nikkisneezes

she/her

[animentality]

[nikkisneezes]

there are also no places, where teens can socialaize without spending money. everything is full of this capitalistic bullshit to the point, where we litterally have nowhere to go, to meet new ppl if we dont have money.

and ofc teenagers are known to have looots of money.

me and my friends have been shooed away many many times, even though we were just sitting and not bothering anybody.

i'm so sick of not having like a local tavern or a plaza where ppl meet and talk and tell stories and not have to spend money.

[imanerdnamedmariawhodoesart]

I can't stop listening to this podcast!

I hope nothing bad happens to them or their families :)

[nikkisneezes]

[imanerdnamedmariawhodoesart]

I can't stop listening to this podcast!

I hope nothing bad happens to them or their families :)

[nikkisneezes]

[depsidase]

[nikkisneezes]

[baby-xemnas]

i love the scene post DR where robin comes to talk to law and he just doesnt say anything it's so funny it makes me cry

featuring robin chan Understanding

[nikkisneezes]

the nose is giving immaculate vibes

[russiansandgod]

[nikkisneezes]

*in russian accent*

"it is cold winter tis year."

"kyat is keeping family warm"

[daily-spooky]

[nikkisneezes]

I once dreamt about two planets where there was one very desolate depressing planet, full of black pebbles that was inhabited by a bad christian-purity cult (i was part of it)

And in the end i escaped to the other planet, that was supposed to be inhabited by the devil . (I didnt care, the cult ppl were hurting me physically)

But as soon as i got there i grew horns and a rainforest grew around me!

The whole planet was just full of beauty and life in contrast to the other one.

so now whenever i go to sleep im like: 'Damn brain what scrumdilicous mininovel did you cook for me today"

[nikkisneezes]

*stares dreamily with a smile on my face into space*

"what are you thinking about? a boy?"

"na, about ramming my head into the sidemirrors of a bus, whenever it drives toward me in a busstop. i feel like my head would make a funny *whomp*"

[nikkisneezes]

all these feelings

that everybody's telling me I'm feeling

when i really can't find them

when all I want is just giving warmth

and love

oh love

everybody has a great definition of it

some words they tell each other

to try to put our connections in a description

when its really just a feeling

in different forms

constantly changing shape

but we force it into a box

and contain it

to sustain it

when all it does

is make it vanish

to be without these boxes

how free i would be

how free i want to be

-a loveless person

[kookenhakken]

BTW this is what the nefarious anglerfish looks like normally

[nostrem]

[nikkisneezes]

hes just scared and confused beyond comprehension

[pinyeti]

I'm awake and ace is still dead

fuck you world

[gideonisms]

Just found out I was thirsty not by receiving a signal from my body about it but by dozing off and dreaming about cold water from different alluring angles. This is great. I think all my wants and needs should be revealed to me this way

[nikkisneezes]

i guess u could say it made thrist trap for ur thirsty body

[nikkisneezes]

he may be a murderer but at least he respects pronouns😌

[aroaceconfessions]

It saddens me when people act like you cannot love anyone as deeply as you love your romantic partner. I know I have never felt the inclination to have one but people are so convinced that romance is the height of love, they think this means I will never fall in love.

But I have fallen in love, I am in love, and I fall deeper every day. I have looked at this girl as if she put the stars in the sky, stared into her eyes as if they held the secrets of the universe, felt as if the weight of the world had been lifted off my shoulders at the sound of her laugh. Why should the intensity of my love be decided by my desire to kiss her ? Why should I not let myself be entranced by her very existence simply because I do not want a romantic relationship with her ? I have fallen in love with this girl the moment I met her, over 6 years ago, and still fall deeper everytime she crosses my mind. Everytime I share a small smile or a look with a friend, that I lay a hand on their shoulder or lean against their side, I fall in love with them a little bit more. Everytime we spend hours just listening to one another rant about things no one else would want to hear about, I fall in love with them a little bit more. Everytime we share playful banter, have snowball fights even though we are now adults or do stupid things for the sole reason that it would amuse the other, I fall in love with them a little bit more. Everytime we send each other things, simply because our first thought when seeing them was of each other, I fall in love with them a little bit more. Is "I thought of you when you were not there because you never truly leave my mind" not the purest expression of love ? And I really do fall in love with them, bit by bit, until I can no longer imagine a life without them, until they seem to have put the stars in the sky, until their eyes hold the secrets of the universe and until the sound of their laugh lifts the world off my shoulders.

I never said I couldn't fall in love. What I said is that I didn't want romance. You were the one who decided to put barriers on something so boundless as love.

[nikkisneezes]

i'm not crying, you are

[nikkisneezes]

sometimes i call my cat 'little caveman' because she loves to crawl under the sheets and look at me with huge eyes like the cat from puss in boots

[the-multiverse-theory]

queerplatonic is whatever those 3 middleaged animal men from ice age had btw. i hope you understand now

[nikkisneezes]

no because YES

[nicostiel]

The straights are mad about the amount of gayness in The Sandman

[nikkisneezes]

✨the irony✨

also you really cant let us have shit