Lost Inside

I'm Lexie, just a 20 year old girl. I've been fighting depression for 6 years now, and I'm always here if you ever need someone to talk to :) ~TRIGGER WARNING!~ I do not promote or glorify self-damaging behaviors of any kind. This blog exists solely as a way to express myself and discuss my personal issues.

[lonely-and--sad]

[wishingto-disappear]

my mind is so fucking loud and so heavy right now.

[never-not-alone]

It recently snowed where I live, and I can’t help but pray every night that I drive over a patch of black ice, crash my car and die, that way I can finally be free without anyone knowing.

[wordsnquotes-online]

Past  |  @wnq-movies

[deaddepressedbaby-blog]

One cut, two cuts, three cuts, four

Watching myself bleed on the floor

How many more cuts til i die

All my life was a fucking lie

[onlythebiggestfuckup-blog]

[pdmori]

[thegoodvybe]

[997]

[justapeiceofshit]

[never-not-alone]

Let’s play a game

Why am I awake? Is it insomnia caused by my depression? Is it because my sleep schedule is fifty shades of fucked up? Is it because I took a four hour nap 12 hours ago? Or is it because deep down I know nothing matters and my existence is pointless? Find out next time on “Why am I awake?”

[laughing-at-my-ed]

My body: eat eat eat.

My ED:no you can’t, you’re fat.

My depression: this too much, let’s kill ourselves.

anxiety:no! Our family needs us.

My ED: and we’re fat.

Self-harm:yeah, let’s cut us, no one dies and we feel better.

My body:eat eat eat.

Anxiety:but what IF SOMEONE SEES OUR SCARS?

brain:hElP mE.

Me:

[doll-ghost]

[dkwpthsm]

I’m so tired of pretending I’m better. I’m so tired of fooling myself and everyone.

― 3 am J

[stressed-dafuq-out]

I have never wanted to end my life more than I do right now.

— 2:34 AM December 1st

[a-half-hearted-smile]

sad blog

[there-will-be-violence-deactiva]