nesmanantan

25 | Tourism Bachelor | Daughter of God | Believer of Christ | Pursuer of dreams | Daydreamer | Nightthinker | Pessimistically optimistic | Philippians 4:13

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That hurts.

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Promises are indeed made to be broken. With the breakup I've just had, I suddenly realized that we shouldn't hold on to promises too much. It would kill you. You may want to believe and trust it but make sure that you'll see effort being exerted to it. 'Cause promises are nothing if they only come by words. You have to see actions being taken and you'll know how sincere that person who made that promise to you is.

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Shit happens

This April 2020 is indeed not meant for me. It seems like nothing really went my way ever since this month has started. There's the COVID-19, Enhanced Community Quarantine, postponed trips, and hurtful events at work (no revenue at all) that might lead me to being jobless anytime soon (though I'm praying and hoping this won't happen 'cause it would be so miserable not only for me, but for my mom as well). And now this painful heartbreak. It's really too much for me to handle that I don't even know what and where to start. I can't focus doing my job, no appetite, discomfort in sleeping - it's like I'm alive and still breathing but actually dead inside. I can barely do anything but to just lay down in my bed, thinking how I (we) ended up like this, reminiscing how our days back then and cry my heart out asking myself why can't we just stay like how we used to before.This is the most painful break up I've ever had 'cause I lost not only a boyfriend, but also a best friend (literally - 'cause we actually started as being bestfriends). I've already planned my whole life having him beside me; I even made a timeline of all our goals with him. I cannot comprehend life without him. This pain is killing me. It's like I've lost half of myself and it f*ckin' feels like hell. Am I that too unworthy for me to feel this way?

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Feel the fear; and do it anyway. #eme https://www.instagram.com/p/B8sqBphgWi2Di9Mhp1WrhAvglEzA0jvotc2Syw0/?igshid=ubtobbdwrq9j

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Be ready! Greater things are coming this 2020. Happy New Year, everyone! Let's all end 2019 and welcome 2020 with thanksgiving 👆🏼😊 https://www.instagram.com/p/B6vEykmgRI7ec8UyETHBNO5oRA6vu9WedW8tbM0/?igshid=g0wr0dvng01y

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DJ Nessie in the house 🤘🏼🤣 (at Royal Caribbean Cruises Ltd Manila HQ) https://www.instagram.com/p/B6TA04AgDxCm7UkRJj4EHb4zbm-MV-Zel-WiNo0/?igshid=nnrrz7ktglhn

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Just turned 25 today and I am more than blessed. Thank You, Lord for the wonderful gift of life - family, love, friends, and opportunities. I may not have been good at times, but You're still consistently good to me. I'm beyond grateful 👆🏼 Thanks to everyone who took a minute to send me greetings! 💕 https://www.instagram.com/p/B52yuqcgjvl8uu-IOHfTQg92U9_2TGf2A_AC_o0/?igshid=1myrae386mm0m

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Napadaan lang sa batuhan. (c) (at Kapurpurawan, Burgos, Ilocos Norte) https://www.instagram.com/p/B10-jfDgCyY19wLOp1g4_hKMXkgJNkwHyjOoFg0/?igshid=82hnyzd25zpz

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at Kao-Khad Viewa Point https://www.instagram.com/p/By5QKgxgLk2Fgn_Z_EIKfp1p6-oh19FBB8Rp4k0/?igshid=8f10b99p5arr

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Little India. (at Singapore) https://www.instagram.com/p/ByC9cNSgsI8HWoKSx-4AChtuouOpMzclweD1l80/?igshid=7dkfx8km4cmi

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at Sentosa Island, Singapore https://www.instagram.com/p/BxrraHbHRiC8B5uXObogUNKOEEHUbmxv7zGx3Q0/?igshid=1nokw77tmemra

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A jealous beach? Lol 😅 (at Siloso Beach Resort Sentosa) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bxqj7sdHdg1M7I08CKIUe-B7NvzVwLKcnC1GvQ0/?igshid=mdiatf02o6wc

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The iconic. (at Sentosa Island Universal Studios,Singapore) https://www.instagram.com/p/BxqjoPGnbiR4WaRKSphM5McGMmjGu3BfX9LHqw0/?igshid=1t1ve5zlbl45t

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Best way to reach Sentosa Island in 🇸🇬 (at Singapore Cable Car) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bxqi98OH_qpDCAcI1plAoW2l39oRyG1BO9FO1k0/?igshid=1qdws6w8ay7ht

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Summer in December (at Pagudpud, Ilocos Norte) https://www.instagram.com/p/Br68G-yjFyHhJraYjxWaG3sv-4Cw9U-l34nQbs0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8do4xzw9gdpv

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