Having second thoughts, but cant back out, so do what you think is best for me...
i am curious and figured what the fuck..lets see what happens.
I just made an HRT consultation appointment. So here is what i will do.
250 notes i will not be able to back out of the appointment. 500 notes and i will buy 1 month supply and take them. 1000 notes i take for 2 months, 2000, i take for 3 months. Then for all of those that dont see this as fun because i am semi willing, 3000 notes i never stop taking them. (This one i am very hesitant on and put because you guys will never reach it). So, going to add this in since it makes more sense. These milestones have time limits. 250 needs to. Be done by April 24th. 500 by 1st week of May, then the others by the same time the following month. Otherwise it stops...unless i enjoy it too much.
So tumblr, lets see what ya got...
Reblog, share, lets see of you guys can do it.
Oh, and i will share pics of me taking them as evidence.
EDIT: funny thing is, im my worst enemy. I have another milestone i could put in, but idk if i want to willingly offer it up.
EDIT2: well you are all close, and it has finally hit, that during that meeting, it will be the first time ever, i will be looking someone in the eye and ne referred to using she/her pronouns. It will also be the first time my real name will be secondary to my new name. Inwas told the consultant will only call me by my female name. Then it occured to me, its not like it is done in conversation. It will be in an official.medical record. Soooo..yeah getting real now.
EDIT 3: OK, this is a kind of big one. It may not seem like it, but it is. At 750 REBLOGS, i will go on PreP. This means that everytime i am fucked, he can choose bareback or condom.
I just had a REALLY far fetched one....if it was even a posibility..id put a milestone for becoming someones wife...
UPDATE: No backing out of the appointment now. April 24th is my appointment. It is getting real now. This will be the first time i look into someones eyes and discuss me being she/her, and it will go in a medical record my name.is Kellie.
Update 2: looks like ill be on hirmones forn1 month so far lol
Update 3: the Dr. Office called me to get some questions answered. I think the lady was more nervous then me..lol. once i started to switch to my female voice ive been practicing, she seemed to relax more and was very comforting.
Update 4: looks like im at minimum of 2 months now :). Less then a week to go before kellie is born...