⋆˚࿔pearl 𝜗𝜚˚⋆

𖣂 shedblr high sw and cw -20kgs

[nevlowe]

i want to relapse lmao

[nevlowe]

im logging off forever

[dollnamedana]

is it just me or like i’m just so embarrassed to go out cause i feel so fat and i feel like im getting judged for wearing a short sleeve shirt

[nevlowe]

hi guys i gained so much weight that im scared to go out ive been looking at myself and realising how fat i really look and im terrified

i dont want to starve myself again im tired of being sick but i need to

[nevlowe]

i shouldve stayed curious

[nevlowe]

i fuckinh hate sundays mindays tuesdays wednesdays thursdays

[nevlowe]

i want t cut sm i feel so bad today but i wont

[nevlowe]

all i wanted to say is that i started to believe that i actially look good no natter the weight cause of my gf,, shes so lovely she compliments me and caresses me in places where i was untouchable and it makes me actually comfortable and thats surprising i love her so much

[nevlowe]

i hate the colour of my eyes ☹️☹️

[nevlowe]

i gained but im happy actually,, not w myself but im just happy i stopped crying over my body even though it’s disgusting, i stopped skipping meals and starving myself, i stopped cutting, i stopped almost everything and im proud of myself💗

[nevlowe]

i want it back.

[nevlowe]

?????????????

[nevlowe]

regret

[nevlowe]

ive never fekt so dishutung in my lige i ook so fucking fat its ubelvvribale i gained so much i want to kms i cant rven look at muslef

[nevlowe]

make ir stop i fucking beg make itstop

[nevlowe]

i honestly am thinkng about oding again im scared of myself again what the fuck is worng w me i just want to do it again i want to feel again i want someone to worry sboit me i want somorne to care

[motylek-na-gitarze]

Ja ponieważ za półtora miesiąca szkoła i będzie łatwiej unikać jedzenia