Please dont throw me away.
I miss what we used to do those fun things that made my mind feel so overwhelmed with stimulation To hear you moan was exquisite I wish we could do it more, I miss feeling like your own personal little femme boy whore. It boosted my ego in a way I've never felt before please don't throw away your dirty little secret femme boy whore.
Before I met you I used to think the thoughts that currently race through my mind were Taboo the voices were not kind But through it all you taught me to accept who I am and made me feel truly loved Faults and all. I confessed to you my biggest secrets the things that made me feel small but still you boosted my confidence.
I've told you time and time again I will stay as long as you want me to I don't want to leave so please don't throw me away if it is my choice then I am here to stay, not just for the good times but also for the bad and everything in between the things that make us sad.
We have been through a lot and i want to thank you from the bottom of my heart but I find it difficult to start I'm gonna try to use words but words are hard and I'm not great at them, but when I talk to you it makes me feel heard. like I might matter even if it's Just a little it makes me feel like someone may actually care and with them my secrets and insecurities I can share.
Ive known ive always been a switch and around you I feel like I'm a pretty little bitch, Eagerly excited I sit and await my phone to ping to buzz so I can feel that connection again the one I crave the one i desire. your such a tease but i wouldnt change you for the world. My mainc pixie godess my mistress my everything the one who can Make my heart sink with ease you could have me any day of the week.
you are my weakness and the light through the bleakness of the cesspit that is called life you make me want to finally put down the knife no longer do i want to cut it short All i want is to be your slut ever more. Fuck me til i cant walk do what ever you want to me i wont tell a soul because your touch is something i crave and for it i would happily go to my grave.
When we used to do fun things on the phone i miss talking to you while stroking my Cock, i wonder if you lay thinking of me as i think of you. your fingers dancing over your sweet folds, i want to hold you i want to be with you forevermore to go to sleep in the arms of my big spoon.
I am not usually one to give up on control but for you, I want to pay the price, Ill gladly pay the toll ill give you my body my heart my mind and my soul. Ill be your little whore ill be your slut your bitch and anything more that you could desire laying quietly on the floor. I know these thoughts that flood my brain are all in vain but I cant keep them locked up away.
Please Peg me please dont make me beg ill whine softly ill live in a cage ill do anything but please fuck me and hold onto my femme cock as you thrust deeper and deeper inside of me with your pretty little swollen Cunt, as it drips down your legs the thought alone is enough to make me go insane.
I want to drink your essence to taste the sweet nectar that pools between you legs i want to be your boy and your toy i want to replace that purple toy. To thrust in and out of you to show that i have complete trust in you and to be everything in life you want me to. Monogamy is not a part of me and for that, i have to thank you for showing me the way. forever yours Your Puppy Polly Demi Pan BPD Femme boy.