Music, Writing and Me

22 | music | trashy fanfictions | pink floyd | she/they | pansexual & demiromantic

[neverendingmalady]

A New Playlist For You

Hey There Fellas!

After some very busy weeks I'm finally back with a sweet new playlist.

This time I have a bunch of relaxing artistic songs for you which will beam you right into another world for sure.

See ya

[neverendingmalady]

So...

There's this playlist I created a few days ago because I really enjoy the vibes the cult radio at Jacob's region gives you.

(also it kinda helps me working on my... let's call it fan fiction)

uhm... you're welcome I guess?

[neverendingmalady]

My Spotifying Problem

So, 

As you might know I’m kind of a music addict. So far so good. There’s no problem in being a little bit too much into music, I mean... it sometimes kinda safes lifes I guess. 

But... - and I mean I have no real problem with that - but maybe, just maybe, I kinda created a few very packed playlists over the last couple of days... and they’re good... too good. And I mean these playlists don’t even represent my real taste in music. There’s a Far Cry 5 one and one for the ESC... it’s a mess. 

Actually I have a fully packed shedule at the moment. I mean university started again and I wanted to train for my other upcoming stuff... but now I’m just lying around and listening to music the whole damn day. 

And I don’t even really acknowledge it as a problem (but honestly, it really is). 

Maybe I finally should go and get my stuff together. 

[neverendingmalady]

Late Night Thoughts

Sometimes - when I'm listening to music - I feel myself drifting away in a whole other world. In moments like this there's just me and the sounds of the chords echoing deep into my brain.

It's a wonderful feeling. In these moments I fully forget my worries and feel free... even fulfilled. I wouldn't give that away for anything, feeling the dearly harmonic sounds in every vain of your body is just indescribable beautiful.

Nowadays I sadly can't loose myself in music that often. I hope I can change this for the better. I really miss those kind of feelings.

[gouacheboy]

Me writing fanfic:

Too, many, commas,,, 

Is this ooc?? 

I used that word already 

Do people even blush this much?? 

*squints* Is that canon?

Tropes

 *cries while writing death scene* 

Wait what happened last chapter? 

I wrote like a thousan- 354 words!? 

*googles the lifespan of a tropical fish* 

have I spelt his name wrong all this time? 

Would they say that tho? 

Changes plot 539932 times 

Looses inspiration, goes back to tumblr

[neverendingmalady]

so true :D

[neverendingmalady]

Who will fix me now?

Dive in when I'm down?

Save me from myself

Don't let me drown

Who will make me fight?

Drag me out alive?

Save me from myself

Don't let me drown

- Bring Me The Horizon; Drown

[neverendingmalady]

Never have I ever

Have you ever listened to “The Final Cut” without doing anything else? You were just lying on your bed/couch/floor/whatever and fully gave yourself away to the music? 

People may say it’s one of the weakest Floyd albums but for me it clearly isn’t. As soon as I lie down and turn on the first song I feel like I’m going to a melancholy trip. At these moments I feel Waters aching thoughts, I feel the lyrics’ pain. I feel like I understand what’s going on in this mastermind of an artist - even though I actually don’t. I feel the music floating my body. It’s an amazing feeling. It takes you away from the real world for a short while. 

I think that’s beautiful. 

[neverendingmalady]

Late Night Thoughts

Listening to the same song over and over again for like 4 hours straight really gets you in some kind of melancholic mood. 

But let’s be honest, drivers license is a damn good song. The harmonies, the sound, it just sounds great. 

[neverendingmalady]

I don't think you're a psychopath, Mister Seed. I think you're a broken man. And I have one question, who did this to you. Was it your family, your brother? You certainly don't say "yes" to set yourself free from your sins. You say "yes" because you want to escape the reality.

Mariam Carter (Far Cry 5 Fanfiction; exclusive on wattpad)

[neverendingmalady]

What am I doing here?

Hey ya fellas, 

Actually I don’t really know what to do with this account, but at the moment I just feel like posting my favourite quotes and some good lines from my wattpad stories. Maybe that’s gonna be a good start and maybe I’ll feel better about myself afterwards.

[neverendingmalady]

Ashes or diamonds foe or friend we're all equal in the end

Roger Waters; Two Suns In the Sunset