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just call me n :3🪽 cw: 168 gw: 165 i love aot 18 yo, pls dni if ur under 16

[niyaleight]

hi guyss :3 intro

im not new to @na

just call me n or nia

18yo :3

sw:180lbs (81kgs)

cw: 168lbs (76kgs)🐽

gw1:165lbs (74kgs)

gw2: 150lbs (68kgs)

gw3:145lbs (65kgs)

gw4:130lbs (58kgs)

gw:5 125lbs (56kgs)

im rlly friendly but im kinda shy 3:

i love aot so if u like aot, lets be friends!! :3

[niyaleight]

maybe if he left me for a skinnier girl id actually stop eating sm

im so disgusting omg

[niyaleight]

its almost like im physically incapable of fasting.. (ironic)

does anyone have any fasting tips?

[niyaleight]

rant lol

there smtn so delicate about being skinny, like SKINNY. like >110 pounds kind of skinny.

i have a more curvy body type (thanks genetics) and bc of it, im constantly getting sexualized. even when its just jokes with friends like “omg wow ur t!ts look amazing” or comments abt my a$s, they just make me feel more big.

once i lose weight i’ll finally be seen as delicate and soft and not sexy and busty.

hopefully this makes sense, i think im losing my mind.

-n <3

[niyaleight]

lowk my biggest piece of motivation is that im probably someones f@tspo..

lowk negative but whatever works yk?

[niyaleight]

hi guys!! update yay :3

i wanna start a 3 day water fast 👀

im trying to limit how mucb i eat and when i eat to help with binges.

thats all :3 love ya angels🥹🪽

[niyaleight]

im so mad at myself.

i cant restrict myself at all

[niyaleight]

i literally cannot stop binging, does anyone have any ways to help with binges?

[niyaleight]

tw: (weird) hot take

is it bad to say that most of my th!n$po is my friends…👀👀👀👀

i rlly hope this doesnt come off wrong, but omg its so motivating hearing them complain abt being “bloated” but they still look super th!n, like do yk what i mean?

i love having sk!nny friends bc it encourages me to get sk!nn!er 🥹🥹🥹🥹

[niyaleight]

feeling my body fold when i sit or move makes me feel so sick..

i hate myself. why cant i be better..

(also what r some good appetite suppressants? lmk)

[niyaleight]

ugh i wish there was more black @na content. why is everyone not black

pls lmk if yall see any good @na content thats a poc person🥹

[fattyneedstobeskinny8]

[niyaleight]

quick check :3

tw: body

(i love this song)

[niyaleight]

ok yap

tw: wl/⭐️

smtn ive started to lowk notice before i r3lapsed was that ppl subconsciously treat bigger people differently. no matter how confident u think u are, ur weight matters more than anything.

i think thats my main motivation.

[mmarcys]

before the shower, i don't look in the mirror.

in the shower, i don't look down.

and i think that sums me up as a person

[0kculture]

gain control = lose weight

lose control = gain weight