[nikokovic]

My sister is having worse AA4 withdrawal symptoms than I do and that's saying something (she finished it a month ago and now texted me this out of nowhere)

As of now she has one-sided beef with Blackquill just because he's not Klavier

[finch-friesss]

[nikokovic]

I put memes and inside jokes on my bedroom door and my sister had the idea to fuse my stretched Klavier, his name tag and the meme. It's beautiful.

[nikokovic]

Might as well post it here too I COSPLAYED MY BABYGIRL AGAIN 🙂‍↕️

[tenbiin]

I had a thought.

I actually learnt German back in senior highschool and I remember Klavier literally translates to piano

[nikokovic]

My sister calls Klavier exclusively "GAVIN" (in an obnoxiously strong German accent) and Kristoph just Kristoph

Upon me asking why she didn't call Kris Gavin as well, she said, and I quote: "I just don't have any respect for him, so he's just Kristoph."

This has led to amusing situations while playing turnabout succession, where she continuously mixed the two up, and then proceeded to excuse herself and apologize to GAVIN for the mistake

[detshin]

The whiskey trio version I mentioned ✨

[nikokovic]

How I feel clipping my nails extremely short because of sensory issues

[xoquuwn]

Atroquinine, my...

This trend with Kristoph Gavin...

[nikokovic]

Definitely not the fandom stuff I usually post, but I read through my notes and found a poem I wrote when I was 17, ~2 years after I moved out, and I actually enjoyed re-reading it, so I thought why not share it

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It focuses heavily on potentially triggering topics including:

Child abuse (physical and emotional), self harm (not really detailed), suicidal ideation (implied), CPTSD — specifically the aspect of repression as the overarching theme

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When I think back to my childhood days

I barely remember a thing

A picture or two, a second or few

A smile that could lessen the sting

When I think back to my childhood days

Barely a thing comes to mind

I keep forgetting what happened to me,

The quiet, obedient child

I felt what I did has always been wrong

And I wasn't deserving of love

Slapped my own face red in hopes someone would care

And burned myself on the stove

I don't remember the hits I received

It's almost like they never took place

But my sister remembers, with tears in her eyes

And retells those unhappy tales

One thing I remember, it left me with guilt,

Muffled cries and screams from the bath

It's all my fault, but it was far too late

He's never been kind with his wrath

When I turned to music, I was praised and felt loved

When I played I felt happy and mindless

I was good at what I did, but I still felt bad

For monopolizing my parents' kindness

When I think back to my childhood days

A few memories persevere

Leaning back on the mattress and wishing I could trade lives

For me to be gone and for my sister to be here

When I think back to my childhood days

I always hid under the bed

Some days they'd come looking, on some days they wouldn't

But I didn't have the right to be sad

I have fond memories of the slide we owned

Of me sitting on its peak

But there are moments that I spent there, sobbing

My hand leaving red imprints on my cheeks

I told myself that through my pain, they'd forgive

But it didn't really matter

Blood on the floor with nobody knowing

The crushing weight in my heart not becoming lighter

The first time she saw scratches, she had worried a ton

Interrogated me, when I did this and where I got them from

I tried lying to her, but of course she had known

And never once did she ask herself, "is the way I treat them wrong?"

When I think back to my childhood days

I now barely remember that time

But I try to keep the memories close

To understand children and make sure I'll never hurt mine

When I think back to my childhood days

My first instinct is to say "it was fine."

But now looking back, I wish I could embrace

The hurt children that were my siblings and I.

[facultative-cainism]

No ace attorney 7 here’s my evil bitch wife that I hate. We are renewing our vows tomorrow I hope you all can make it.

[khairosclerosis]

Doodle request? Feenie wright!! Little pink one!! Side note, I wonder if anyone has an au where Phoenix and Kristoph met when they were younger 🤔 like feenie era young

💬 this hot pink bitch was named breakfast !!!!!!!!

+ krisfeen extras u unlocked by Activating my brain i love talking about them . heart smile sparkle … ✨ if you would follow me to the secondary location (under the cut) 😊

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now okay me personally this au largely floats around in my head for mostly fluff purposes but i never got around to talking about or drawing except for these asks (one & two) 😭 i won’t lie though it’s largely bc i made a LOTTA stuff up abt younger kris and i didn’t know if ppl would still be interested LOLLLL shoutout rosie for bringing this up though helllllll yes :3

also fics !!!!! hello

here is this little one-shot shine sweet, my summer sun by null, straightforward au where feenie met kris instead of dahlia and it’s very cuuuute very fluffy with a perfect dash of kristoph’s trademark inferiority complex, lives rent free in my headddd :3

+ this art for it IS TOO CUUUUTEEEEEE WEEEEEHEHEHE 🩷🩷🩷

and shoutout my new buddy max for mr. and mr. self-destruct which is an au where they met in high school and branches to 2026 from there :] warning it’s kindaaa the opposite, it starts pretty meetcute but becomes an insane codependent trainwreck very quickly lol. but if you like that sorta thing it’s a crazy rollercoaster, also lives rent free in my head and made me genuinely tear up multiple times would recommend. LOL 😊

^also inspo for giving feenie a small hint of emo/scene kid in the first place . lol #neverstopprojecting

and then after you read that, this art for it by oomfie annie is goated with the sauce i was stopped in my tracks .......... bro don't have tumblr though rest in pieces

i recall reading bits & pieces of other fics but afaik they never really got anywhere substantial just 1 or 2 shorter chapters 😔 so if anyone has something i may have missed (fics or art) … u know where to find me 😋🍽️

[nikokovic]

AA7 with Gavin brothers backstory TRUSTTTTTT if I'm delusional enough it's gonna happen

Persona and AA didn't have any new mainline games since 2016 soooo since we got P6 announcement there's gonna be aa7 too....

[darknicjen]

birthday kiss 😘

[nikokovic]

Had a gorgeous time at Dokomi fr+sa as Kristoph!!

The Ace Attorney meetup was so fun and I never thought there'd be so many cosplayers 😭 (I chased a beanix cosplayer with an empty wine bottle)

Weirdly enough I was the only Kristoph but I had 6 Klaviers to bully so huge plus

As someone with very limited money it has been so memorable to meet that many people, since in Austria there are barely any AA cosplayers, but I'd love to go again next year, perhaps after a bit of saving up ✨❤️

[tealbean-kai]

Oh hi, I was that Beanix cosplayer lol. What an honor to almost get murdered by such a cool Kristoph. I need to add that it was because I got my badge back. Makes you think🙄

[nikokovic]

We see each other everywhere huh 😭

(sleep with one eye open. I'll make sure to not miss my target next time.)

[thekristophgavin]

Do not be afraid. I came to wish a blessed pride month to all of you. I expect you to be on you gayest behaviour

Be gay, be proud, be anti-FarWr!ght

[nikokovic]

Had a gorgeous time at Dokomi fr+sa as Kristoph!!

The Ace Attorney meetup was so fun and I never thought there'd be so many cosplayers 😭 (I chased a beanix cosplayer with an empty wine bottle)

Weirdly enough I was the only Kristoph but I had 6 Klaviers to bully so huge plus

As someone with very limited money it has been so memorable to meet that many people, since in Austria there are barely any AA cosplayers, but I'd love to go again next year, perhaps after a bit of saving up ✨❤️