Living In The Void

Nix Or Glitch // 22 // It-They-Him // Artist // Creepypasta obsessed atm// Let's keep it adults only shall we?// Chaotic and Crazy Let's See We're This Goes- Normally a DCA and COTL enjoyer lol

[ispyspookymansion]

if you want me to consume a new media you MUST catch me at the exact moment when the stars are aligned and the air pressure is equal to the current degree of the sun’s peak against the horizon and all the cosmic energies are perfectly unified (aka my old interest is fading out) or i will nod and say “im adding that to my list!” Knowing theres no chance i will check it out

[ispyspookymansion]

“unless its a book!” “unless you tell me it has gay people in it!” “this but only for live action shows” “theres a good chance i’ll get to it eventually” no wrong this post is not for you this post is ONLY for bitches who could have a treasured friend recommend them something that sounds grown in a lab to be your personal catnip and, with no choice in the matter, immediately know it will never be the right time to watch/read/listen to it

[polarity-disturbed]

Could you imagine making your own movie, making like 20 million dollars, and then going “awesome, now to install a DVD duplicating machine in my house and personally burn copies by hand like a medieval monk preserving sacred texts”

Like I need people to understand the mental image here of a multimillionaire internet creator personally overseeing DVD production in his own house like he’s running an underground bootleg operation out of a basement in 2007.

It’s weirdly charming because there’s something very “old internet” about it, this energy of “I made a thing, and now I will physically hand it to people myself like an artisan at a craft fair.”

The man really said: “The future of cinema is me standing next to a humming disc burner at 2am”

And like... I can't help but believe he's onto something

[littlebumbliebee]

Hallucinations and delusions aren’t always funny and meme-able. You’re not always going to see Joe The Grocery Store man, or hear uplifting voices, or believe you’re sonic or something. It’s possible, but that’s not always the case.

A lot of hallucinations are scary. You can see scary things. You can hear violent and vile things - nothing is off limits for hallucinations, much like intrusive thoughts. They can be traumatizing.

Likewise with delusions. Common delusions include believing your brain has been hacked, that you’re a chosen one selected by a god, a prophet, or a God yourself, that you’re being controlled or hunted, that you’re possessed, and so on. These delusions can be scary and traumatizing.

Even small things like seeing insects crawl up you, or believing you’re contaminated somehow can be anxiety inducing.

While it’s true schizospec disorders and psychosis aren’t distressed for everyone, and you can have non-distressing hallucinations and delusions, we shouldn’t try to sanitize the disorder for other people. People with scary, vile, or violent hallucinations and delusions deserve respect like anyone else and should be included in activism.

[depsidase]

[moss4brainss]

I fear we are losing the ancient texts. Everyone nowadays is trying to make the creepypastas all lore accurate and scary and realistic. Fuck that! Slendermansion and fanon creepypastas my beloved. I love you so bad shitty 2010s mischaracterization. You were so good. Don't leave me. YOU YOUNG PEOPLE QUIT CHANGING THINGS AND GET OFF MY LAWN!!!

[sushizushi6]

He’s kind of a cat to me

[nixisglitched]

I Am Happy.

This will be the last of these for now im so happy

I take so many pictures when I do these just to make sure I dont mess them up lmao

Looking at content on Tumblr, yt, and any other platform even just reading on Ao3 has been a nightmare. For some reason I get so excited that I feel so ill ill almost throw up and get heart palpitations. For months almost a year now I havent been able to interact with much for any longer then a few days to a week.

Creepypasta apparently. The root of my childhood and my art. Doesn't do that! And ive been going absolutely nuts over it and im so happy I can interact with things normally now.

[nixisglitched]

Nothing Is Wrong.

Somewhat like a mix of a creature and a being. He is sentient and can speak, but it is just something so primal in him that pulls him forward.

I do all my work in pen and honestly im suprizing myself with these lmao, first shot

[nixisglitched]

Dont Mind Me.

My creepypasta phases coming back full force has been so fun, I hope I stay here for awhile.

[nixisglitched]

Also, sorry yall for being so dead, my ass getting a house and its STRESSFULL lmao

Tho I am figuring out my shit and realizing I have alot of not ill feelings when interacting with creepypasta so thats fun! I also wanna draw more starline when I finally settle into the new place

[nixisglitched]

If an old/ex friend you haven't talked to in a long time reached out to you, would you be interested in talking to them again? Does it depend on who?

Very much depended on who it was and why. And if they know why and acknowledge why we don't talk now in the first place.

If it was busy life? Faded out? We so chillin bestie catch me tf up

But if not? Bro..

[nixisglitched]

Everytime I log on i see so much sun and moon i get so excited I start getting physically ill and need to close the app again omfg

[umbrellanumber5-deactivated2021]

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This.

This is why people who stay in my life are neurodiverse like me!

[nottoolateforthegame]

Huh

[thisisnotjuli]

this!! I swear I lost like all my friendships bc of this, like I had a group of friends in hs that one day I realized “huh I haven’t talked to this people in a while” and popped in to say hi and they were all awkward?? because they hadn’t seen me in a while?? and that’s when I realized that friendship works different for them?? I was like yeah I haven’t talked to you in like four months but it’s not like I’ve forgotten about y'all why would anything change, and they were all like we haven’t talked to you in four months why are you here again acting like nothing happened? and it was really confusing for me

[mimir-bashir]

YEAH! THAT!

Also I have a thing where I just put the people on pause. If I don’t see them or contact them, my brain kinda put them in stasis. I don’t think about them nor misses them, and I stay on what I last knew about them (how they look, what they study/work). So when we meet again I’m like “wait, you’ve aged?” and I have the same familiarity with them thanI had before.

[gender-snatched]

Anyway all my mutuals I haven’t messaged in forever - this is why

[official-lucifers-child]

oh my gods this makes so much sense??? there are people who i haven’t talked to at all for literally over a year and we’ll pick up like nothing happened, but for their people it’s just like…… falling apart but onesided???? i think we’re still on the same level but actually we’re strangers??

[link-the-feral-anon]

Ohhhhhh

[shark8-my-leg]

OHHHHHHHHH….

[quarra]

Ok but listen, on the other side of this, as a person who moved hundreds of miles away from everyone i knew and then became a hermit for several years, it was SUCH A FUCKING RELIEF to get in contact with an old friend and have him be like, “my friendship levels do not degrade, so in my mind we are still awesome close buddies” and i almost fkn cried. I thought he would be mad or would have moved on because i had slacked on my reaching out to him and staying in touch and doing all the friendship things. But NOPE. 800 miles of distance, depression, and life changing circumstances didnt steal our friendship and i am SO GRATEFUL.

[thatlittleegyptologist]

#came back to tumblr after four years #lottie and I immediately went like that spiderman meme yknow tags via @rudjedet

I have literally no friendship degradation whatsoever. I will not have spoken to someone for 5 years or more, and they’re still as much a friend to me as if I had only seen them yesterday. I’m just very bad at communicating if someone is not in my direct orbit. So when Sonja reappeared on this site I basically screeched into her notes like a banshee because I was delighted and we picked straight back up where we’d left off.

[elodieunderglass]

Happy to go on the record that I don’t expect regular contact and will welcome hearing from people after a long time

[beyondthisdarkhouse]

Holy shit, I didn’t actually realize this was a Thing.

[nixisglitched]

I learned about this in highschool its now been years of knowing this and ive found a tiny little group of all the same people with no friendship degradation!! Its great!! Now only if I could do that with my family because hoo boy.. sometimes I just want an entire year of "be with myself and exist on my own level" time and not be terrified they will all leave me lmao. They always text me like "oh haven't heard from you in awhile" and start small talk like our relationship is gonna crumble to dust if they don't hear from me?? Like.. bro i love you but PLEASE do not make me talk about the weather bc you think it helps the relationship live, it does nottttt

[nixisglitched]

The maneater au im so so so in love with has my brain again and we are so back

[nixisglitched]

I am not ok.

[celestialpunks]

he returns ⚡️🎸

[celestialpunks]

Oh yeah. He slays.