E’s Diary @nhzll123 - Tumblr Blog

starvingpan

this account is not to trigger anyone, romanticize eating disorders, or hurt anyone. this account is for:

-me to vent

-me to not feel alone

-to be there for others struggling

-to cope

-to take my mind off things

-to post things that matter to me

-to be happier

-to find new friends

SO IF YOU:

-dont have an eating disorder

-come on these pages and tags to trigger yourself

-think this is only about being skinny

-are a young person trying to lose weight

-think this is healthy

-are a predator

-are mean

-are here to report

-are here to “give yourself” an ed

PLEASE LEAVE, I ACTUALLY ENJOY RUNNING A ACCOUNT AND I DONT WANT TO BE RESPONSIBLE FOR ANYONE

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I wonder if everyone else is just pretending to be alive like I am. I have a body and consciousness, yet I am without a soul. A personality-less void wishing so desperately to truly exist. I just don’t understand; how can I be conscious yet contain no trace of life? How can I perceive and interact with others whilst being completely empty inside? Was there an ingredient left out in my creation? The ability to be undoubtedly alive is something I wish to find in every waking moment, but everyday I feel further disconnected from this world.

Officially 10kg down so far, I’m so happy :)

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People keep telling me I look amazing and I’ve lost so much weight. I’ve always wanted people to notice, but now that they’re actually saying it I feel terrible. Like everyone really was aware of how fat I was?