Jay

I am a sad asshole struggling and making fun of my own mental illnesses. I hate pro-bullshit blogs with a passion.

[timbllr]

from weheartit

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Anxiety: Did you miss me?

Me:... yes...

[melodr4mv]

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Sometimes (quiet frequently), I wish I wouldn´t exist. I look at the mirror and think: It will never be enoug, never.

I lost my friends, I lost my life, my self-esteem, my dignity, I lost my smile, my sanity, strength. But at the end of it all I never lost my cowardice, cause when I look back in the past I can see all of you great people who had the bad fortune to find me in your way, every single life I destroyed, every heart I brutally hurt...

The weight of shame is too heavy and I open my eyes feeling it, I close my eyes feeling it, I live feeling it.

I used to have this small world, you know? Not that good to others but charming to me. I had put it aside but I did not realize it until I knew I had lost it. Now I don´t belong anywhere. I don´t belong with my family, they´re better off without me. I don´t belong with the love of my life, she keeps breaking my heart. I don´t belong to a concept near happiness. And that´s why I´m going back to this little charming world of mine.

I was cleaning my room and found that letter, I have no idea when I wrote it and what it was all about but I find it funny that I feel exactly the same.

[21myg-remade]

imagine growing up in a non traumatic and non abusive environment i honestly can’t relate

[abuuse]

my truama wasnt severe enough it wasnt bad enough i shouldnt be suffering i dont deserve to im fake

[joshpeck]

do you ever just realize that you’re not a good person

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i hate asking people for things

[atzamot-deactivated20140425]

[crackedporcelaindoll]

why do you get to be okay?

[snazzyratdad]

[ruth29me]

Me siento mal…me siento jodidamente mal…

(via ruth29me)

[caos-literario]

Igual qué las palabras, el silencio también puede lastimar

Arctic (via caos-literario)

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Me gusta la tristeza, me siento cómodo en ella.

Y si no la tengo, la busco; y si no la encuentro, me la creo. 

Y si no funciona, escucho Morrisey.

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Que importa lo que las personas digan, mientras a ti te haga feliz, vale la pena.

Ckris (via caos-literario)

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how the fuck do i solve this

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nevermind, I got this

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how the fuck do i solve this