Nerve Leak

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[nerveleak]

like a kid at the pool with no life guard i'm drowning in this asking you for help but you don't see me maybe i don't want to be seen and i want to die but part of me is crying out to you hoping you'll hear me

[nerveleak]

I feel you But nobody else Though you’re someone I can’t see Yet you say nothing Of the stoic suffering That stirs lukewarm in me If lovelessness is godlessness Will you cast me to the wayside Well I feel the peeling Of half-painted ceilings Reveal the covering of a blank sky

[nerveleak]

each time i feel the sun i shed a layer of contempt but my core is so knotted up i don’t think i’ll ever relax patronized by love i never stood a chance vapors and light shoot through my broken heart i picture a white room sky cracked open wide it all pours through flooding like death until it’s over

[nerveleak]

love is like a sin, my love, for the ones who feel it the most ///

[nerveleak]

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i can't fuck no one else without thinking of you your face creeps up in my dreams every day i untangle memories cascading like jewelry down my smoke-scented fingers i won't touch no one else until i touch you again and when i miss you is it my pride that keeps me quiet what could i say to change the past to change reality i know there's no answer so i hang my body dry in the moonlight asking myself how we got here there's no answer no answer to us drench my body in gold chains drag across my skin` i'm writing this quickly so the thoughts won't escape me i'm still savoring the taste of the last time i kissed you with love

[nerveleak]

Bootheel

I cower in the night like the last ray of sun before the dark washes the sky and my consciousness blurs my boots are worn down and the heel is off but that whiskey leather looks so good uneven sidewalk, uneven inside, I walk to you, always to you, babe

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Moonlight. This is so pure.

[nerveleak]

AIR MAX

I feel the cold brush against my feet My cuffed black jeans rest above my black Nikes

Everything I want rejects me Everything I have, I reject I want to see through your eyes I want to know how it feels to love your life to love this life

I try to blame God I try to blame my parents Every night ends the same No dreams, just a numbing pain I go to work in my cheapest clothes that look good enough for the world to know I'm okay

I’m not okay

My soul is a black hole brimming with flowers trying to get in Color me with life I so desperately want to know For I've grown tired on my own So tired on my own

I’ve barely got money coming in I keep buying bullshit Floral patches on my jacket Naked women on my hoodie I dress myself like a god Gold sequins like a god Underneath my ripped clothes They glisten a sunburst Burning through the window Anything to mask the hurt I wanna see through your eyes I wanna know how it feels to love this life

[nerveleak]

GOLD + DENIM

[nerveleak]

KNOW YOUR PEACE

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[nerveleak]

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WE REJECT THE PRESIDENT ELECT

[nerveleak]

i’ve become unhinged your silence burns in my stomach like a hangover i was so drunk when i tried to bury you in her lips

[atlantichold]

i crave destruction like i crave your touch how did you break me and still keep my heart i guess i’m weaker than i thought and it still feels like you don’t give a fuck

[nerveleak]

take me home and drag your teeth across my pain

[nerveleak]

on sunny days i go out walking i end up on a tree-lined street i look up at the gaps of sunlight i miss you more than anything

[curatedls]

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