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[nigelologist]

‎‎‎ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ‎──       𝐿𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝑀𝒾𝓃𝒹𝓈   🍂 ‘   2006  ’

Edits ── #murderbfs

Theories ── #psychosis but make it academic

HCs ── #clinically tested to be considered normal over like minds 

Memes ──  #not your average bromance

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ follows from @nakaharasknife

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ"ᴘʀᴀʏ ꜰᴏʀ ᴍᴇ. ᴘʀᴀʏ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜʀꜱᴇʟꜰ."

‘    We are not templars with god-given rights, there are no holy wars to fight, Nigel. Who are the enemy now? We are, because we wanted more from life than what it had to offer. ’

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤspotify // carrd // ao3 // spacehey

[noctber]

so so cute so so gay so so bloody

[vepaioa]

think of me the same way i think of you

this is a love song in my own way

[vepaioa]

you make me sick, because i adore you so

i love all the dirty tricks and twisted games you play on me

[nigelologist]

The obscene trembling holiness caught in Nigel’s eyes. Watching his Jack, his altar, his saint of sin, raise the gun before him and unmake the man who made him.

It isn’t death he worships but its deliverance, the miracle of freedom wrapped in slews of blood and smoke. He thinks Alex meant it. He must have meant it.

That Alex chose this, that he pulled the trigger for him.

Oh, the holiness of it. His boy, his undying salvation, slaying the monster that once held them both. The body of a man once known is scarcely seen, not when he can look at Alex with the kind of love that curdles into need.

In that moment, Nigel’s devotion burns clean. Alex, blood-streaked and trembling, is his religion.

He is his only god. His sweet, ruinous faith.

[synthesixia]

if you hate on my girl susan mueller to uplift alex & nigel as a ship, go ahead and lock your doors tonight.

[nigelologist]

I've been thinking about the scene where Nigel says that his parents are probably away, busy with work, cutting to his dad being very much at the house; it's his way of either not wanting Alex to know the relationship he has with his parents, or keeping him completely separate from that part of his life.

Once Alex sees him as this abused kid, it'd break this little collective fantastical prophecy they've designed,, he needed it to be just them, completely isolated (which he was managing to do in every other aspect of his life) so that Alex could kill his dad with no guilt and really come into the jack Nigel knows he is.

I just always thought it interesting how Nigel really villainised his dad and tried to keep a light air about it, saying, "He's got the gun," with a smile on his face. To Alex, it turns into a threat not only to Nigel’s safety (he’s out of school and snooping around his house) but also his own.

Because if Alex had properly met his father (apart from the general dismissed meeting before the performance), he could not strip the human away from the person. If he had no prior connection or if he saw him only as a personal 'threat' to himself (and Nigel), then he could enact the prophecy, or at least wouldn't break from the bubble of delusion and connectivity they were both in.

This is all with the mind that Nigel had planned the murder of his parents out way earlier. (Or had at least wanted to and deemed Alex as his saviour Jack, that allowed it to be a possibility). In any case, I think trying to hide a friend away from your abusive family dynamic is always at the forefront of Nigel's mind (or anyone in that situation, really). So this scene really stood out to me and hit me in the feels whenever I watched it.

Nigel finally found someone who understood or could understand him, who would listen to his crazy ramblings about the Templar Knights and his belief that he was made for something more than this. He wanted it separated from the thing he was running from (his family, isolation) and headfirst into those ideals and fantastical prophecies he was finally discussing and sharing with someone... Ouch.

[nigelologist]

it is back to studying season everyone, and this means I become consumed with like minds because for some reason it's the only way I can sit myself down and focus

[unlikeminds]

my like minds fic ideas so far (that i haven’t written)

1) do i clench my fists? - Small rural southern gothic town AU nigel and alex, alex is a son of a mechanic and fixes cars, and nigel’s family just moved to town from the big city. a woman goes missing within the first week they arrive, and there are ‘HAVE YOU SEEN THIS WOMAN?’ posters all over town. there’s can-uh-bull-ism.

2) spreadsheets and bedsheets - fresh graduate finance bros in a private investment firm in london AU, the fake dating trope; alex is nepotism hire who is treated poorly by his coworkers, and nigel is the surprisingly likable polished working class oxbridge graduate who proposes the idea of them fake dating.

[unlikeminds]

what the fuck is savage grace 2007 even about and how do i get involved

[redstonedust]

its probably a normal sign for the economy that all of my adulthood fantasies are like "imagine having your own kitchen living room and bathroom to decorate" "what if i could get on a train" "maybe one day i could purchase a sturdy pair of shoes" "i should save and invest in a single bicycle"

[llyordroyce-deactivated20260417]

[half-gift]

first post here kinda nervous ..forbie yuri

[partynbullshit2007]

I love when the camera unfocuses Alex and Nigel is just behind him, like i love you so much please go away

[lenreli]

[jxckofspades]

nigel colbie moodboard

[maisiepies]

like minds (2006)