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Waves

I remember being little and loving to go in the ocean. The way the waves would crash and the cool water over my head gave me a sense of comfort. Don’t get me wrong as the waves reached their highest peak I would flinch in fear but I always knew there would be a calm break when I came up for air. To me anxiety is like a wave I get no relief from. I feel it coming and sense the pain it will bring but I’m never quite as ready as I think I am. I feel trapped like Im drowning in my own head, there is no sense of comfort, there is no way out. Everything hits me hard as ever just like a crashing wave hits the shore. All at once and if you aren’t ready it takes you with it. I try as much as I can to prepare myself for what is about to hit but the truth is, I never know how bad it is going to be until its too late. All my emotions come in waves and I’m never ready for what it will be next.

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Beauty on the other side

I really hope heaven is everything we expect it to be. I hope theres bright lights and beautiful flowers. That the people are kind and souls are finally as happy as they can be. There are no worries or pain because heaven is a place of peace. I hope all the struggles and hardships life brought us finally are rewarded on the other side. We all deserve a place to go and finally be at rest. Life is not easy and as humans we take on so much. I just want heaven to be the place we all dream about.

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One hell of a storm

  The easiest way to describe depression and anxiety is a storm you could never be prepared for. Anxiety strikes you like a tornado would, unexpected and can change up your life in a second. Flying all your thoughts around with no intentions of them coming back the way they were before. Thats where depression comes in, once a storm is over you may feel relived like right after an anxiety attack, but look around... The storm always leaves a disaster that needs to be cleaned up. Depression it the aftermath of all the mix of emotions and struggles you went through. From now on you’ll live your life afraid of the next storm and constantly trying to heal from the disaster it caused around you.

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