Nether2010

She/her. I like cartoons and video games. I’m from Germany. Only bc 2010 is in my user doesn’t mean i was born that year. Please don’t spam or send any sexual related content since i’m not very comfortable with that. Gay gay homosexual gay

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Lil sketchbook dump of the last couple months

Very happy how they turned out :D

Press for better quality ig

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Rewatched TDP finally again and damn, it’s still good

Also happy(late) pride

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I’m back from the death and got some stuff i made!!

The rose quartz one is made with my mew acrylic markers and the clay figure is from the steven universe light series. The one and only GEORGE

Lwk doing stuff with clay is fun

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Some queen angella cause why not. I took like 2 hours for this stupid moveable wings, but i’m proud

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TW: SH and some ED ig?

Lately i’ve been hating myself and i hate knowing that i seriously need to tell someone about these thoughts i have. I genuinely am exhausted and no matter how long i sleep it doesn’t go away. There are days where I can’t even get out of bed because i just feel too exhausted to do so.

I’ve been feeling like that for now a while and it’s making me believe that I’m destroying my friendships. I know they told me that i can vent to them if I’m feeling self destructive or depressed, but the feeling won’t stop that i’m burdening them with my problems.

It already got so bad that i actually SH for the first time two weeks before Christmas. I felt so ashamed after this that i wasn’t even able to do anything except lay in my bed and feel ashamed of myself.

I can’t even eat sometimes cause of how my grandma talks about my body as if i don’t see it myself. It’s always her who approaches me and tells me that she noticed that i gained weight. No shit, i have a mirror at home. I know how my body looks like, it’s always too when I’m finally coming to the conclusion that my body is actually fine and that i should love myself just how i am.

Sometimes i just want to end it all just so i can finally be in peace.

I am grateful for my younger sister who always makes sure i either eat when i tell her I didn’t eat the whole day or smth related to it. Or when she makes sure i didn’t SH again. I just hate how my head tells me that she shouldn’t do that and that I the older one should do that, not the other way around.

Edit: i just got a congratulations that this i my 25th post, what a way to celebrate

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Look at the lil clay garnet i did. This is the first time i did something with clay so i’m pretty proud of me

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Some drawings i made during my internship at my old daycare. I just love drawing the garnets(+obsidian). I’m still decided if i should give pyrope also a more square head or not(since in her concept art she used to have a more pointy chin)

I’m already excited if they’ll appear in lars of the stars

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Small sketchbook dump cause why not, plus i recently rewatched toh again and remembered how good this cartoon actually is

I’m pretty happy bout my new art style development

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Some opal sketches i did bc if i’m gonna learn anatomy then with one of my favorite fusions: Opal

Ik they’re not perfect but i’m proud and that is what counts :)

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A doodle i made of Garnet in like 15 mins. I’m experimenting with my art style and anatomy currently. :)))

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sometimes I remember I have a free will and can draw anything I want, dunno if that's good or bad tbh.

this is one of the reasons I don't show my irl friends what l draw

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relatable

a lil drawing I did

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i‘ve been drawing the garnets lately. I should really draw pyrope more

first two poses are from @mellon-soup

also lil reminder that I drew that all on free form, that’s why it may not look that good

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I drew ruby and sapphire in more human like clothes, the hair from sapphire is a little stylized, I got the idea from a person on TikTok, I can’t credit them tho cause I can’t find the post srry :( if you know the person or are the person please tell me so I can credit them :)

The scenario here is that ruby and sapphire split and wanted to go out in more humane clothes, ruby didn’t wear shoes cause she saw some human walking barefoot so she walks around in socks. Also sapphires design for the dress is inspired by the dress of Scarlett O’Hara played by vivien Leigh from “gone with the wind” so yeah :)

Also worked on it for like 5 h

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Working on a new drawing, that’ll be fun

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Smth i drew on my new tablet. Pose by @mellon-soup

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I started playing FNF again after it came out on mobile and had an idea