It made him incredibly happy that she was able to fulfill his wishes and call him oppa, a bright smile now appearing on his face. His eyes managing to find themselves turning over to see if there was still more rice wine, seeing that there was just a little bit left from the bottle. Realizing that his hands were under So-Dam’s, he pouts softly before widening his eyes to her words as he listened in disbelief. “W-What are you talking about! Why would you be a place holder?!” Ticking Jae-Ha slightly off as he raised his voice just a bit. “The reason I am doing this in the first place, all of this dating.. Is so i can find someone that I can fall in love and stay with forever. No other women in my life and I do not plan on looking at anyone other than you. Do you realize how crappy women can be? You’re nowhere close to a one night stand or even a place holder.. You’re much more higher than the rest of them. What I am trying to say is.. You are more than capable of being with me, you know me more than any other person. I don’t want to look for others anymore when all they’ll be are disappointments.” Pulling his hand out from her’s when she brought up about the rich persons disease and moving it over So-Dam’s mouth to cover it. Accidentally leaning in against her body as he held her in place. “…I want to stay with you and learn more about you. It means, I will look at you for who you are, not a damn place holder!” Jae-Ha frowned before releasing her mouth and pulling his hand away to fill his bowl back up. “You don’t understand me.. I’m probably too drunk.” He sighs softly as he drinks what was left in the bowl.
there is surprise written all over her face as his voice raises in irritation, the obviousness of her words effect on him is still startling though. so maybe she misunderstood him but that didn’t mean he had to be so adamant about it...though she could contribute that to being drunk as well. so she doesn’t say anything and instead lets him speak his peace, eyes only carefully looking around to see if anyone is watching this tirade and being satisfied that it doesn’t seem to be the case. ❛ I just misunderstood. ❜ she immediately says, trying to placate his sudden irritation due to her words. she didn’t mean anything by it of course but that is how it had sounded to her....sodam, who had been in love with him for such a long time only wanted him to finally realize that she was there and that she cared. she was a patient and understanding woman but even she was capable of frustration because there was hardly anything she could say. he’d made it clear before that he was more worried about their friendship than feelings, right? she doesn’t have the chance to say anything after though, eyes widening for the second time in a few minutes as his hand comes to cover her mouth, sodam resisting the urge to lick his palm in retaliation. ❛ oppa. ❜ she begins after his hand falls away, reaching out for his hand with her own. ❛ your sodam-ah is sorry, okay? forgive me and let’s go home...we’ve been out long enough. ❜