summary: a brotherโs best friend fic. reader is cassianโs sister.
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a/n: this is my first fic ive written for tumblr since like 2014 i think so sorry if its absolute garage. this is also not proof read at all and honestly i wrote this while tipsy bc ive been nervous to write again so iโm just saying fuck it iโm sorry :)
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You always looked up to Cassian since you were little.
Like most big brothers, he has always been protective as fuck, especially with growing up in the windhaven camp and becoming solely responsible for you after your mother died.
He shielded you from so much in your childhood because he wanted the best for you.
Like many little sisters, you thought Cassian and his friends were the coolest males alive and wanted to follow them everywhere.
You basically had three big brothers instead of one.
They would try to include you as much as possible, but sometimes they did certain things that you definitely should not be around and would find some excuse to get rid of you.
But at the end of the day, the three of them would stand up to just about anyone for you to protect you. And they did.
They only let you join the snowball fight once and then kicked you out because it wasnโt fair that you only targeted Cassian the entire time and that Azriel felt bad throwing snowballs at you.
Also you were a child and couldnโt throw far enough to hit any of them, but they still say you suck at snowball throwing to this day.
When you got older, you desperately tried to ignore the rumors you heard about the boys around the camp. No one needs to hear about their brotherโs sex life.
When the four of you moved to Velaris and after everything with Rhysandโs family, they were all very protective over you.
Over time, you and Azriel grew closer. His close friendship with Cassian led to you becoming closer with him than Rhys.
He is soooo protective of you.
So much so that no one bats an eye when he scares off any male that tries to court you, claiming they are not worth your time.
โIโm not overprotective, I just donโt think that any of these males meet your standards.โ Aka his standards for you
Having a shadow or two follow you around became the norm.
You and Azriel start to spend a lot of one on one time together, platonically at first. You two are definitely the comfortable silence type.
Reading your separate books on the couch together was a common occurrence.
You spent years trying to ignore the shift in how you viewed Azriel.
Neither of you are quite sure when you realized the change in your relationship, but one day you became very aware of how attractive you find him.
The shy and quiet boy quickly became the silent and mysterious male.
And Azriel isnโt quite sure when you went from being Cassianโs kinda annoying younger sister to a vivacious female with curves he canโt keep his eyes off of.
The emotional connection had been there for centuries through friendship, but once it became physical attraction, you both knew you were screwed.
One night after drinking at Ritaโs, Cassian asked Azriel to make sure you got home safe.
The alcohol inhibits both of your judgements and you both end up in your bed that night.
โYou donโt know how long I have wanted to do this. No other male even deserves the chance to try to make you feel as good as I do.โ
He was your first (again because he scared away every single male who tried to come near you) and it was fucking adorable
Waking up next to your brotherโs best friend is a different level of anxiety.
You freak out and tell him this absolutely cannot happen again. You make an effort to avoid being alone with him.
But obviously Azriel is not content with just one night after getting a taste of you.
He spends the next several weeks slowly breaking down your walls with sneaky touches and whispering dirty things in your ear when no one is watching.
Eventually you cave and end up at his door one night, pissed at him for succeeding, but also practically begging him to fuck you again.
And again. And again.
It took no time at all for the actual feelings to be revealed between you two and to start secretly dating.
And from there itโs months of sneaking around and pretending to be just friends in front of others.
Az feels sooo guilty about lying to his friend but you donโt want to tell Cassian because you know he will freak out.
He asks you so many times to tell Cassian because he hates lying to him.
And Rhys is so suspicious of you two but doesnโt want to interfere.
Eventually Cassian catches you two.
He enters Azrielโs room without knocking one night to ask some stupid question and finds Azriel with his face between your legs. We all know Az loves eating you out so obviously.
Cassian is pissed.
As in, he tries to fight Azriel.
But Azriel just lets him and doesnโt fight back because he knows he fucked up by not saying anything sooner.
You start screaming and put yourself between the two of them to get Cassian to stop, which makes Azriel immediately move to cover you in case Cassian doesnโt react quick enough to stop.
Cassian sees how protective Azriel is of you and how you were willing to throw yourself in front of Azriel to defend him and realizes this isnโt just some casual thing between you two.
It takes a couple days for him to forgive Azriel for lying. He forgives you within one day because you always have been able to use your puppy dog eyes on him to get what you want.
Eventually Cassian accepts your relationship.
But he threatens Azriel that if he ever hurts you, he will do something so severe that Az wouldnโt tell you what he said.
Cassian still makes an overdramatic scene of gagging every time you and Azriel are affectionate in front of him.
Which only makes you do it more to piss him off because thatโs what sisters do.
hello! I was wondering if you could write about the bat boy's love language and how their mate finds out about it. I'm so sure Azriel's would be touch, even if he denys it a hundred times over ๐
The batboysโ love languagesโฆ
a/b: requests are open!!!!
warnings: suggestiveness, but thatโs it
Rhysand
This male loves words of affirmation.
Tell him how much you love him, how much he means to you
Remind him that heโs a good person
Once, you left him a sweet note on the nightstand before leaving for work
You didnโt leave your bedroom the next day
Going back on the note thing, Rhys saves everything you write for him, so he can look back at it when heโs feeling down on himself :(
Especially after heโs been in the Hewn City. He needs the reassurance that heโs not the evil man that most of Prythian thinks him to be
Your words glue him back together
Cassian
I think heโs big on quality time.
He likes being near you; in your presence.
Sitting next to you at dinners and meetings, training with you, showering with you
Heโd be perfectly content sitting in the living room with you, reading over a war strategy book while you rant about your latest romance novel
He doesnโt like being away from you.
He is CLINGY donโt fight me on this.
This giant Illyrian warrior is equivalent to a koala when he has to be away from you for extended periods of time.
He craves your presence constantly.
Azriel
Say it with me: PHYSICAL TOUCH
I do not CARE that he is reserved and doesnโt generally touch people.
Itโs reserved for his mate ๐
He was so deprived of affection as a boy. Itโs all he wants, now. But heโll NEVER admit it out loud.
Even if itโs just your legs touching as the two of you sit together, or intertwining your pinkies as you walk the streets of Velaris, he HAS to be touching you.
He loves cuddling you, kissing you, just FEELING you.
Not big on PDA, but behind closed doors? He is all over you.
Not really following today's prompt, hehe sorry. But I hope y'all like this anyway. Just wanted to draw some fluff!Elucien and I think this hits the spot.
This amazing commission was done by the incredible mangomangoj who did me the honor of representing elucien planning their next travels for me, for @elucienweekofficial day 6 โฅ๏ธ
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