blue night radio ♡ 170403 source: cosmicsticks (ending mnet) jonghyun: “probably even if it weren’t that time, you and i surely would have met.” it was the song we listened to together during the 1,000th blue night between you and i. they are the lyrics from the song - which the title, itself, is straightforward. jonghyun’s “1000”. radio to me is … deeply meaningful and an experience of great growth. i’ve said this a lot: that pain always follows growth. i think that it’s a process where i experience the pain of growth. despite that, it became precious memories to me. i hope it became precious memories to everyone, and i hope to reminisce it as i promise the day i return.
radio was a big turning point of my life. and blue night …, i don’t know how many times i have repeated the term blue night with my name at the front. the sentence: “blue night, i am jonghyun” was really awkward in the beginning, but it had now become familiar. the day when i had to temporarily bid goodbye to this familiarity has come. that’s right. the thing about life is about repetitive meetings and separation. i believe that we are also in that process and that’s why we are growing. right now …, it’s a pity. it’s disappointing and tears flow but we will definitely meet again. “probably even if it weren’t that time, you and i surely would have met.” that time …, i hope that time will come soon. that time, we will greet each other with joy and that will be even great that the feelings of the present.
i troubled a lot over how i should do the last ending and i’ve decided i’ll do it like i usually do, but i’ll add in one more line before that: this has been blue night. i am jonghyun. i, too, will rest and come back. everyone, as usual, and peacefully, please come and rest tomorrow too. i love you all.
