( ** victorious +

K ; twenty one / double bubble disco q u e e n, headed to the guillotine -- prev mlkechang!!

[nicotinewrites-blog]

I'm gonna get to my messages and replies when I feel more social, but I feel kind of overwhelmed right now and I found out today that I got the job I applied for last week, so long story short -- I have to do orientation tomorrow.

So I'm just stressed. Idk I'll get to everything. 

[ikonicgif]

Aziz Ansari out in NYC

[charlottewinslow]

[nicotinewrites-blog]

Why does the messaging system say I have a message but I don't???

[nicotinewrites-blog]

I got another call from the recruiter for the job that was supposed to make me an offer, but didn't and she said they never contacted her??? So she was gonna contact them and ask about it and hopefully get me a job offer?

So have that and my two interviews in the next two days that I'm not cancelling. I am hopeful. Pray for me. 

[albertosrosende-deactivated2016]

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[nicotinewrites-blog]

I have a job interview tomorrow and one on Thursday. Someone please hire me

[nphofrph]

I'm sorry, but I just have to ask: what's the problem with the new tumblr update? It seems kind of neat to me?

The problem is that this update is really bad for people with social anxiety or, heck, people who don’t necessarily have a disorder but simply aren’t the greatest in social situations (in other words, about 98% of tumblr users).

See, for a socially awkward person, it takes a lot of effort to engage in a conversation. This goes for both online and IRL. You go into it not quite certain what direction you’re intending for it, don’t know what to do if you find yourself with nothing to say, don’t know how to end a conversation, or even when it’s supposed to end. When you’re in it, you’re in it for the long haul.

With replies, that wasn’t a problem. If someone I followed, say, posted a selfie, I could just comment, “You look cute here!” Get out what I wanted to say, and not worry about how to continue it. It was simple, it was quick, and it didn’t require a large commitment.

Instant messaging isn’t like that. When there’s instant messaging in place, then when I get a message, it’s often intended to open a conversation - and in the cases where it isn’t, I don’t know how to tell the difference, so there’s another difficulty right there, the risk of assuming this is the opening of a long conversation thread than a one-off remark.

I need those one-off remarks. I need to be able to answer the question of or give a compliment to the people who post on my dash without having to prep myself for a full-on chat. And the tumblr staff doesn’t get that, and refuses to listen to the people who try to explain it.

[confessorofrph-deactivated20160]

I wasn’t worried but NOW THAT YOU REMINDED ME….oi. ;)

[maalums-deactivated20180225]

cuddling with calum would include:

calum being, for lack of a better metaphor, a human furnace

 he’s a world-class snuggle bug; always making sure you were comfortable and cozy in his arms as you slept peacefully within them

constantly looking for opportunities to cuddle (watching a movie: plucking you from your seat and placing you in his lap, grocery shopping: holding your hand or securing his arm around your waist, etc)

his lips always pressed to your skin no matter what position: your neck, your shoulder, or stomach

half the time you cuddle naked, the skin on skin contact too delicious to resist

waking each other up with head

calum talking in his sleep

him asking for a back or scalp massage 

preferred position: calum lying on his back, drawing you closer until your head and shoulders are resting on his chest and he is able to wrap both arms around your body while you burrow into his neck and place your freezing hands over his bare chest

‘him coming home late often and not bothering to wake you; instead he just slides in next to you and smiles softly to himself as you mold your body to his in your sleep

sitting on his lap while he scrawls out lyrics he thought of on a whim, you softly nipping at his neck while he groans at you to stop teasing

resting his hands on your ass always, giving occasional squeezes or playful spanks

whispering sweet nothings into each others ears just to see the recipient of the compliment blush

him tracing patterns on your skin constantly

[nicotinewrites-blog]

Me: *Takes favorite characters away from writers.*

Me: You can have them back when you learn how to treat them better.

[wnq-writers]

I don’t think heartbreak is a beautiful thing. I don’t think not being able to sleep until 3 am is beautiful. I don’t think changing multiple songs because it hurts too much to listen is beautiful. I don’t think the pain that stains your cheek is art. To me, heartbreak is something I would never wish upon my worst enemy. The act of being abandoned. Lost. Still haunted by a ghost that is long gone. Heartbreak is not beautiful nor art. Heartbreak are the needles puncturing you, making it impossible to forget.

g0ldgl0ry  (via wnq-writers)

[cappuccinofroth-deactivated2018]

Guess who got their life together!!!!!

not me but someone probably has

[yetanotherphotosetblog]

[agenderwaterbender-deactivated2]

i want:

a new tattoo.

to be kissed.

to not be nervous about my future.

[stephanieofrp]

a “i’m a single dad but i also strip at night to pay the bills & ur my kid’s kindergarden teacher & oh shit i just showed up to strip at ur friend’s bachelorette party please don’t think i’m a bad dad” plot

[littlemix-news]

[aquariusrpc]

UHQ: Leigh-Anne outside the X Factor studios - 1st November.

[seungkwani-deactivated20161019]

Calum in the style of David Kawena from Lilo and Stitch (inspired by this post)

[seungkwani-deactivated20161019]

I just put this design on Redbubble if anyone wants to check it out!