I can smell the musky scent coming from his slightly haired chest. His hips trusting into my stomach as his rock-hard cock throbs against me. His powerful hands hold my body in place as they roam all over my face and back. As Carlos slowly pulls away from our kiss, I was left panting and wanting for me. He looks into my eyes as he softly smiles.
"I never kissed someone like that before, Jun. I fucking want you, man. I've never been gay with anyone but with you? God damn it feels so good. Tell me what you want me to do, Jun. Tell me how I can please you. Teach me how I can make you feel how much I love you right now." Carlos moans as his arms tighten around me. I can feel a noticeable scent and wetness forming on his sweat pants as his cock looks like it's going to tear a hole.
"I... I want to suck your cock, Carlos. Can I do that?" I ask Carlos as I look into his eyes. He just smiles at me before he leans down and gives me a quick peck on my cheek.
"Si, mi amor. You can suck if how many times you want from now on. This cock, this body, it's all yours now." Carlos declares as he rolls up his tank top to show his perky, muscular pecs.
His hands grab my shoulder as he gives me a nod. He slowly pushes me down on my knees as I look at how handsome and masculine he looks right now. He pulls down his sweatpants in front of me as his cock slaps my face, smearing a huge amount of his pre-cum on my skin. I gasp at the sheer length and girth of his manhood. I take a gulp as I look up at Carlos, a little afraid of his massive tool.
"There's no room for fear and doubt here, mi amor. There's only love, loyalty, and devotion between us. I am yours however you want me. And if this is how you want me right now, then all I can do is to do my best and pleasure you." He softly said before he slid his cock inside my wide open mouth.
"I'm going to love you so much, Jun. Just wait and see."
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Merry Christmas everyone. I know I've been away for so long. I can't say when I can write another story here. I'm so happy to see people still liking and reblogging my stories even when I've been incognito for the past months. Work has been crazy and relationships can be hard to juggle all at once. I'm just glad that I can still go here on Tumblr and enjoy reading stories that I like.

















