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erased episode 8: the mother kayo deserved to have. ♥
Long time, no see! My newest Hanayo cosplay came and it’s amazing~
Hiii~ Sorry I’ve not been around
Would say I’ll be back soon, but that probably won’t be possible for quite some time. ToT
It’s been half a year..more? since I last made an update post, but I’ll try to condense this and make it shorter than they used to be.
So from the last post.. I got a new job. A waitress in a restaurant. Apparently I only got the job because the manager thought I was cute. That probably was the case. Not that I’m being big headed, but when I went in to ask for jobs, he wasn’t even interested in my CV or experience or anything like that. He was just creepy. Needless to say, I had a trail shift the very next day and was working near everyday after that. I was only unemployed for three days! I only stayed there for a month or two, though. The job, I loved. Waitressing is fun! And the tips you get are amazing! But the place had reaaaaal issues. There’s only one manager, who doesn’t care. Literally couldn’t give a fuck about you, anyone else, the business, anything. He was never in and would always not turn up or leave early. We were understaffed everywhere, especially the kitchen. The place, I should explain, is a well known chain of cheap food. The other people working there said it’s like if McDonald’s was a restaurant. Because we were understaffed, had no proper management, and overworked staff, we’d shut early everyday. I’d get on shift at 6pm and by 8pm, we’d had a sign at the door saying about some “unforeseen problems we’re having to close early”. Some days the place wouldn’t even open. And of course, working in a place like that, you can’t earn any money. The place was known as being shit in all aspects to a customer and it was only a matter of time before it got shut down. So I got out pretty sharpish. ^e^
A new ice cream/dessert place had opened just underneath us, under some steps. I like ice cream and desserts, I thought. I’d like to work there, I thought. So I phoned up, and again - another creepy manager that only hires young girls, so I got in quick. The process took a few weeks though, and while I was still on the books at the restaurant, the manager found out I was looking for another jobs so cut all my shifts, so I had no choice but to leave. Gotta love 0 hour contracts!
This ice cream place was great to work at first! I loved making all the crepes, waffles, sundaes, and the free food you get on shift! I enjoyed it! The people I worked with were all young girls, college/uni kids, that kind of thing. So they were /fucking irritating/ but I can deal with it. The manager was creepy. He liked to talk to me about us having a “secret relationship” that no one would know about, not his fiance or anyone else. He always used to make sexual comments and he’d text me out of work. Nothing happened, thank fuck, and he quit not too long ago. The owners of the place are still around because it’s newly open. They’re just two middle aged Indian men, that are just generally not nice people. They were only there for the money, they have many other businesses, and didn’t care for this one because they weren’t making much money. They spoke to everyone (but their favourites) like shit. They like to bully most of the staff, there’s nothing else to call it. Some are just 16 year old girls. They like to start jokes about people. Quotes or impersonations, that kind of thing. And with all the other staff (and new two supervisors - both young girls) all being, you know, bitchy girls, it catches on. So you just get treated like shit by everyone, is basically what I’m trying to get at. Since the newest supervisors are now the only management of the place, they were soley incharged of rotas. Again, being bitchy, young girls, they just had them and their mates (the group of certain staff that all went out together and were friends out of work) on every shift and cut out all the people they didn’t like. So I was only having one shift per week, mostly two and rarely three. And they were only decreasing. At this point, I wasn’t earning enough money to pay rent. I’d be a week or two short everything month. I went to Lou when this started and explained that I’ve spoke to the owners and “management” but I cant get more hours, so I’m looking for another full time job and having both of those two to pay my rent. But for now, I can’t afford it, and I get paid monthly so in the next pay check I’ll make up for the rent and pay it when I can.
That’s when she decided to tell me. tldr; She’s not making enough money from me and the charity to fund her unemployed alcoholic lifestyle, so she’s going to privately rent out the house, selling it essentially, and is going to go move in with her mum. And this is happening in January, so I need to be out by then.
She told me this just a few weeks ago.
That’s pretty fucking devastating finding that out. I can’t even afford the cheap rent here, and the only reason why Lou won’t kick me out for not paying, is because I’ve lived here over a year and I’ve never missed a payment and she knows I’ll pay her when I get paid straight away. A new landlord won’t know that. If I move somewhere else and can’t pay, I’m gone. So in January, I’m gonna be homeless and just fucked.
Or so I thought! HAhAHHAHHAHA you know me, I don’t like to let shit stay shit for long.
It was a super super super stressful few weeks of sleeplessness. But in one week of being told, I got myself a new job and somewhere to move into on the 5th of December. Just one week away now!
I gave out a lot of CVs, had a lot of interviews and trial shifts, a lot of meetings, house viewings and important appointments. But I did it. And now I’ve got myself in a good position to start a new.
Ahhhh it’s all just so great and exciting, I don’t know where to start first!
The place I’m moving to!! It’s right around the corner from the town center! Where all the jobs, shops and everything are. Everything is in walking distance, so no more travel costs~! The house is a shared house. There’s a few people living there. All aged between late 40s to 60s. There’s no alcoholics or addicts or cunty people my age! Yaaaaaaaay~~ My room is big! Bigger than I’ve had before I think. It comes with a wardrobe and fridge! No bed, so I’d have to buy one when I have the money, which might not be for a while but I’ll manage. I have a toilet just outside so it’s kinda like an en-suite! Everything about it seems perfect! £350 a month with everything included. Payday is on the last day of the month and I have to pay my rent the first day of the month, so I’ll know how much money Ii actually have and will be able to save. Instead of now where money just gets taken every week and then I’m fucked and have no money to eat (like now haaaa). The costing fees to move in, agent fees and all the rest is £730 something. Payday is tomorrow. I’ll get money from the ice cream place (not much), but they’re doing holiday pay too, which will help! Hopefully pay from the new job and also hopefully a tax rebate I’m due! Which’ll be a lot! Just have to wait and keep my fingers crossed.
Oh yeah, to move in, I had to put down a holding fee. Here’s a funny story! I got a call from the agent saying that someone else is gonna put the holding fee on the room the next day at 12pm and the agent wanted to know if I had the money since he knows I’m interested and was a really nice guy, probably not too much older than me and since he’s new (I’m his first viewer too I think), he actually spoke to me like a human being, and he said this place would be perfect for me, which it is. I said that I don’t have the money but I’m still definitely wanting the place, I just need to wait til payday. Obviously that’ll be too late. I was round Lee’s at the time, watching him play Fallout 4 and yeah, wasn’t feeling too happy. That was the only viewing I had that was good and I really really really wanted it. Then Lee’s mum came in and I told her what just happened, and yeah, I started crying. hahahahahahahaha yeaaaaaaah She went downstairs to go speak to Pete, Lee’s stepdad. He’s got cancer and is pretty badly ill. It’s been declining and getting better for the past few months, so I spent a lot of time staying over there, helping Lee through it pretty much. Pete has quite a bit of money, in cash, stored away in the house. Lee’s mum came back up and said that her and Pete have agreed that they’ll pay the holding fee for me and to pay them back whenever I can. Not to pay when I’ve got the money but are starving, but when I can afford it. Of course, again, I started crying. hahahahahahaaha They’re such lovely people cry cry cry TTTTTToTTTTTT They know all about me and they’ve accepted me into their family and treat like a part of it and uwu. They invited me to their wedding a little while after me staying there and they always tell me that if I ever need anything, food, money, anything at all, I can go to them. TToTT Lee told his nan too, who apparently hates everyone and everything (she’s nice to me haha) and never gets emotional. She was nearly crying when Lee told her the stuff that happened to me when I was younger ahahaha. She’s only coming round at Christmas because I’m gonna be here. She literally said that. uwu ToT Too nice people waaaaah
So that’s how I got the place!
The new job!! I’m a bartender! In a restaurant. My favourite restaurant! ^o^ I’ve only had a few shifts there (and just finished tonight. got home at 12, now 2:30am. gotta be up at 9am to go back to work for a 12 hour shift, but fuck it i want to write i miss all of you and love you too much ////\\\\). I love my job there already! It’s just fun! I love working in a restaurant again, in a busy enviroment. This time it’s a good place, well known, very famous, a great company that can’t fuck you about! 20 hour contract minimum per week! Wage goes up depending how much you learn and know! I just love it so much~~ I don’t even know what else to say. It’s just great so far.
I just cant wait till I move and get everything sorted. Work just around the corner from where I live. Getting paid enough and having enough shifts every month to make 2 months worth of rent in 1! I just want to hurry up and move!! Less than a week now! I’ve still not had time to pack stuff up yet. Getting a new job and a new place at the same time takes up a lot of time and energy just getting that all sorted. So much paperwork and meetings and fuck knows what else. Just money and stress and time and stress. hahaha
At least things seem to be going in the right direction! With it being Christmas soon, it’s going to be CRAZY busy at work so lots of hours and money~
I can’t wait!
So yeah that’s why I haven’t been on much and why I haven’t spoken to anyone in ages, but too much real life shit happening!
Hopefully once I’m all settled in and everything actually goes to plan (fingers crossed!), I can come back on here more and Twitter regularly! I miss you guys~~ You mean the world to me ToT
But for now, money stress money stress
hahaha
I really should go to bed now, so I’ll leave it here.
I love you all~! Thank you for everything you’ve all ever done for me. I honestly treasure it so much. Hopefully I can one day come on here and update you with all the great things that are happening to me! But until then, I’ve gotta go and deal with it all.
OH YEAH I WENT TO COMIC CON TOO it was amazing the best weekend of my life it was so so so incredible. i went as hanayo koizumi from love live and lee was arno from assassins creed and i have lots of pictures of us and other cosplayers! just ask if you want to see them ~^o^~
Kohei Murakami turned up to a stage show today for Kaixa Day, and performed his henshin sequence. This is pretty awesome.
heart: *develops feelings* brain : no nO NO NOOO (chorus:no no no) stick to the status quo
All I can think of is Kamen Rider Drive
“Shinnosuke, Kiriko, Gou… I have learned so much since meeting all of you. Humans… Families… I will dedicate my life protecting these things…”
Uhm… I’m.. sorry.. for interupting…. whatever.. something… you .. two are doing.. don’t bother me.. keep going..
I’m so sorry for this.
favorite character meme → 4 relationships; (1) Shinnosuke and Gou
“Think of me as your brakes.”
Who’s the first one of us to achieve evolution for you? Me, oh do you love me now Heart-sama?
One&Zero
Warabino Tomoya with the other casts of “Kamen Rider Drive”, namely Imata Taira and Matsushima Shota. :)
the kabuto riders are based on the seven deadly sins
kabuto– pride
drake– lust
sasword– gluttony
gatack– wrath
kickhopper– envy
punchhopper– being a little dick
dark kabuto– super extreme pride
thebee– bees
BELLRING少女ハート - rainy dance