60 Seconds || Self
I've never been one for goodbyes... nor have I ever been one to stick around once the time has come to take my leave. Montford was always a wasteland to me. A waste of my time, a general waste of space and effort. It's how I always perceived this God forsaken town. It was my parent's demise, the place my brother refuses to return to, the place I loathe with all of my being.
So why am I still here?
I keep asking myself that question as I lie in bed. I haven't moved with the exception of making it to the bathroom for almost three weeks. I'm tired, I'm drug addled, and I'm completely out of the loop as to what happens outside my door. I don't care anymore. None of this is worth it. Not the drama, not the people who live here. I have nothing left except for this big empty house.
I've been lonely for a long time. I'm a social person, but Montford has never really given me the opportunity to make something of myself, to have a crowd of people to congregate with. I've always been alone. Flitting from group to group, adapting when needed. I hated it. I still do.
I've decided to stay here no longer. Everywhere I look, I'm reminded of how much this place has tainted me. How much worse I am for the wear because this town is plagued by drugs, booze and violence. These used to be things that I enjoyed, but now it all seems a little too cliche though.
My bags are packed, and I've put the key in the lock. One minute. For one whole minute I've stared at this massive house, realizing that I've never considered it a home. Not even as I child. I've had no home. I've always been a drifter, even thought I've been stuck in the same place this whole time.
Sixty seconds. That was all it took for me to say goodbye.









