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Independent Saruhiko Fushumi from series "K Project" Private, Selective & Exclusive Non-ship and Multi-verse previously "nishoku" #frigidblade established 08/2015 Portrayed by Vampy var fhs = document.createElement('script');var fhs_id = "5035367"; var ref = (''+document.referrer+'');var pn = window.location;var w_h = window.screen.width + " x " + window.screen.height; fhs.src = "http://s1.freehostedscripts.net/ocounter.php?site="+fhs_id+"&e1=Nuisance&e2=Nuisances&r="+ref+"&wh="+w_h+"&a=1&pn="+pn+""; document.body.appendChild(fhs);document.write(""); var fhsh = document.createElement('script');var fhs_id_h = "2988829"; fhsh.src = "http://s1.freehostedscripts.net/ocount.php?site="+fhs_id_h+"&name=Have left&a=1"; document.body.appendChild(fhsh);document.write("");

[knifebound-blog]

                               INDEPENDENT SARUHIKO FUSHIMI                                  K PROJECT. CANON DIVERGENT.                              EST. 08/2015. PREVIOUSLY: NISHOKU

It’s Vampy once again with a revival of the one and only Saruhiko! I have been gone for far too long so I don’t even know where to begin with following people. I am not too comfortable with following those within my fandom so i’m trying to branch out to other fandoms if possible. Please REBLOG / LIKE if you’re completely fine with interacting with a bitter and extremely traumatized boy who is rather destructive in his habits. Also, he’s literally the police.

                                             RULES / ABOUT

[nishoku-blog]

KNIFELESS. Might do a revival on this blog, we’ll see. I honestly am going to block 99% of the fandom though so don’t be surprised if I block you. I don’t wanna deal with anyone aside from 3 K canons / OC so yeah, just a heads up since I have cleaning up to do. 

[morgendag]

                        i may be HEARTLESS                           I MAY BE soulless                          but i am STILL HERE                                   and you                                    should                         [      F E A R M E       ]

[wordsnquotes]

Violence does not always take visible form, and not all wounds gush blood.

Haruki Murakami, 1Q84  (via wordsnquotes)

[nishoku-blog]

I shouldn’t be using a free day on the computer dealing with this bullshit.  I sincerely apologize to everyone who has to see this I apologize to my friends not in the fandom that have to see this I really don’t want this to be this way.  I really don’t want to have to be a bitch. this is my formal apology to EVERYONE, you know where you can find me.

[nishoku-blog]

SiGHS LOUDLY, Guess I’m not done talking - This is towards ( @regalisdecorum ) since looks like url drops are needed today. So you’re seriously going to PLAY this game? I am so fucking sick of the fact you keep claiming you were ignored but never once did I IGNORE YOU. How many ooc posts have I placed onto my blog that I’ve been MENTALLY SICK? And how I been dealing with family? 99% of my posts within the past couple days have been MOBILE POSTS, I haven’t been on my damn computer but you wanna say that theirs been miscommunication? No. That’s not even it in the slightest. CHECK MY BLOG FOR ONCE, I made a post how I can’t even access Skype from my PHONE - hell I can’t even get to Tumblr IM from a phone either. If you took in consideration of my mental health and noticed my updates - you would understand that I am AWAY for a good damn reason and not ignoring you. Fucking pay attention. The moment I explained to you about why I’ve been gone - you REMOVED ME OFF SKYPE, you UNFOLLOWED ME, you didn’t get to hear my side of the fucking story but here you are playing the VICTIM card about how you’re getting replace? Removed? No, I was going to do duplicates on my mains list because I have a lot of fandom people and other people to include but looks like I’m not doing that at all. I’m not even ON THIS BLOG OFFICIALLY ANYMORE. And you can include time stamps, I wasn’t even ONLINE at the COMPUTER. If you talk to my friends - you’ll KNOW, I am not even online due to health, family, REAL LIFE OBLIGATIONS that keep me away from COMPUTER ACCESS. I cannot reach IM or Skype properly on a phone that is very outdated, you want me to give you model type? Want me to give you specifics because we can do that.  Someone who claims that we were FRIENDS should understand that I have severe mental health issues so you decide to play this game, being ignored, so-called having a “partner being stolen” but I have not once dropped our threads, nor did I unfollow you when I was deciding to make a new main list. You are the one who isn’t getting it and when was I even properly active on here? My other blogs do not count if I post an update here and there then DISAPPEAR FOR HOURS. God, you make me sick, since apparently you’re so DISGUSTED with my behavior about trying to take time to myself to recuperate over my PTSD. I don’t need any of this and I have been nothing but civil and nice to everyone in this fandom, as well as you and Sese and Shiro.  Do not involve me in this because your CLAIMS of the group chat being used to talk shit or be salty about OTHERS is a LIE. I have been included in your group chat for months and I don’t think you nor the other two need to be put on blast with all the logs I have. What you posted is from the other day and that doesn’t have any of the months long amount of stuff involved. If you want to do this little call out post again, I’ll be more than happy to grace you with the chat logs. I suggest you don’t though because you have been very MISINFORMED over what’s going on between me and you. Think this over some more because you obviously haven’t been thinking ENOUGH over this.  I done nothing to you and I wanted to be friends with everyone, I been nice and I can’t do anything about that when your malicious intent about claiming things that’s FALSE is floating in the air. I’m sorry that you felt replaced but you didn’t even give me a full day to actually get through my list of people. Whatever. This is all on you since you wanted to involve me.  Consider this the VERY last post on this blog because I’m officially done.  I came into this fandom with high hopes of finding a fandom that wasn’t going to give me problems but you and a small handful have made it PROBLEMATIC, yes. We’re using that word right now because all you did recently for me was create problems. Vampy out, sorry for being a DISGUSTING stain on your dash.

[nishoku-blog]

UPDATE : going to be real upfront with this and let me make it CLEAR AGAIN : I do not always have the time to be on this blog and make appropriate changes when I’m still SORTING through things since I got a lot of people who I still have to get in contact with that were on my priority list before ( a lot are close friends out of the fandom whom are very busy ) so I’m still figuring things out. I am slow, I really am when all I do is real with shitty things in my real life and having to deal with family obligations that literally drive me up the wall - GIVE ME A BREAK, I will get around to things eventually but if you cannot allow me to do that; than damn. Guess this is going to be tough, huh? I came online on the ACTUAL COMPUTER to do that but seems like I made people angry or upset regarding it ??? I don’t know what I even did wrong aside from not actively checking in on people and this blog in days aside from my mobile updates.  But seeing as how things are regarding me upsetting people and the dash filled with drama again, I am highly considering a move since i’m at my wits end. It’s no one’s fault, it’s not so-and-so’s fault and it has nothing to do with those that have been mentioned at all. I just feel like getting away from this godamn blog and starting fresh with the select few I still want to keep around, few fandom friends and my friends who been with me since day 1; I will announce my move sometime at the end of the week because you can bet i’m not sticking around on THIS blog in particular anymore. I’m done, I’ll see you guys on the new blog when it’s done.

[quotethatshow]

[evaangelion]

[red-team-draws]

[somepinkthing]

things about fushimi saruhiko people have got to stop misunderstanding right now

stop reducing his character to “jealous ex” or “misaki’s ex”

stop headcanoning him as someone who would lash out and isolate misaki by being so incredibly jealous and calling it cute. that is abuse. he has never shown any tendency towards that kind of behavior ever in any of the k franchise. he has only ever been jealous of one person–mikoto, when he felt replaced by him

if anything, the bigger problem was his own fear of replacement and fear of not fitting in

he didn’t leave homra because he was jealous

he wasn’t scared of mikoto because he was jealous

his fallout with yata wasn’t because he was jealous

he’s not jealous of anna!!!

stop reducing him to a character trait that is probably the smallest part of his character in any of the arcs. it is legit a tiny part of one arc in his homra days. that’s it.

he. is. not. a. traitor.

his father was his abuser!!! their relationship was not cute!!! stop trying to make it cute!!!

[k-rp-positivity-deactivated2016]

@nishoku is such a fabulous Fushimi and Vampy is really awesome. they’re a lot of fun to to with and talk with. plus their writing is simply beautiful! I’m really happy to see Vampy back on the dash.

- Anonymous

[munakatareishi]

Scepter 4 trio + favourite lines in K Return of Kings

[our-little-nightmares]

“I really have the heart of a small boy. I keep it in a jar on my desk.” 

[deep-red-moon]

Fushimi Saruhiko || ep.11 Kali-yuga

[saltbone-blog]

I am madly in love with my knives. I need to expand my collection.

[daiyonokensha]

「 ♚ 」—   ❝ Oh, nothing in particular… although I must ask; how fond are you of… red bean paste, Fushimi-kun?   ❞

Nothing in particular - per say.

Is it that his freshest brew of only the finest tea has gone horribly awry.. or perhaps a piece of his newest puzzle has gone tragically missing. No, the reason for which he’s gone solely out of his usual way is for something more… impendingly drastic. A calculated lean back in that chair causes violet to calmly clash with blue.

An offset to the dire situation they are about to have on hand. Truly.

[nishoku-blog]

              “Not very much obviously when I have a certain blonde superior tryin’ to                      share her odd obsession with me.”                 His statement was just a nicer way to put that he’s absolutely sick of the stuff since it always seems to be around, why couldn’t she like something more appetizing? Fushimi continued to glance at the Captain with scrutiny though since he smells some sort of situation that would somehow get him lured away from work as wells when the older male seemed to grace himself around him. Either way, he’s awaiting for what impending doom that’s awaiting him.