A Private Little War

NDA. 22. Resistance is futile. 

[thesecretletter]

Who am I to think anyone could ever want someone as damaged as me if you, the one person I thought understood every scar I told you about, can fall out of love with me?

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Omg

[misandry-mermaid]

lol men can’t handle rejection at all this is so embarrassing for him

[moaningmabel]

I shouldn’t have read this the second hand embarrassment is making me nauseous

[catlovesmocalike]

Oh my God… the sheer entitlement of this guy. yikes. And then they say girls are clingy

[purpletangyvaginas]

[no]

Im the friend

[thesecretletter]

Don’t leave me. You mean so much to me. Even if on some days I’m not that happy, don’t blame yourself. I have anxiety and I get depressed sometimes but you help me. You comfort me. Honestly, if it wasn’t for you, I don’t think I’d ever be happy. You saved me in so many ways. And now you tell me not to hurt myself. To never put myself down. I’m perfect in your eyes, you say. But I wonder if you saw me as I truly am, if you’d still love me. I don’t ever want to lose you. That may be selfish but I do feel like you’re mine. But at the same time I don’t want to put all of my problems on you. You want to know what’s wrong all the time but I can’t tell you. I’m not seeking attention. I just want your love. You told me you love me and I told you that I love you. You want me to promise that I’ll never hurt myself, because that is your greatest fear. I can’t promise that yet, I can promise that as long as I’m with you, then I will never hurt myself. But if you were to leave me, then I can’t promise anything. I never believed in soul mates but now I have reason to believe that we are soul mates. Am I too young to know what true love is? Probably. But I won’t try to deny that we really have something deep. I don’t see a future without you. I know I shouldn’t become so attached but you seem like you’re the one. It’s scary to think that we’ll be apart for so long now. I won’t see you everyday. I won’t get to hear your laugh or see your amazing eyes. If you truly love me, then you’ll fight for me. I know I will.

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A little something from my new book. Coming 2016. More writing here

[thesecretletter]

I have him now. And I love him, more than I have ever loved a human being in my life. But baby you were my first real love and I miss you. I miss you when I’m drunk and I miss you when I’m sober. I miss you at 2am and 4pm. Every day I check your twitter and your instagram to make sure you’re okay because I won’t dare text you. Not after it took ever ounce of strength in me to push you away. Please understand that I pushed you away because I can’t talk to you, not while I’m with him, I love you too much. You are heroine and I am a recovering addict…

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[thesecretletter]

It’s been- wait for it- 5 years, and your face is still the face I expect to see every day. Still the name I wait to appear on this screen. You were my one, big, earth shattering love. And it’s clear, I was not yours.

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