I’ve been waiting for the day when I get tired of being so sad to the point where I just snap out of it and it finally happened today.
I have a job that I’ve dreamed about and worked hard to achieve.
I picked up my life and moved across the country.
I’ve made some awesome friends that make Texas feel like home.
My students straight up make me so excited to go to work every single day. They’re so awesome.
My body is so healthy and can take me miles and miles and miles - and I have big goals to achieve as far as that goes.
I’ve been doing a lot more talking to God, something I’ve put off majorly in the past decade, but I’m trying to regain the spiritual side of my life that I let slip through the cracks.
I’m going to travel. And not just light travel. I want to see the world, and fully intend on doing so - sooner rather than later.
I loved someone more than I ever thought possible and learned what it felt like to lose them. I felt guilt. I felt like I allowed it to fail. I swallowed my pride -which is something I’m trying to improve on- and in the end you realize that if they want to stay they’ll figure it out and make it happen, if they want to leave they’ll leave.
I’m not going to beg anyone to stay around that doesn’t want to be. Also, I love life, so FUCK feeling like I don’t want to live anymore.
Everything is a culmination of choice and I’m choosing to move forward knowing that one very long, fulfilling chapter of my life is ending - and another one is just beginning.
P.s. it’s a really good thing I got back into running because I forgot how healing it is. I’m never going to allow myself to get so busy that I feel like I can’t properly take care of myself physically ever again. It’s seriously so important.
Ok goodnight random blog thing that nobody actually uses anymore ✌🏼
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