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It was April 24th, St. Mark’s Eve. ✨
Happy TRC Day to those who celebrate!
— March 27, 1914 / Franz Kafka diaries
My wolfstar fic recs
--~~~please give these authors love, comments and interaction means more than you know. ~~
(this is not exhaustive and I have made follow up posts at the bottom) here's a list of underrated fics, give them love.
All are wolfstar (mix of jily and jegulus as other ship) Complete unless marked. There is plenty of fluff, however. Check tags please, some are sad, mcd, or deal with things that some find triggering.
*My obsession: Crimson rivers by bizarrestars (865k) @starsworth - angsty hunger games au. Some of the best remus and Sirius characterizations. Wolfstar is top notch. The friendships and black brother dynamics are all 💯
Hogwarts/magical
-The Standard Book Of Spells Series by imparfait connected fics and 1 shots, still wip: wolfstar is so in love, I want to melt multiple pov. no voldy.
-Would That I by third_crow (wip 172k) soulmates, canon divergent, no voldy, autistic remus
-what a wonder (what a waste) by peachyybabe (88k) all the emotions. Mcd. Divergent.
-Honey If I'm Not by @brigid-faye (29k) divergent post war where remus left, jily lived, and wolfstar only reconnects years later by chance. (Also has a Sirius pov)
-snakes and lions by @her-smile-forges-galaxies (read tags though! Slytherin remus, platonic soulmate remus & regulus turns death eaters, angst with happy ending) 703k
Au/modern/non-magical
-orange juice (i've been ready for you to come home for so long) by raggedypond (39k) it's fantastic!!!! divorced wolfstar get back together, raising teddy, flashbacks to remus getting diagnosis, breakup, and Sirius dealing with alcoholism. Hea.
-Tender is the touch (of someone that you love too much) by- @purplefiction-ao3 (44k) multiple pov journey of remus waiting for heart transplant, written from someone who's been in position. Sirius is such a strong and sweet caretaker and remus is a fighter. (It also has James and Sirius as hockey players)
-the sea is a good place to think of the future by peachyybabe first in series (45k) is happy/open ending. Love them reconnecting and how disability is written. Check tags. 2nd in series has mcd. But it's oh so good, broke my heart. (46k)
-Forget the World by @amberlink (113k) mcd sickfic with mental illness, complicated prongsfoot friendship and black bro dynamics. Greys inspired (ish)
-like real people do by third_crow (disability coffee shop 36k)
-wading in waist-high water by @colgatebluemintygel (82k) bake off fic where sirius is host and Remus is a disaster
-love finds a way by littleoldrachel: Jurassic Park exes to lovers
-lessen my load by moonymoment (university, so sweet together)
-pb to my j by aqua_myosotis (texting fic, so cute together)
-Heat and balance by eyra: beautifully depicted disability/illness fics, au
-Second Generation by MsAlexWP older wolfstar, single parents, getting back together. The sequel is so perfect too! It's a Nice Day for a Wolfstar Wedding
-An infinite ocean by orphan_account (raising teddy au, he has cf)
-my only sunshine by loua29xx- remus is sick and asks Sirius to help him die
–wolf's heart by mizdiz- heartbreaking. Meet in bookshop, Remus has heart problems, they fall in love, Remus tries to push him away to save pain of watching him die but Sirius won't let him.
-Flight of Destiny by Lucigoo89 female wolfstar fic, my gift from my fandom wife. Two women find their soulmate on a long flight and almost miss the chance to reconnect.
Authors in general
third_crow disability rep!
Peachyybabe he is great at portraying disability
Littleoldrachel disability and trans rep
her_smile_forges_galaxies
MsAlexWP
de_sire
moonymoment
MesserMoon @sophsicle
beautywolfstar
xinasvoice @xinasvoice
Brigidfaye
Eyra
MollyMaryMarie @mollymarymarie
Check out my fandom wife lucigoo
Some of my fandom friends moon_stars, raggedypond, beautywolfstar, and speckinthevoid
Other top picks I've reread
-As It Was by peachyybabe mix of fluff, angst and hurt/comfort
-Burning and Buried With the Rest of It by @kalegreeneyes Remus is bitten summer before 5th year, and how it affects friendships, and his mental health mind the tags!
exes, horcruxes, and other reasons to panic by @lynxindisguise divergent from 1st war, picks up 7 yrs later
-This Is the Way the World Ends by @blitheringmcgonagall sad but beautiful MCD
-Did You Miss Me? By @krethes @fantismal long text fic, angst and humor. Check tags
- it's a new dawn by ilbaritz: Remus never went to Hogwarts and met everyone after school. Trans remus
-Let's Play Pretend by MsAlexWP fake dating, single parents, remus and teddy are wonderful disasters
-Engaged for 43 years by @halfravenhalfclaw sirius proposes at first sight at 11, follows til the afterlife (divergent) extended version!
-wip or maybe abandoned but good: Of Leaves and Stars (modern magical texting, trans remus and genderfluid sirius)
as well as Of Initials and Postscripts (Hogwarts era, remus is homeschooled and sirius is his penpal) both by irrationalmoony & LadyAmina
-from white-hot anticipation to cold-blooded fear and back again by @drowsyanddazed ravenclaw remus unimpressed by prank idea and they get close
-this is erosion by cruelrage: modern magical, texting at Hogwarts, remus homeschooled
-We’ll Make It Out Alive by wolfstar_addict417: texting fic with angst/fluff and disabled remus (au)
-canon so far **shifting Lines by dovahtobi (wip currently updating)
-mayors of simpleton by @fruityindividual divorced raising teddy ft blind remus
--Forever Is a State of Mind by orphan_account (raising teddy, deaf remus)
–After the fire by Coriaria lie low at lupin's, a dark look at remus' past (check tags)
-Befriending A Ravenclaw by @kreestars slow burn with pining. Remus is ravenclaw prefect
-ten reasons (to go to michigan) by @greyeyedmonster-18 falling in love au author remus, artist sirius raising Harry with regulus angst+ slow burn
-An Interesting Grasp by @thebibutterflyao3 remus with tourettes, artist sirius, moonflower friendship, au
-summer you let your hair grow out: Sirius goes to remus instead of James'
-Highland Fling by @picascribit summer disability strangers to lovers (au)
- Heavy In Your Arms by MollyMaryMarie: slytherin Sirius as padfoot finds injured ravenclaw remus and takes care of him
-we can be heroes series by YouBlitheringIdiot school years through the war. Divergent ending
--Evolution is spelt with an R by de_sire: Remus never went to Hogwarts, saves Sirius and Sirius gets involved with pack by being healer
-Tertiary Colors by krabapple mpreg 1st war divergent, potters live
-Living Like We're Renegades by orphan_account deaf/hoh remus and genderfluid cheerleader remus
-Language Lessons by MsAlexWP: divergent post 1st war with flashbacks. FWB (sort of, you'll see)
-Found Heaven by @madefortherain lovely fluffy text fic
----Other lists---- (I try to keep all of these updated (at the bottom of each) and always feel free to tell me what I missed, or give a self rec) •
**themed lists: •chronic illness/disability/deaf/blind, •wips •trans remus/Sirius, •older wolfstar, •fluff, •raising harry and/or teddy,•autism, •mcd, •asexuality •texting, •tattoo parlor, •Holidays, •coffee shop, flower shop or bakery, •Hogwarts era, •holidays, •divergent post-azkaban, bring back black, lie low at lupins •athletes •soulmates •podfics •fake dating
•PART 2 •one shot version, • my to reread list, •my read a 3rd time •wip version •Jegulus recs
**Ofc feel free to check out mine (all of them) and then spotlight ⬇️
Silence Between Us by brandileigh2003 a soft wolfstar falling in love, features Sirius dealing with anxiety, and remus who is deaf and has an adorable service dog.
Wolfstar fic recs featuring disability, chronic illness, chronic pain, or characters who are deaf or blind
**please feel free to drop your own fic or recs in comments and I'll add.
----orange juice (i've been ready for you to come home for so long) by raggedypond divorced wolfstar get back together, flashbacks to remus getting diagnosis, breakup, and Sirius dealing with alcoholism. Raising teddy. Hea.
-the sea is a good place to think of the future by peachyybabe: @lavenderhaze get back together, raising teddy, the second has mcd but if you just read first you can pretend he's ok? (I know I have friends who don't touch mcd with 10ft pole)
-(really you can't go wrong with any of peachyybabe, disability, chronic illness and/or mental health/illness in all.
-Forget the World by @amberlink mcd. Sirius is a surgeon, saves remus' life and they marry for insurance. But ofc fall in love along the way as Remus' heart gets worse. this was so good and explored brief as well
-my jokes are my armour, my kindness is my sword by @littleoldrachel remus owns flower shop and meets the gang (seizures and chronic pain
-Like Real People Do by third_crow coffee shop au, also sirius raising harry. So good.
-Tender is the touch (of someone that you love too much) by @purplefiction-ao3 remus has heart condition, written by person with chronic illness themselves
-Infinite Diversity in Infinite Combinations by TheQueerTailor Sixth year has just started and Remus is barely keeping up. He's just sixteen but it feels like his body is falling apart.
-heat and balance by @eyra also interesting look into Sirius dual role of partner and caregiver
-We’ll Make It Out Alive by wolfstar_addict417 texting fic, raising teddy
-the mayors of simpleton by fruity_individual get back together, remus is blind, raising teddy
-Found Heaven by fierrochase fluffy text fic, so cute together
-Black's Anatomy by @grasslesss greys anatomy fic, remus has lupus
-The Sickness Unto Death by oliverdalstonbrowning university au, remus has cystic fibrosis
-Of Bookshelves and Baby Carriers by @poppunkpadfoot bookshop au, sirius raising harry
-My Only Sunshine by Loua29xx: remus had cancer. Mcd
- Young Blood by viwrites @just--vi road trip au, jegulus main, remus has heart condition (I've been told the 2nd focus more on wolfstar, haven't gotten there yet)
-I Don't Care if My Heart Breaks by orphan_account: bookshop au, remus has cerebral palsy
-Be silent like deep water by @her-smile-forges-galaxies remus is deaf
-Give Me A Sign by@theresthesnitch soulmate fic, remus is deaf. Wip
-Kill Your Darlings by MesserMoon: @sophsicle jegulus main but remus is deaf. Hockey and University au
-Signs of Affection by KittyCargo: remus is deaf, teacher asl
-For the Love of Ducks by viwrites Remus has heart condition
-a lot of Lucigoo89 feature in some way. @lucigoo
-Sweets and Books by Writer_INFJ_2w1: bookshop au, chronic pain
- feel what its like to be new by peachyybabe: boarding school au, sirius is blind
-Rarer Than One in a Million by Sp00nhater wolfstar is so soft and sweet, meet in hospital
-one shot: Another New Potion? by depressed_and_nauseous
-wip: bite the hand by raggedypond: zombie apocalypse
-The Language of Flowers by B1ackCatChatsBack Remus has ra, flower shop
-Good Old Fashioned Lover Boys by Hell_Again: bakery au
-Casimir Pulaski Day by breadpoetssociety: cancer, mcd
-Forever Is a State of Mind by orphan_account (deaf remus)
-Living Like We're Renegades by orphan_account (hoh remus, university)
-Mile High by quidditery chronic pain
-this is not a temporary love (now my heart is in your hands) by littleoldrachel (pining, abandoned as far as I know, but worth it!!!)
-I Didn't Come Here to Party, I Only Came for the Cake by attheendoftheday gbbo Remus with fibromyalgia
-Six Feet Apart by Belle_Lestrange101 pandemic fic, Remus has hiv
-Beyond the Heartbeat by bizarrestars: ultimately a story about grief of regulus, with the middle soft wolfstar falling in love. Remus and illness is featured.
-Small Bones of Courage by Anonymous mcd, please read tags, sensitive topics. Later in life lycanthropy is terminal for remus.
-Fractured Skies by orphan_account coffee shop fic, Sirius is deaf, Remus has epilepsy
-as it was by peachyybabe A story about falling in love with a stranger in a bookstore and learning how to live again.
-An Infinte Ocean orphan_account: teddy has cf, Sirius is amputer
-Blind Werewolf McWolf by orphan_account Remus is blind
-Message from Seat 25A by PleaseDonateBlood 1 shot lupus
-if you were a waiting room. by beaniesandblackcoffee
-Time May Change Me by Kaymardsa lupus
-Underneath It All by Kaymardsa: seizures, texting fic
-i don't want to be your muse by yellowmarshmallow muggle asexual remus with chronic fatigue syndrome
-waiting room by haey1
-Remus lupins guide on how to (not) become a quidditch seeker by Girl_rotting
-**all of my fics have disability or chronic illness rep two of my faves: silence between us (deaf remus + disability) and inevitable (cancer, mcd)**
These are prb widely known but...
-Highland Fling [+podfic] by @picascribitremus has lupus. They meet when Sirius is backpacking
-Text Talk by merlywhirls: Sirius is in boarding school, Remus is in hospital, and they don't know each other until Sirius texts the wrong number.
-Blends by rvltn909 coffee shop (sequel names goes into it a lot more)
-A Cup of Sugar by MsAlexWP: both harry and remus disabled
-Discards by picascribit read tags , sensitive subjects: remus has hiv
-A Wolf's Heart by mizdiz : meet in bookshop, remus has heart problems, mcd
-Problems with Narrative Structure and the Rules of Manly Engagement by @xinasvoice : get together fic, remus is an author has fibromyalgia
@just--vi did a tiktok video with these mentioned too that I forgot (give her some love)
-A Wolf, A Bear, A Dungeon Master, and Boy Wonder by ratmom819
-Forever is Definitely Punk Rock by orphan_account (lupus)
-Put Your Head on My Shoulder by jennandblit
-Sunshine on Leith by eyra
Spoons and Stars by Chlobliviate (Rec from glittery-grandma) chronic fatigue and pain, wolfstar in uni
Others who sent me recs:
With different eyes by Shadowmun: blind Sirius is a seer. (haven't read this but def it's on my list) Also check out ao3 or tumblr there are some others that aren't wolfstar @mundrakan
---feel free to check it my main rec list
I shall also direct you to some lists by the @wolfstarlibrarian I'm sure there is some in common but they also have more one shots that I unfortunately usually don't track for the most part (this is amazing account, and not mine, but give them lots of love)
Wolfstar + Chronic Pain, Wolfstar w/Disabilities, Deafness, & Blindness, Wolfstar Hospital AUs, Sick Fic Oneshots, Terminally/Chronically Ill Remus Fics
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