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the thunder and lightning in the distance soothes... a storm is a brewin'

Izabel Tala Miranda

The love of my life. My little princess was born on November 25, 2020. I love her father and didn’t know that I could love another as much until I found out she was going to be arriving earlier this year. She is absolutely perfect.

retrodisneydaily

huey, dewey, and louie in trick or treat (1952)

just wanna say...

2020 so far has been interesting. Despite all the darkness and dying... life finds a way.

2020 so far

Well, this is an interesting year so far. Everyone is freaking out and panicking which does not help the rest of the folks. I’m here just minding my own business and keeping myself as healthy as possible. Things happen and its how we handle the situation that makes or breaks us. For the most part I plan on staying positive and follow my Disney mantras of “Hakuna Matata”, “Keep moving Forward”.

This is just me rambling cause there is Literally nothing to do at work today. I have already taken care of the paperwork and now i’m just waiting for guest to check-in and for the night audit person to show up as well. As of now the governor of CA and the Mayor of LA county have issued a “stay at home” order, so i may not be working for the next 8 weeks.... 8 weeks... goddamn... It makes sense, but it sucks cause i haven’t hung out with my family in awhile. We have been able to chat on the phone but its not enough. I just saw a mom FaceTiming with her daughter who she couldn’t get to due to the flying bans. She was crying while her daughter was like”whateves” poor mom. She just wanted to be with her.

If only if only the woodpecker sighs.... if only if only.... I don’t know all the words to that little diddly

#rambling #2020

life goes on

My brother is going off the the California Conservation Corps tomorrow. I haven’t really processed that. He’s 18, leaving home and doing his own thing. I’m Very, Very happy for him. I’m happy that he’s decided to join something with meaning. I’m glad he’s chosen to be a positive light in this fucked up world of ours. I’ll see him for the holidays i’m sure, but its going to be the same knowing he’s not just a drive away. i can still text him and snapchat him, but it won’t be the same.

This is something that he wants and has to do. Like when i went to Florida.

Fide, my brother, I love you. super proud of you. see you later

#vent post

Do or Do not, there is no try -Yoda

you know to be perfectly honest.... i’m not always feeling fully confident in myself, but i’m always trying my best. Yoda says it best, “Do or Do not, there is no try.” And yes I do. I DO all the time, but then there are days when i should DO but don’t. there is always some thing holding me back. not quite sure what but i mean i know... i know what it is. My own insecurity holds me back sometimes. I tend to talk before thinking too and that always messes me up. I recently decided to change my career path but not. I’m still working in hospitality but i left the kitchen. Yup you read it right, i left the professional kitchen to work in front of the people rather than behind the scenes. after working in the culinary industry for 7 years and not expanding my career, i decided to DO something out of my comfort zone and new. Now talking to people can be easy, but there are days when you don’t want to talk to anyone but you still have to do it. Public speaking and speaking with authority is the tricky part. We’re to to speak with confidence and to speak to people the way we’d want to be spoken to. however, what is those you speak to don’t give a damn and still look down on you?!? the assholes of that 1% that think they’re entitled to get everything they want. My grandma and my mom both taught me to never let them see that they’re getting to you. Just to keep smiling and diplomatic so that they see YOU GOT THIS! The penguins of Madagascar say it best, “Just smile and wave.” Never let the world see that your hurting. Always hide the sadness and if there is any depression, save it for when your home. But sometimes you can’t even do that because you are the ‘rock’ of the family and they look to you to stay strong and keep going. people tell you to relax and be stress free, but there’s no time. They may be able to do it... afford to take the time off but some people don’t or can’t.

Who is this really for? well.... its for me. i used to have a hard copy journal but i stopped writing. it really does suck that i haven’t kept writing. i used to LOOOOOOVE to write. I’m always making the excuse that i never have the time anymore for it but look at this.... here i am TYPING in my “journal”. there’s a part of me that thinks that i should just delete this as soon as i’m done, but there’s another part of me that doesn’t give a damn and is like “post it... who gives a shit what others will think... this isn’t for them... this is for you! you need to vent and let it all out as much as the next person who blogs.” if i can keep it up i should write. even if its rambling of a mad woman or little snip-bits of dreams or daydreams that come into this crazy mind of mine. I don’t expect a single person to read or even make sense of what is going on here. This will just run on and on and it doesn’t matter.

#vent post

musicalhog

In celebration of reaching a very important milestone - 2319 followers! Thank you! ( ✪ ∇ ✪ ) ﾉ”

musicalhog

Happy 2/3/19!

nguzman90

all day until midnight!!!

What If?

Every day's the same Nothing's changed Nothing lost nothing gained Is there more to life than this?

Gosh, I hope so I think that I know so I wish that I could show them

What if there's more that we could be doing? I don't wanna miss any opportunities to grow But Jemilla will tell me "no"

She says, "play it safe," yet she talks about growth In my own opinion you can't have 'em both Yes, there are risks but I'm willing to take 'em Rules put in place but you bet that I'll break 'em

What if Jemilla's just holding us back From all of the things our society lacks? We're right on the edge and I'm ready to leap And trust that I'll fall before landing on my feet

What if I did something new? Something unexpected, unprotected Something's always within reach Just ignore the shit Jemilla preaches

What if I did something more Than what my people bargained for? I'll reinvent the human race and shove it in Jemilla's face

What if? What if?

#firebringer #starkid #zazzalil

disneymydear

When one knows the world is watching, one does what one must. Some minor adjustments, darling, not for my vanity, but for humanity.

africant

I'm just like my country, young scrappy and hungry and I'm not throwing away my SHOT

Alexander Hamilton, Hamilton

#musical #hamilton #riseup

Aguachile a la Yucateca

I first tried this dish back in 2011 and since then I haven’t had the chance since to eat and enjoy it. The sun and stars of my life is deathly allergic to shellfish so because I love him, I have made a choice to not eat shellfish unless we won’t see each other for more than 8 hours. Going back to the dish... it is native to Sinaloa, Mexico and considered mariscos. Its a fresh and savory dish to enjoy on a hot day.

ingredients are:

20 Shrimp de-veined, de-shelled, and cut in half.

1/2 red onion slivered

1 English cucumber julienne

1 cilantro bunch roughly chopped

1 Habanero thinly sliced

10 limes juiced

salt, pepper, garlic powder to taste

The only real step is to combine all of the ingredients together and let is marinate in the fridge for 30 to 45 minutes before you sit down to eat. Grab some chips, an ice cold Michelada and enjoy.

#culinary #healthy food #yummy #recipes #cheflife