Once you go hunchback, you never go back

30+ asshole artist/translator/historian/cosplayer with problematic opinions. A blog dedicated to the Scientific Revolution, shamanic experiences, and other passions. ♓Robert Hooke is my spirit animal and raison d'être♓ [Instagram: baroque.corvid]

[newtonian-tragedy]

[newtonian-tragedy]

You know, I may not have much self-esteem, but I have enough sense to walk away when it's clear I am not wanted.

And enough self-respect to reject any empty offers of "friendship" from someone who doesn't even know the meaning of the word.

I am done performing one-sided emotional labor for narcissists who only wish to keep me around for backup supply and attention, while they go seek out newer and more convenient sources of the same thing.

I am no one's contingency plan. I will be no one's source of comfort or attention while my own needs are left unmet. We are partners who put in mutual effort and build a life together, or we are nothing.

All you ever wanted to talk about was what you'd do to my body, without offering even a crumb of affection or comfort. You lured me in with empty promises of a future you never intended to carry out.

You throw me away, that's it. Your loss ends up being exponentially greater than mine, because at least I have a deep capacity for love, empathy, loyalty, and honor.

I only lose someone who never cared about me or shared any of those values to begin with.

You never wanted a wife, or even a friend. So if you're bored or lonely, go find another whore to provide the fleeting satisfaction that you are oh-so content to dedicate your life to.

[newtonian-tragedy]

Guess who deserves the biggest Fell For It Again Award?

Apparently, I have no value beyond sexual objectification, but am ultimately worthless because long distance is not worth the effort when local pussy is so abundant.

I just love being emotionally invested in people who lie about having the same values and aspirations for the future, because all they actually want is for you to send them nudes.

What a delight it is to be betrayed over and fucking over by those who know upfront about my history of trauma, trust issues, and fear of abandonment.

Take my advice and do not get involved with anyone on tumblr. Ever. The men are just as dysfunctional and toxic as the women.

I just have to accept that I do not fucking matter, and I will never be wanted simply for me. Only as a masturbation aid, or a punching bag, or narcissistic supply.

[whendidmythoughtsgocrazy]

Why do I choose people who don’t choose me?

k.b. // olga myko - use me

[nothingspecialjustasoul]

I break my own heart by expecting people to be as attached to me as I am to them.

[midnightsadboy]

it hurts because i am trying my hardest but i am still not good enough

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[half-a-heart]

I was loyal to a version of you that never existed.

[omgitscass]

[midnightsadboy]

you're scared of losing people but who's scared of losing you?

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[newtonian-tragedy]

I was listening to Art Bell's show with the exorcist Father Jack Ashcraft on as a guest, and I'm still thinking about how he said that in the last days, people would openly glorify evil things as good things.

This is exactly what you see today with feminist views on abortion/whoredom and trannies with pedophilia/grooming/sodomy.

Mind you, this was only ten years ago. One commenter remarked that they're not a fan of the "homophobic bigotry", and I'm shaking my head because I would've responded with the exact same knee-jerk criticism about what Ashcraft was saying back then.

He didn't say that gays were evil, but viewed homosexuality as similar to any other disease caused by the Fall of Man, which I think is fair.

Now, I don't believe for a minute that anyone who is actually born with same-sex attraction tendencies is committing some kind of wrong. I think it's possible to be both gay and spiritually pure.

But when you continually see former heterosexuals turned on to committing homosexual acts through grooming, then you begin to understand why it's considered a perversion.

[helenvaughans]

[Right-wing women] see no way to make their bodies authentically their own and to survive in the world of men. They know too that the Left has nothing better to offer: leftist men also want wives and whores; leftist men value whores too much and wives too little. Right-wing women are not wrong. They fear that the Left, in stressing impersonal sex and promiscuity as values, will make them more vulnerable to male sexual aggression, and that they will be despised for not liking it. They are not wrong.

–Andrea Dworkin, Right Wing Women

[fruitpilled-peachcel]

if you're an unapologetic fan of my hero academia and you come to me with opinions about anime and manga i will unleash my hidden projectile vomit attack and blind you like that one little nigga from jurassic park

[spaghetti-ex2]

really funny that there was a tv show based on a classic french thief from a novel and they made the thief black

[newtonian-tragedy]

Well how else would modern audiences know that it was about France?

[the1920sinpictures]

1915 Suffrage poster. From Women's History Uncovered, FB.

[newtonian-tragedy]

Women who wear feathered hats are actually men, good to know.

[immigrant]

oh also another thing is that im used to people being really antagonistic towards my spiritual beliefs especially online so ive learned to keep it to myself. people react negatively to concepts like everything is connected and happens with a purpose, and ive been spiritually informed im not meant for preaching to the wrong audiences

[newtonian-tragedy]

Matthew 7:6

[avesblues2]

“I don’t want kids so having a uterus is pointless” is the worst talking point I’ve ever seen and truly shows me how much we have failed women in the medical realm.

Did you know though that the uterus has important functions besides having babies? Those functions include hormonal, anatomical, skeletal and sexual.

The uterus works with the ovaries and tubes to produce health promoting hormones- which are estrogen and progesterone. This is why hysterectomy can cause impaired ovarian function or complete ovarian failure. Also, these hormones don’t just help the reproductive system but estrogen has been shown to regulate immune response and increases the brains serotonin. The uterus is the most powerful organ in the body. During sex it is responsible for the intensity you feel in an orgasm.

Ovary removal (castration) or impaired ovarian function has been shown to increase risk for heart disease, stroke, osteoporosis, hip fracture, impaired memory and cognition, dementia, parkinsonism, mood disorders, lung cancer, colorectal cancer, adverse ocular and skin changes, sleep disorders, more severe hot flushes, sexual dysfunction.

The uterus has anatomical functions. It separates the bladder and bowel and keeps them anchored in their proper places. Hysterectomy displaces these organs causing dysfunction especially down the road.

Hysterectomy also destroys skeletal integrity since the uterus' ligaments are the support structures for the pelvis. Again, the RS is more than just “having babies” it interacts with the rest of your body and organs.

I know this is a “solution” for things like endometriosis but a hysterectomy with or without ovary removal is not a cure for endometriosis (endo) since endo implants / lesions exist throughout the pelvis. Many women still experience chronic pain even after this procedure.

Hysterectomy is one of the top overused surgeries (90+% are unnecessary) and women are not provided with the many negative effects from gynecologists. Women deserve to be informed and have informed consent. Educate yourself so you can be your own advocate and an advocate for others.

[c-ptsd-mia]

This is the post that just, scared the shit out of me tonight.

I had a hysterectomy in 2019. They left my ovaries, but took my cervix without asking, beforehand.

I was NOT told these things. I did not give consent to part of my surgery, and I did NOT give informed consent to ALL of it - because I was not informed!

Don't get a hysterectomy if you can avoid it, please.

There are other options.

I'm nervous as hell for my future and it didn't have to be this way. Those fuckers lied to my face, brushed over the details, and they WILL do it to you too.

Inform yourself. Protect yourself. God knows what they might have done to me while I was under anesthesia too. It makes me so scared and angry, thinking about these things and what I know now - that I was kept in the dark about before.

[johanna-von-orleans]

We have come full circle. How many more years until selling organs/body parts cause "I dont use *that one* for the in 5th grade bio described context" is another woke hustle?

Isn't this thee cyberpunk dystopia or whatever everyone was afraid of 10ish years back? Human bodies being defined as "just parts" and categorized in 1) needed for survival and 2) no harm done in harvesting that organ/body part.

The failed Sex/Medical education and mis/omitted- information of women's bodies paired with capitalism will certainly work on that. We already have a "surrogate/incubator/egg" market. What's next? The uterus trans/implants everyone is talking about?

Only women are misinformed about their body system in such sinister way. A man would never consider chopping his balls off "cause I don't want kids and that's where the sperm is". And no one would tell him that's all balls are for.

[murderous-megs]