Half-drunk Thoughts

Ageless blackwinged hedonist. Good warrior, better lover. Too stubborn to die. Accepts and respects everyone. Mostly inspirational or half-drunk thoughts blog. No one lives forever, just live while you are alive.

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That look.

The sparkle in the eyes of a beautiful child. He doesn't see the monster in me. He doesn't see the blood. The tears. I look at him and my heart breaks. He doesn't know.

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Lie to me.

Tell me that it's going to be okay. Convince me to believe in an ineffable phenomena that solves my problems.

Lie. Let me believe your lies for just a moment of calmness.

I need your lies.

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"Love is a razor and I walked a line on that silverblade."

"We know deep down, there is no other way."

"Tears flow but why am I crying? After all I'm not afraid of dying."

"But now it seems, I'm just a stranger to myself."

"Maybe one day I'll be an honest man."

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"Your voice shall be my violinstring while I serenade your widow."

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Am I a damned bisexual assassin with heart problems and a gun?

Yes I am.

Will my soul and heart be in my most beloved one's hands?

No question.